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    Instead of Shane, it is Ilya who suffers a concussion during the Boston-Montreal game in April 2017. Dazed and agitated, Ilya briefly starts speaking and responding only in Russian and the medics can’t calm him down. Luckily, Shane started studying Russian after Ilya spoke to him in Russian on the phone from Moscow. For no particular reason. Certainly not because he’s fallen in love with Ilya Rozanov.

    In Montreal with lingering concussion symptoms, Ilya is advised not to fly home for a few days, and the hospital won’t release him without assurances that he has someone to stay with him until his symptoms improve. Luckily, Shane conveniently has a condo in Montreal no one knows about and a few days before he has to travel again.

    But Ilya’s symptoms don’t resolve after a few days. Which is okay; Shane can handle it. He can take care of Ilya, study Russian, lead his team into the playoffs, and keep Ilya’s continued presence in Montreal a secret. He can do everything, no problem. He is Shane Hollander after all.

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    A whump fanfiction that is secretly a fix-it.

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    26 Jul 2026

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    “He’s not taking advantage of you, is he?”

    “Taking advantage of me?” Shane’s initial shock transforms quickly into frustration. “Why the fuck would you assume that? What the hell is your problem with Ilya, Hayden? I thought you were getting along.”

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    After Ilya leaves Russia to play for Ottawa, not everyone understands Shane and Ilya's very close "friendship." Others maybe understand too much.

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    22 Jul 2026

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    “Hey,” Hollander’s voice changes to something low and soft. He moves quickly, and Ilya realizes suddenly that Hollander is sitting right fucking next to him on the ground.

    “Rozanov, it’s okay. It’s okay.”

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov met at the Prospect Cup when they were seventeen. Ilya doesn't play in North America, he plays in Moscow. Five years later, Shane and Ilya reunite at the Sochi Olympics. Ilya is not doing well.

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    21 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 53

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    "What is point of being famous and married to famous husband if people do not know? Do I look like a bachelor? No. I look like man in love. I look locked down. My beautiful husband is right there staring at my ass and you cannot tell I am spoken for?"

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    Ilya being possessive about his relationship when someone comes onto him at the bar. Zane's just trying to have a good time.

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    21 Jul 2026

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    Ilya was tossing aside his gloves to grope at his throat, his jersey having gotten darker just in the last few seconds.

    “Dorogoy.”

    Shane didn’t remember jumping the boards or tossing away his gloves and helmet, but next he knew his bare hands were grasping at the cold, drenched front of Ilya’s jersey. Whether it was the impact of another body or the strength finally leaving him, Ilya shakily sank to his knees, taking Shane with him. He heard someone from his bench scream for a medic.

    Or, Ilya gets seriously injured during a game and Shane is barely holding it together. Cliff and Hayden finding out AU.

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    21 Jul 2026

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    Six months after their Boxing Day breakup, Shane puts the cottage where they once learned to love each other openly up for sale. Ilya buys it anonymously, unable to bear the thought of anyone else living inside the life they built there.

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    21 Jul 2026

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    Because, here's the thing. Ilya isn't actually jealous. Jealousy implies that there's a potential for Shane to be swept away by one of these random suitors. It means that there's an underlying fear that Shane will choose someone else over Ilya. And aside from the occasional depressive spiral that can lead Ilya to those thoughts — though that rarely happens after so many years of marriage — he knows that Shane would choose him over everyone. He trusts that Shane loves him just as much as he loves Shane.

    Ilya knows there's no chance in hell that a random man flirting with Shane in a pet store would be enough to turn his head.

    But what Ilya is, is fucking possessive.

    -or, people keep flirting with Ilya's husband. He has feelings about it.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    Pike was looking at him expectantly, with something that seemed terribly close to knowing.

    “Rose is here right now.” Ilya settled on, weakly. His shoulders drew in unconsciously, protecting him from a blow that never came. And maybe it was selfish of him, wanting Pike to know that it was not his fault. That maybe, he was not as much of an asshole as Pike believed him to be. His accent was thick as he clarified, “He does not…want anything with Lily.”

     

    or: Ilya is struggling post tuna-meltdown. Then Shane gets hit, and suddenly everyone is asking questions Ilya can't answer.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    20 Jul 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 99

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    "He knew that in the grand scheme of things, three weeks was nothing. It was a blip, genuinely inconsequential. Barely enough time to learn the shape of another person, let alone miss them.

    He'd spent years telling himself exactly that.

    It had never quite taken. "

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    Between the World Junior Championship and the NHL Draft, all of the top prospects are sent to a three week development camp.

    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov end up sharing a room. For a brief moment, they find something in each other neither of them expected.

    Then Ilya vanishes from their cabin without explanation.

    Years pass. They are drafted to opposite conferences. Their careers take off. Their lives move on.

    But some things never quite stay buried. When a trade brings Ilya to Boston, the almost they've spent years outrunning is, suddenly, standing directly in front of them.

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    20 Jul 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 84

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    It isn't the argument that surprises Ilya.

    It's who decides to end it.

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    20 Jul 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 91

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    “Rozanov?” Hayden answers, voice thick with sleep, “The fuck? It’s 2am.”
    “Sorry,” Ilya’s voice sounds shaky, “Never mind.”
    Ilya hangs up and Hayden feels his heart stopping. He’s fucking wide awake now. Ilya sounded wrong. One, because Ilya doesn’t apologize. Two… he knows something is wrong.

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    Hayden drives two hours to Ottawa to help Ilya during a depressive spiral.

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    19 Jul 2026

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    BREAKING: NHL stars Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov both in a critical condition after car accident 

    The accident occurred at 9:47 this morning on the outskirts of Ottawa. The two players were travelling together when the car they were in was hit by a drunk-driver running a red light. Hollander and Rozanov have been admitted to Ottawa General, and are both being kept in medically induced comas due to the severity of their injuries. The driver of the other car is reported to have died at the scene. 

    The two hockey stars are famously rivals, and it is unknown why they were travelling together, or why Rozanov, who usually spends his summers in his home country of Russia, was in Ottawa. Are they secret friends off the ice? 

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    Shane and Ilya are hit by a drunk driver on their way from the cottage to Montreal to help out Hayden. As they lie unconscious in their hospital beds, their secrets slowly start to unravel.

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    18 Jul 2026

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    After Tampa, Ilya is excited to see Shane again. Only in the locker room before the game, the news breaks that Shane isn't playing. And even worse, he's at the hospital.

    Original Threads fic idea post:

    "Hollander is what?"

    "He's out, Roz."

    "What?"

    "He's not playing tonight."

    "That's not possible."

    "Well, it's happening."

    Lily: you are not playing?

    Lily: are you ok?

    Lily: Hollander?

    Lily: Shane, please.

    "Roz... He's in the hospital."

    *Phone rings*

    "Jane"

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    18 Jul 2026

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    “Listen, Ilya is-“

    Shane doesn’t hear anything else. The crowd around them dissolves into white noise. He wants to smack Ilya’s name out of Sasha’s mouth.

    “Mine,” Shane snaps, finishing Sasha’s sentence for him. “Ilya is mine.

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    18 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander is the (lonely) golden boy of hockey, trying to decide what's best for his future.
    Ilya Rozanov is a (lonely) grad student and part-time waiter, having left the hockey world due to injury and Russia for his own sanity.

    They meet in New York, and fall in love.

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    18 Jul 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 19

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    She takes in Ilya’s defeated body language and is, suddenly, a mother of a harmed child. She is angry. She swallows for a moment before speaking low and slow, recognizing the need for delicacy. “Are you…happy? With Shane, I mean. Is he…treating you well?”

    Yuna knows the shape of loving another. Knows how being loved well straightens one’s spine and brightens their smile. She doesn’t see the shape of Shane’s love in Ilya.

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    13 Jul 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 25

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    Ilya is trying so hard to listen. To not cry. To not imagine throwing himself off the top floor of the hotel they're sitting in. Across from him, his father and a hockey sponsor continue talking as if he isn't even there.

    Correction. As if he's the topic of conversation instead of a person. His father has spent the last twenty minutes tearing him apart in front of the very man Ilya is desperately trying to impress.

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    13 Jul 2026

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    “English is… is not first language,” the woman said quietly. Her accent was thick, and unmistakably Russian.

    “Oh, sorry! I’m speaking too fast, aren’t I? Sorry,” she took a breath, and held out her hand. “I’m Yuna,” she repeated. The woman took her hand quickly, her hands bony and delicate.

    “Irina,” she replied, before gesturing for Yuna to sit with her. Quickly, Yuna did. “Sorry, I have not been in Canada long.”

    “No problem at all; welcome to Canada! Is that your boy?” Yuna asked, gesturing over to the child that had similar hair to Irina, which was poking out from under his helmet. He was taller than Shane, though his little hockey outfit still seemed to still dwarf him. He had a serious look on his face, but his eyes were light as he watched the other boys play. He was tapping his stick on the ice, clearly itching to get into the game.

    “Ah, yes,” Irina nodded, taking a few seconds to translate the question, “Ilyusha.” Irina looked over at her son, a small smile on her face. “Is my Ilya.”

    Or: Ilya and Irina move to Canada for a fresh start when he is six years old. He meets Shane Hollander at ice hockey practice, and they grow up together (and of course, fall in love).

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    11 Jul 2026

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    Despite being barely acquaintances, Yuna finds herself rushing to the hospital when Ilya goes down on the ice.

    In a timeline where David never walks in on the boys, Yuna still takes care of Ilya.

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    Comments:
    50
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    1,819
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    138
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    13,658

    10 Jul 2026

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