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    "You do realise half of our fans want to fuck you?" Shane exhaled, watching the fireflies dance in the evening sky. Ilya shrugged.
    "They want to fuck all of us, that's how it works. What, do you think they don't want to fuck you?" He lowered his voice, teasing him. "Because I read some interesting things on Twitter."
    "Shut up."
    "You are very popular with the girls. Good boy, bass player, good looks, gentleman, probably they think you are a beast in bed."
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    Shane Hollander is the goody-two-shoes Canadian bassist of Ice Crawlers. Ilya Rozanov is their loud Russian drummer. As the band reaches unprecedented levels of success and fame in the early 2010's, these two can't stay away from each other - even though the last thing their careers need is a sexual scandal between two of the most popular rock stars of their time.

    Rockband AU!

    If you're like me and Hollanov hit you the same way Larry Stylinson did when you were 12, good luck and have fun.

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    17 Jul 2026

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    “Ilya, what are we gonna do?” Shane says.

    Ilya finishes whatever he has been doing on his phone, and tosses it gently to the bed beside him. He crosses the room to Shane, stands in front of him, squeezes into his shoulders with his big hands, rubbing them like he means to warm them up.

    “Looks like we will have a little vacation,” he says, with a big obnoxious grin.

     


     

    Boston and Montreal are sent to Paris to play against each other in an exhibition series in January 2017. Ilya and Shane decide to stay in Paris for one more night. Just one more night, so they can talk. Maybe finally understand each other.

    They aren't expecting a volcano to erupt in Iceland and close all the airspace in Europe, leaving them stranded there. Together.

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    16 Jul 2026

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    "He saw the corners of Ilya's lips curve up ever so slightly in that infuriating, tiny hint of a smile. “Goodbye, Shane Hollander.”

    Shane could only ogle as Ilya walked away. Fuck. His ass was fat. This was so bad.

    Shane Hollander, star athlete, D1 hockey team captain, campus heartthrob, was being completely undone by a brooding Slavic art major that he would probably crawl on his fucking knees and bark for."

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    Shane is ready for another boring semester where he has to pretend like he cares about anything other than hockey. Until he sits down next to a mysterious Russian art student who also happens to be the hottest guy Shane has ever seen.

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    16 Jul 2026

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    Ilya and Shane are broke roommates, until Ilya discovers streaming and starts making bank jerking off for the viewers
    Naturally, he offers his good friend Shane a chance at making money the same way
    And if they touch each other a little it’s only because of the tips, not because they are into each other

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    Shane and Ilya are both completely straight here
    #ISwearrr

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    11 Jul 2026

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    "Is okay, Hollander," said Rozanov. "I will help you. You are," he paused. "Stunted. I looked up this word."
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    Or: teenage Ilya billets with the Hollanders. He and Shane stumble into what eventually becomes an intense, obsessive, codependent d/s dynamic that escalates wildly for years after. Special mentions to denial, repression, pining-while-fucking, Minnesota, sexting, eternal soulmate love, and being unbelievably horned up at every single moment of the day.

    Not a teen fic I promise! They are adults after chapter two.

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    28 May 2026

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    28 May 2026

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    Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”

    “Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.

    He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.

    A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.

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    28 May 2026

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    My brothers best friend is a fucking asshole; he’s hot as hell though.

    Or: Ilya Rozanov is best friends with Shane Hollander’s older brother. Ilya quickly becomes Shane’s public enemy number one. Why? Because he’s the biggest asshole Shane has ever met, unfortunately, he’s also the hottest fucking man alive.

    Fucking your brother’s best friend is probably a bad idea, right?

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    28 May 2026

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    That thought settles into his brain dangerously. Ilya’s been with everyone. Girls. Guys. Others. What's another person on the list?

    If Shane wants experience…

    If he wants to stop feeling behind…

    Why not Ilya?

    Yes, he was a complete asshole that Shane wished he could choke to death sometimes and his brother's childhood bestfriend, but it wouldn’t mean anything. It's for the experience, the education of it all.

    For hockey.

    Obviously.

    Or: Ilya Rozanov has always been Shane Hollander’s older brother’s best friend. He was never supposed to become Shane’s first everything.

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    23 May 2026

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    Rather than give him the joint, Ilya takes it back between his own lips and sucks in a deep breath, the tip glowing as he does so. Then, before Shane can process it, he’s reaching up and sliding one large hand around the back of Shane’s neck, pulling him down so their lips meet.

    Shane gasps softly, and Ilya takes the opportunity to blow smoke into his open and waiting mouth.

    Oh, God. Are you there? It’s me, Shane Hollander. We’ve had our differences, but I think I’d like to convert for real this time. I’m ready. Open the pearly white gates. I’m coming up.

    Shane goes to a house party, gets high, then gets on his knees. bon appetite
    now a multi-chapter saga bc i couldn't help myself

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    16 May 2026

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    Eliott Demaury is a promising surgical intern. One of the best if not the best. And he plans to live up to his reputation while proving the words surgeon and compassion can go hand in hand. There’s one thing – one person – standing in his way. Lucas Lallemant. Just as talented if not more – though Eliott would only admit as much under some form of torture. Lucas is the epitome of everything Eliott refuses to be: cold, egotistical, callous. Eliott won’t let it get to him – won’t let Lucas get to him. Eliott has decided to trust his gut. He knows what he wants, and he knows what he doesn’t.

    *Fic is complete - will update weekly*

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    09 Aug 2020

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    "Isak wonders what color is in Even's eyes. He wonders how someone seemingly so cold can have such warm hands. How someone who won't even look him in the eyes can be so comforting."

    Isak and Even are both very quiet, very detached, very lonely, and very broken when they first meet while working at a restaurant. They don't talk a lot, but they develop an odd friendship that nobody understands.

    As Isak's feelings deepen for the boy who never smiles and bloom into intense and unconditional love, he realizes they might be more connected than he thinks.

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    09 Aug 2020

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    It makes him wonder, if there’s a universe where Eliott could remotely feel a little of what Lucas feels right in the middle of his chest, and, if by some luck, that universe is this one. Lucas wonders, and wonders, if this is the universe where he gets to be happy with the boy he loves.

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    the one where le gang goes on their first vacation together and everything feels epic, until it doesn't

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    09 Aug 2020

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    According to the multiverse theory, besides the universe where Lucas’s family stayed together or where his eyes are a different colour, there also must be a universe where, somehow, Eliott loves him back.

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    09 Aug 2020

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    Lucas is a firefighter. It’s a good thing too because Eliott is in need of saving. Literally. His building is on fire.

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    03 May 2020

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    The conversations were always stilted and quiet and benignly untrue.
    “I’m okay”
    “No worries”
    “My day was alright, you?”
    “Yeah, I ate”
    “I should go. I’m sleepy…”
    The phone calls eventually petered out.

    So, Even did what he thought was right for Isak.

    On an ordinary Thursday, eating dinner next to each other on the couch, Even looked up from his bowl of noodles, glanced at the clock ticking 9.21 pm and said, “I think we should break up.”

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    11 Jan 2020

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    (Actor Lucas/ Model Eliott fake-dating AU) - *Guaranteed Weekly Updates*

    When Lucas Lallemant, rising film star and #5 in Celebrity Mag’s ‘30 under 30 Heartthrobs’, is outted after an unfortunate caught-on-camera make out session in a club, he decides, under the guidance of his agent, Arthur, that a PR relationship will help control the tabloid narrative and save his career. When Basile suggests his bestest buddy from a photography class, Eliott Demaury, a successful model in his own right, as the potential fake-dating candidate, Lucas is skeptical. But ok, so Eliott is pretty good looking and apparently willing. Fine. It’s an unconventional situation but it’s a solid plan that will benefit them both, right? And hopefully in the process Lucas will gain a good friend. And so what if he’s a little attracted to said friend? It’s fine. It’s No. Big. Deal. Nobody needs to know that but Lucas anyways. Everything’s fine.

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    29 Dec 2019

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    Eliott is a Prince. The Crown Prince of France to be exact. A Royal. And Lucas is decidedly not. Not a Prince. And not at all impressed by the institution as a whole. No one should rule with that kind of wealth when there are children homeless in the street, when there are people begging for their every meal. Lucas has always felt as much. Which is why it’s terribly inconvenient when he’s offered a job at the Royal Palace and circumstances mean he has to take it. It’s even less convenient that the Prince is so nice. So nice and… mildly attractive. Mildly. He’s also a mess. A flirty, sheltered, privileged mess. It’s a good thing Lucas has things so under control.

    *Weekly Updates*

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    29 Dec 2019

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