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    Ilya refuses to cancel dinner with Shane's parents, terrified that showing weakness will make them think he is lazy, broken, or a disappointment. But when a severe depressive episode causes his hands to shake, he accidentally drops a crystal water glass.

    The sound of the shattering glass triggers a violent childhood trauma, sending Ilya into a full-blown, terrifying panic attack on the dining room floor as he frantically tries to clean up the mess before he gets hit.

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    30 Jun 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov is in love, closeted, catastrophically lonely, and apparently incapable of referring to Shane Hollander in present tense.

    The Centaurs come to a- given the circumstances- reasonable conclusion.

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    Five times the Centaurs thought Ilya Rozanov was mourning his dead wife, and the one time they discovered his wife was actually Shane Hollander.
    Shane, for the record, is alive and really confused.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    Shane can’t seem to keep his weight in control during his pregnancy. He tries everything, eating healthy, going on walks. Nothing helps.

    At least Ilya doesn’t seem to mind. Maybe he doesn’t mind a bit too much.

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    31 Mar 2026

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    He and Jacki have discussed this kind of scenario before. Which is probably related to how they ended up here in the first place.

    Actually, y’know what? Scratch that. This is definitely Rozanov's fault. He's not sure the how of it exactly, but he is sure of the who. It's fine. It's completely fucking fine. Hayden just needs to get over the fact that it’s Cliff fucking Marleau half undressed and waiting for his okay.

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    21 Mar 2026

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    There is something to be said about the simple things. Lazy Sunday mornings. Late evening walks. A quiet evening watching the flames, with Shane’s hand in his hair. These were not things that Ilya took for granted, because if anyone knew just how quickly it could all evaporate, it was Ilya Rozanov.

    So why was this such an incredible shock… So deep within his bones… Had he really let his guard down? Had he become… weak?

    IMPORTANT NOTE:: This story had NOT been abandoned, but I have been kicked out of my house on a farm (because of nepo bureaucracy) in the middle of nowhere and suddenly need to find a new place to live within the next few weeks, so I can't give the last chapter the attention it deserves. It will, however, be finished as soon as is humanly possible.
    UPDATE: An actual real life FLOOD has further delayed this. I've been evacuated twice in quick succession... Can't make this shit up. Anyone believe in the curse? Because I never did...

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    14 Mar 2026