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"Ash," he says, and for maybe the first time, Ash thinks he might hear hesitance in Blanca's voice.
"Hm?"
"Why do you think I was told there was no need to teach you restraint?"
Ash swallows. "Dino's never been much for restraint," he says, a bit of a dry laugh escaping from his lungs. "I'm not surprised. Not really."
"Does any other reason come to mind?"
Ash is silent at that. He doesn't know what to say. He doesn't know if he ever has. Not to Blanca.
"Little Lynx," Blanca says, and his voice is about as gentle as Ash has ever heard it. He's thrown back, suddenly, to a seedy motel room and a panic attack and the first kind touch on his skin in years.
Ash's breath is shaky, so he doesn't even bother trying to respond.
"I was told—and can confirm from my time watching you—that there is no need to teach you restraint, or how to go easy on someone. In fact, it took everything in me to train as much as that as I could out of you."
"What do you mean?" Ash croaks.
"Given the choice, you always chose forgiveness."
Blanca gains self-awareness.
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It was ridiculous, maybe, for Koume to expect things to go completely back to normal upon Eiji's return. But after two years of dead silence, unreturned calls to Eiji and Ibe both, followed by the news that her son was shot in America? Yes, Koume was desperate for some normalcy. Who could blame her? Unrealistic, but warranted.
She was certainly not expecting what did happen. She could not have predicted Ash Lynx.
Ash meets Eiji's family.
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"But even amid the haze of relaxation and warmth, one thought comes through with uncomfortable clarity. How much longer is Eiji going to keep this up? How much longer will he treat Ash with affection and kindness before his patience finally runs out and his touch turns cruel and demanding? Ash knows violence, so intimately that he can rarely be bothered to mourn for his own suffering anymore. But when it’s Eiji, when he imagines Eiji’s hands as the ones bruising him, something deep within him cries out in protest. It’s only a matter of time before the inevitable--Ash knows this--but he wishes it weren’t. He wishes he could live in this bliss, this gentleness, forever. He wishes that, just this once, there could be a different ending to this story.
But there never is. Ash would stake his life on it."
Ash knows touch well. Too well. But then he meets Eiji, and suddenly something about it is different than before.
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He deserved Better, but now there is Eiji, and he's better
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“Ah, thank you very much for coming. It's been quite awhile since I've streamed, I'm surprised more than ten people showed up to be honest.” Till puts his guitar to the side before coming closer to the camera. Positioning himself now so that only his face could be seen.
Stream Unknown: sir?? Are the 60k followers of yours a joke to you??
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SPOILERS FOR EP 9
Leeroy didn’t think putting the headset on would do anything. It hadn’t last time! But now she’s in a weird circus game? And everyone seems to know her??? They’re calling her Jax????
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- Part 1 of Lee AU