MoonbeamOverDesert
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Whenever you see an injured bird, your first thought is how vulnerable it is. How easy it would be to break it, to tear the flesh and bone and feathers, to wrench its wings from it’s body. The part of you that is still a war slave catalogs the weak points, the places to find as to tear if more easily. The beast thinks about how to use the flesh, the bones, the feathers. How to take every part of it for yourself.
You don’t listen to your first thoughts often.
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Fear has dug it’s heads into the gyri of her brain, and caresses the sulci with delicate razor sharp fingers. Her thoughts fall disjointed, out of order, scattered. Primal panic overrides her higher brain functions, shuts off all unnecessary tools for survival.
She has lost her faith. And now all that’s left is the sensation of being followed. Of faintly hearing footsteps that stop whenever she stops walking, of flickering shadows and a sicking feeling in her chest. She has spent so much time under somebody else's thumb, so much time as a tool, a pawn, in somebody else's game. She though she escaped.
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saccerine selpulture by MoonbeamOverDesert
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
15 Oct 2024
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why does life slumber? because life slumbers. it is a tautology, a truism — it is akin to saying red is the opposite of green because green is the opposite of red. it’s recursive — they ask the dreamers, why does life slumber? they do not ask the ones who've never been in a dream, who’s whole life has been looking out into the snow. she thinks that if your life was different, you would have a different answer, and after every id-suicide, you would have a different answer.
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Let it spill onto your teeth,
Canines sharp. You, pink
And devoted, cunning and
Cruel. You, the mirror of
Her. The thunder.
(You cannot love her in any way
That matters.) -
he cuppeth the lightning in his hand. he commandeth it to strike. by MoonbeamOverDesert
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
26 Sep 2024
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Thou hath carved thinself into what thine envisioned --
a man and a god and a human --
one after another,
in endless waves.- Language:
- English
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anxiety is the dizziness of freedom by MoonbeamOverDesert
Fandom 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
07 Sep 2024
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kokomi/kazuha/heizo works, primarily set in a modern au and with various headcanoncs. also she/her kazuha.
title from ted chiang's work anxiety is the dizziness of freedom, in exhalation.
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layla/daytime and "other" layla/the star's blessing's -centric works. commenly with he/him "other" layla, scaralayla, and aspec laylas
name is from layla's constallation.
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Mydei, Alpha Crown Prince of Castrum Kremnos, has the pick of all the kingdom for his omega partner. When a terribly handsome man, six feet tall and scented like pomegranates, declares himself the eligible omega for Aedes Elysiae - he cannot help himself. This Phainon shall be his mate.
Yet after a disastrous knotting ceremony, Mydei's new omega will not stop attempting to seduce him, determined to find exactly what the alpha truly wants.
The only issue is; what Mydei truly wants is no desire of a respectable alpha at all.
Bookmarked by MoonbeamOverDesert
03 Jun 2026
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MOST AMAZING ABO FIC EVERRRR RAHHHHH!!
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on the subject of desire by PersonifiedWeirdness
Fandoms: House Builder Gang SMP | HBG SMP
21 May 2025
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“I don’t think you wished for victory, Feinberg.”
Feinberg. That’s his name, yep, yes, all staccato’d and lilted through the stranger’s voice. Feinberg. Fein-berg. He feels so damn dizzy but he has to reel it all in and force it into a tightly tied cobbled thing of a mind that hopefully works.
“What do you mean?” He can barely say the words.
The stranger laughs again, soft. Fein squeezes his eyes shut and hopes they don’t notice, “How do you think I’m here with you now?”
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or: five times Feinberg wants, and one time Feinberg makes a wish.Series
- Part 2 of homesick (couriway constellation au)
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02 Jun 2026
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THIS IS SO GOOD. genuinly the writing is all that i want <3333. and the LONGING and the HUNGER and the WISHING!!!!!
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Castiel is accustomed to working with mistreated submissives. At 28, he's one of the leading experts in his field, having pioneered the usage of a much softer style of domination as a treatment for Submissive Rejection Syndrome. His insistence on handling issues of "defiance" with gentleness and patience has ruffled some feathers in the world of submissive psychology, but there’s no arguing with his success rate.
When he gets the call about Dean, though, Cas almost can't believe what he's hearing. Suffering from the exceedingly rare Complete Submissive Rejection Syndrome, Dean has never once in his life gone into subspace, and has become so feral and violent in an effort to keep dominants away from him that he’s in danger of being put down.
The man is a challenge like nothing Cas has ever faced before, and he doesn’t know if mere kindness will be enough to pull him back from the brink. Chasing Dean’s trust, Cas struggles to find a way to tear down the submissive’s walls and show him he’s safe enough to let himself go.
But true trust is a two way street, and Cas has walls of his own. When Dean starts to knock on them, will Cas be brave enough to answer?
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It’d been a mid-life crisis thing—starting up a ThirstTrap account. He’s aging, going gray, and it’s harder and harder to snag cute guys when out on the town. So Wriothesley thought: What is the harm? He posts up a few lewds, gets a few bites, and maybe makes a couple hundred on the side. Being a personal trainer pays his bills, but a slush fund is nice, and Wriothesley deemed it worth the ill-advised idea™.
Clorinde had laughed at him. Literally. Wriothesley spilled the beans the next day over coffee and tea cakes at Café Lutece, and she’d laughed so hard he thought he might’ve broken her. He’s known Clorinde for decades and that is the only time he’s seen her double over and lose it.
She’d stopped laughing after the first payout because Wriothesley was an instant sensation, a rough and tumble, silver fox showing off the goods. As it turns out, there’s a market for decent-looking middle-aged men with gnarly scars, and a bomb-ass physique.
Wriothesley and Neuvillette are both lonely, socially stunted older dudes terrified of dating, and so they do what the youngsters do-- accidentally initiate romance over social media by way of 'lewd modeling'.
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- Part 1 of Socially Awkward
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Two hours later, Ilya realizes that things are bad, actually.
He’s lying on the bed, on top of the sheets, exactly where he laid down hours ago. He hasn’t moved, even though the air in the room is now clean and fresh and freezing fucking cold. He can’t seem to make himself get up and close the window. He can’t seem to make himself do anything. Dimly, he realizes he should probably drink some water and eat something, but the thought of anything, even the Russian takeout in the fridge that he’d planned to feed Shane for dinner, turns his stomach. He kind of just wants to lay here until Shane comes back. If Shane comes back.
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Or: domdrop!Ilya.
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Bookmarked by MoonbeamOverDesert
27 May 2026
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DOMDROP!!!!! grins evily... oding my evil little researche for my evil little fic im planning......