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  1. Public Bookmark 59

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    Six years ago a young Jane Hollander met hockey phenom Ilya Rozanov when he stayed with her parents. Six years ago they had hooked up and Jane ended up pregnant with their daughter, Lily.

    Six years ago Jane transitioned from Jane to Shane.

    After settling back into Ottawa, Ilya is suddenly traded to the Centaurs and some how shows back up into his life. Can Shane hide who he is and who Lily is? What if Ilya finds out?

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    28 Jun 2026

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    Sveta
    Help me
    I am in love with a virgin

    Ilya was exaggerating for comic effect, of course. He wasn’t in love with Shane Hollander. He was just absolutely infatuated with him and wanted to carry him around in his pocket and also fuck him senseless and then count his freckles while he slept beside him. So not love, just whatever that was, but still. It was a problem.

    Or,
    A newly-drafted Ilya Rozanov finds himself transfixed by a beautiful man in the grocery store.

    A newly-single Shane Hollander does something uncharacteristically brave.

    Neither of them are prepared for just how out of their depth they're about to be.

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    14/?
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    25 May 2026

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    Shane let out a put-upon sigh and stepped into Dr. Terry's office, closing the door behind him. “So, I was really nauseous this morning. Threw up a little. And Ilya is making me come talk to you about it.”

    Terry quirked an eyebrow at him. “Husband Ilya or Captain Rozanov?”

    “Both.”

    “Oof.” Terry gestured at him to take a seat. “You sure you’re not dying, bud?"

    (formerly titled: at the top of the mohs scale)

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    26/31
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    18 May 2026

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    The kiss heard 'round the world after the 2017 Stanley Cup Finals forces Hayden Pike and Cliff Marleau to reconsider the things their hands did in their teen years. What comes of it is a triad of relationships and a gaggle of four kids who have no accessible memories of a life before it was Mom and Dad and MarMar.

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    11/11
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    25 Apr 2026

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    “Pike?”

    It’s funny, Hayden thinks as he tries to blink away tears. That almost sounds like Marlow.

    “Shit.” The disembodied voice that sounds an awful lot like Marlow seems panicked now. Hayden wants to fall into the low vibrations that spread across his neck as a result, but something keeps him from letting go. “Pike? Hey, man, I need you to sit up for me, okay?”

    Or: Hayden is an Omega going into an early heat, and Cliff is an Alpha who feels responsible for helping him through it.

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    20 Apr 2026

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    Beta Jackie and Omega Hayden feel like their love and family doesn't need to grow any more; however, Alpha Cliff Marlow stumbles into their private lives (instead of keeping their relationship as enemies on the ice) and changes their minds a little bit at a time.

    Alpha Cliff Marlow thought he was going to stay single forever after one failed relationship after another, but then meeting a couple who first just want to have sex with him, slowly grow their relationship including opening their hearts and home to him make him realize that he is worthy of love and a future family.

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    24/?
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    16 Apr 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 74

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    After a string of hookups, Shane Hollander finds himself pregnant with none other than Ilya Rozanov’s baby. Determined to lead a normal life, he keeps the secret close to his heart—keeps it from his own parents, the league, and worst of all, Ilya.

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    15 Apr 2026

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    Omega Shane presents in Vegas after years of being a beta and is accidentally bitten by Alpha Ilya. It results in the end of his career and a pregnancy he has no choice but to keep.

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    9/?
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    15 Apr 2026

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    11 Apr 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 31

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    Shane often wonders what it would be like if he were born different, if he had seriously pursued the sports that interested him as a kid. He had wanted to play hockey so badly, but being raised as a girl meant that he had to join a women’s team. Feeling weighed down and depressed by what he now knows is dysphoria, he quit as a teenager. He has grown up watching Hayden succeed and thrive, secretly jealous that he gets to live out his dream of playing professionally. Would Shane be there too, if things were different? No, he decides, that isn’t worth thinking about.

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    10 Apr 2026

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    It was one time.

    Statistically, condoms had a 98% success rate when used properly. That meant that the condom packet had to have been perfectly sealed, the latex itself had to have no tears or degradation in the material, and it had to be worn as directed.

    So why?

    Why did it feel like the universe was saying fuck you in big bold letters and giving him double birds at the same time?

    So why did the blue lines and the pregnant on the two tests sound so fucking fake?

    Or: Where Shane finds out he's pregnant after their first time together in 2013 despite wearing protection, because the universe loves to fuck with him.

    Set in Omegaverse. Tags will be updated as story progresses.

    (Will be updated every 4-6 days, opposite of The Fertility Face-Off. Updated: June 22nd)

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    10 Apr 2026

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    “Is Boston even interested.”

    Ilya scoffs at him like Shane is an idiot.

    “Is sky blue? Is water wet? Is English stupid language? Yes, Hollander, of course we want best player in the league.” Ilya mutters more in disgruntled Russian and Shane gets up off the couch to Google Russian lessons on his ipad while continuing their conversation.

     

    Or, a Shane goes to Boston story.

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    06 Apr 2026

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    “This will not be easy,” Ilya warned, absently touching Shane’s freckles as he always did when he was particularly stressed. “My brother didn’t name me as a guardian, and Russia will not be too happy to give one of their citizens over to someone who famously married another man.” He let his head fall back against the headboard. “And the media will be insufferable.”

    Shane nodded. Yes, this entire situation would be a fight…and, even if they won, this little girl may not be pleased to go with them.

    “And if she stays with Polina?” he asked cautiously. “What would that mean for her?”

    Ilya wrinkled his nose. “Nothing good,” he finally admitted.

    Or

    When Shane and Ilya pictured kids they did not necessarily imagine fighting all of Russia to get custody of Ilya’s recently orphaned niece, who is traumatized, prickly, and raised by the laws of her country. Alas, neither Ilya nor Shane could be accused of doing things the easy way.

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    01 Apr 2026

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    After Shane is injured, Ilya cannot keep his composure and reveals what they have been hiding for years- they're married and have been since a drunken awards night in Vegas 2014.

     

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    25 Mar 2026

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    Spring of 2016: Ilya loses a father.

    Summer of 2016: Ilya loses a brother.

    Fall of 2016: Ilya gains a daughter, a lover, and a friend.

    Or: another "what if Ilya gained custody of his niece" fic.

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    22 Mar 2026

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    Something is weird with Shane’s body this season.
    It's on his list to see the team doctor about. Though on the other hand, maybe it would clear up in the next week and the doctor would tell him that he was overreacting, that he should just drink more water or something.
    So it's fine, really. Shane's not worried.

    - -

    Shane and Ilya fuck up and don't realise until roughly nine months later, when it is far, far too late.

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    22 Mar 2026

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    “Shane, have you been with anyone in the past six weeks?” The doctor asks.
    “Yea” Shane says automatically. He is surprised he responded so fast. Recognition starts to stew in his belly. He is starting to understand. He feels as if he might understand. “What did you find, doc?” He is more insistent now.

    “You are five weeks pregnant, Shane.”

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    19 Mar 2026

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    Omega Shane Hollander only wants to play hockey, the problem is the rules state that only mated omegas are allowed to play. Shane is offered a solution, if he agrees to marry and mate with Ilya Rozanov who requires a marriage to get his Visa then he will be allowed to play.

    Ilya agrees to the marriage to get his citizenship papers, but he doesn't expect the cute omega with freckles to immediately make a place in his heart.

    The two are separated by distance after they are mated but enjoy what time they manage to get both on and off the ice.

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    15/?
    Comments:
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    19 Mar 2026

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    Harry did not expect his Eighth Year to involve any more investigations of abandoned bathrooms. Nor did he expect to come across Draco Malfoy there, alone, bleeding and in late-stage labor.

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    05 Jul 2022

  20. Public Bookmark 16

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    Ciri dragged a small fingertip along the bar counter, sweat leaving small trails for a few seconds before disappearing. It was a rather rowdy place, but she preferred it to the outside world full of psychotic Nilfgaardians and frosted ground.

    She and Geralt were swiftly making their way towards Kaer Morhen, but she also knew her presence slowed down progress. Geralt seemed unwilling to push her through the rough trip, coddling her instead. Ciri sighed at the thought, twisting her ankles together and rumpling her skirts.

    Melodious voices, the rumble of stomping feet and a tall figure dressed in red made her heart pound- but in a "butterflies are in my tummy and some probably got lodged in my chest cavity" kind of way. Her cheeks burned as she watched the red figure dance, large black boots clomping on the hardwood floors in a steady beat.

    The group, for that is what they were- all dressed in similar reds and flushed from singing and knocking back large mugs of some amber liquid, played shanties she'd only ever heard about. The excitement tingled through her veins. She was certainly out of Cintra now, that's for sure.

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    05 Nov 2021

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