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I Thought Love was a Kind of Emptiness by Sanguine_Melody
Fandoms: Andy Weir's Project Hail Mary - All Media Types, Project Hail Mary (2026), Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir
20 Jun 2026
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Grace’s short history of relationships taught him that maybe he was just childish. Maybe he just— maybe he didn’t want a relationship. Maybe he just wanted a best friend who wouldn't leave him when they got married. That he was the one that was the problem.
Adults had sex. That was a fact of life. They fell in love and love meant sex and that was just how it was. If you didn’t want to have sex then you weren’t really in love. Sure sex didn’t equate to love— people had flings all the time— but romance and sex were the kind of things that went together. So Grace had just— accepted the words of his girlfriends. That maybe he just never actually loved them the way he thought he did. Maybe he just liked them and tied the thought of romance to it so that he could monopolize their time. That all just came together so maybe he actually was just leading these women on. All of them gave him everything he needed in a relationship but he’d never been able to be what they needed. Wasn’t that selfish? Wasn’t that cruel?
Alternatively: Grace is alloromantic asexual. This is traumatizing in many ways. Not for Rocky though. Rocky's perfectly okay with being in love and never having sex.
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- Part 1 of Paint the Sky with Stars
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There's something Grace hasn't told Rocky. And this isn't something that wouldn't pertain to their given situation, like his favorite breakfast cereal or the fact that he used to ride a bike to work (trying to explain a bicycle to a guy with five legs, yeah that would go swell), it happens to be a very important part of humans basic biology that affects all his phisiological processes. Humans have a lovely secondary sex component, designations, that allow for the existence of alphas, betas, and omegas. Yay so fun!
The problem is that ever since waking up alone on the Hail Mary, Ryland has not caught even a little of his scent or felt any urges that would signify if he was due. That means at some point on this journey from here to Erid that they’re on, he eventually will be. No way around it. To spring this on Rocky without prior knowledge, and become even more clumsy and cranky while also unbearably horny, would be bad. He could die, he could freak out, he could ostracize his only friend (and the guy he's kind of fell in love with) . . . all equally bad options he'd say. So it'd be nice if his body would get with the program and give him a sign. Did he mention he has no idea what designation he is?
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Not So Alien by Its_realityofficial
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary (2026), Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir
28 May 2026
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Rocky surprises Grace with his new human body. How will they adjust their norms?
Edit New Summery:As Rocky struggles to adapt to unfamiliar social habits, Grace finds himself unprepared for what it means to no longer be alone. What starts as scientific curiosity slowly turns into something softer such as quiet mornings together, shared meals, accidental touches, and the growing comfort of simply existing side by side.
But after years of isolation, neither of them quite knows what to do with the fragile, unfamiliar connection forming between them. Especially when every small moment suddenly feels like it means everything -
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Sometimes I'd forget
Rocky has been stranded, alone and light years away from home for 46 years. For a long time it seemed like nothing would ever change. But a new arrival in Tau Ceti system is about to alter the course of history; For Rocky, for Erid, and for another world far, far away.
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Beta read by chez_levi! Thank you for your notes, and curse you for your implications about metaphors
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After the end of season two, Glenn gets a chance to live again, but this causes him to get stuck in a rut as he finally has to face the trauma of the past few years. Maybe an old acquaintance can help him finally retire and live a peaceful life.
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06 Sep 2025
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They loved him, too. He was loved again.
He just had to let himself believe it.
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- Part 2 of Kinktober 2021+ Returning but ✨horny✨
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Fool's Paradise by Bearberrythief
Fandoms: Trigun (Anime & Manga 1995-2008), Trigun Stampede (Anime 2023)
22 Apr 2025
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At an overnight stop in the saloon of a nowhere town, wanted outlaw Vash the Stampede runs into an old friend in need of help. His friend, Marta, left the safety of Ship Three over a decade ago and has since moved to her wife's hometown and started a family. However, the town sits atop a large freshwater aquifer, one of only a few in No Man's Land, and a group of water barons in a nearby city have set their sights on it. With hired guns harassing the town and legal options running out, the threat violence will be brought down on this town like a boot on a throat grows every day.
Nicholas D. Wolfwood knows Vash will run headlong into the brewing fight, and he also knows he'll follow Vash into it. He knows Vash will trust Nicholas to guard his back. Like Nicholas is someone worth trusting. He'll follow Vash anywhere, even to his end.
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set post Ship Three/Home, pre-Ark. Mostly Trimax, but some '98 and Stampede slipped in.
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Long Goodbyes by ChenamaReel
Fandoms: Trigun (Anime & Manga 1995-2008), Trigun Stampede (Anime 2023)
10 Mar 2024
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“Nicholas, then, remembers something very important. This is Vash the Stampede, the Humanoid Typhoon. A walking atom bomb, a demi-god. And he just willingly pressed the man's shooting hand onto his dick.
He hated that it was doing something for him.”
Or, after the Ark rescue, the boys share a final drink and the rituals get intricate…until they’re not.
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come and see by avoidingavoidance
Fandoms: Trigun (Anime & Manga 1995-2008), Trigun Stampede & Trigun Stargaze (Anime 2023-2026)
07 May 2025
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After July, Wolfwood is left with nothing to his name but a piece of paper and a heavy cross to bear, so he returns to the only roots he ever had to try his hand at healing. It's a difficult process, but soon enough he'll discover that there's a damn good reason he can't let go.
A voice calls from the east. He just needs to hear it.
(A story about grief, healing, love, and one funny little housecat.)
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Wolfwood’s palm landed on Vash’s forehead, heavy and warm and edged with the sharp bite of calluses.
The world went white.
Vash had learned long ago that time was different for humans. They needed nearly a quarter of a second to react to anything, and Vash had fundamentally shifted his systems to stay aligned to that, because life got boring fast when everything moved slower than you. But the weight of Wolfwood’s hand on his forehead opened up the gulf between the click of the second hand, and Vash was falling, falling, falling, through endless milliseconds of blinding light as a bell tone rang in his bones and started to vibrate outwards--
Deep inside Vash, a door labeled NICHOLAS D. WOLFWOOD opened to let a spark through, one unmistakably flavored with cigarette smoke and gunpowder and all-encompassing guilt. A soul with a direct line to his. A connection between two fucked up points.
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A '98 soulmates fix-it rewrite about two people badly hurt by life learning how to stop hurting each other and earn the happy ending they deserve. Complete at 85k and 14 chapters, posting weekly on Sundays.
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the line from me to you by honeyseeking for arahith
Fandoms: Trigun (Anime & Manga 1995-2008), Trigun Stampede & Trigun Stargaze (Anime 2023-2026)
04 Nov 2023
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Vash whines when Wolfwood pulls back, looking him in the eyes to be met with an animalistic flash over deep, green-blue. "Do you trust me?" Wolfwood asks.
"Yes," Vash answers immediately, like he doesn't even have to think about it.
"Then fuck me."
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body lethal by honeyseeking
Fandoms: Trigun (Anime & Manga 1995-2008), Trigun Stampede & Trigun Stargaze (Anime 2023-2026)
17 Jul 2024
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"I don't like the way other demons smell... but you, when I smell you..." Vash brazenly inhales the scent of Wolfwood's neck, breathing out in a sigh over his skin that makes his hair stand on end. "You smell nothing like them." Vash licks up his neck with that long, broad tongue, and Wolfwood's knees go weak, his breath hissing against his teeth. Vash's grip tightens, keeping him stable.
"Wh... what do I smell like?" he asks, because now he has to know.
"The way you smell makes me want to devour you," Vash tells him on a captivated breath, and for a split second, Wolfwood swears he sees red flash in Vash's irises in his periphery.
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CAUSE OF DEATH (See instructions and examples) by neatrogenous
Fandoms: Trigun (Anime & Manga 1995-2008), Trigun Stampede (Anime 2023)
04 Sep 2023
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Enter the chain of events—diseases, injuries, or complications—that directly caused the death. DO NOT enter terminal events such as cardiac arrest, respiratory arrest, or ventricular fibrillation without showing the etiology. DO NOT ABBREVIATE. Enter only one cause on a line. Add additional lines if necessary.
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Life after death and piecing together the time in between.
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- Part 1 of Affairs in Order
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Like Jericho, Crumble by neatrogenous
Fandoms: Trigun (Anime & Manga 1995-2008), Trigun Stampede (Anime 2023)
21 Jan 2024
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Two days drive outside the middle of bum-fuck nowhere, forty minutes out from another gunfight, and three weeks after Vash let Wolfwood cut off half his hair and drag him away from yet another home, questionable decisions are made.
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come on like a sugar cube but with a kick in the head by spicecandy
Fandoms: Trigun Stampede (Anime 2023), Trigun (Anime & Manga 1995-2008)
25 Mar 2025
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Wolfwood raises an eyebrow over the frame of his sunglasses, suddenly emboldened, “I know every trick in the book, Spikey. They brought you to me for a reason.”
Vash actually laughs at that, a full-bodied giggle of glee that ripples through him. He picks up his drink and finishes it in two swallows, pulling the maraschino cherry out of the bottom of the glass and popping it in his mouth. “Seems like it,” he says, swallowing the fruit. Vash fishes a paper out of his pocket and slides it across the table at Wolfwood.
“What’s this?” Wolfwood asks, picking up the paper. It’s a – business card? Printed up at the top in metallic gold ink are the words Vash the Stampede and the card is blank white except for a simply printed email and phone number.
“Sorry we can’t play tonight,” Vash says, but his face looks anything but apologetic, “I’m a busy guy, Wolfwood! We can negotiate over email, right?”
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25 Apr 2024
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12 Apr 2024
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FIGHTING DREAMERS PUNCHING LIKE DRUNKEN RIDERS by a_waste_of_time_and_hot_glue
Fandoms: Trigun Stampede (Anime 2023)
07 Apr 2024
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“Okay, goth styling tip number one: Scowling and looking dead inside. Like this.” Wolfwood slouches even more and almost falls over. Then, pulls out a Sharpie from his pants pocket. “Also, you need a tattoo. We should get matching tramp stamps. Take your pants off, Needle-noggin!”
A terrible drunk makeover leads to getting engaged, AS A JOKE. Because they’re just friends, okay!
(Alternative title: bela lugosi’s dead and someday soon you’ll die too)Bookmarked by Neddea
09 Apr 2024
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sugar rush by corvidcaper
Fandoms: Trigun Stampede (Anime 2023), Trigun (Anime & Manga 1995-2008)
31 May 2024
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The glass displays row after row of little chocolates and candies, each with a simple label listing the item and any allergens the item contains. Wolfwood is squinting inside, trying to figure out what the fuck a “chocolate haystack” is supposed to be, when there’s another clatter and someone stumbles out of the back room.
Wolfwood’s first thought is, Damn, he’s cute. And he is—big blue eyes, a riot of blond spikes he wants to run his fingers through, a sheepish smile.
Wolfwood’s second thought, the one he verbalizes, is, “Oh my god no.” Because the guy is wearing a red apron and, above a couple brightly-colored pins, a black and white paisley bandana.
The guy snorts and says, pointedly, “Howdy.”
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Stigmata by bluecoffeemugs
Fandoms: Trigun Stampede (Anime 2023), Trigun (Anime & Manga 1995-2008)
29 Mar 2024
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He knew what Vash’s kisses tasted like.
Urgency. Wet, fast, and deep. Salty with sweat and sometimes even coppery with blood. The smell of gun smoke so pungent, their tongues dance around it in every flicker.
They also taste like whiskey and laughter, and Wolfwood swears he can taste Vash’s dimples. He’d never thought he could ever associate a smile to a taste.
Other times, they taste like a secret and a dark alley. He tastes the words that get stuck in his throat as Vash’s lips steal the gasp right out of his mouth. He tastes the cigarette he chooses keep his mouth busy with after Vash decides to leave his lips alone and wander off like nothing happened.
But beyond Wolfwood’s comprehension, for the past few days, their kisses have tasted like something entirely different.
Vash’s kisses taste sinful.
—A story about how the sinner Nicholas D. Wolfwood, burdened with guilt, slowly unlearns his toxic religious mindset and lets himself love the way he deserves.
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- Part 1 of As it is in Heaven
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30 Mar 2024
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Cardiac Cycle by Yuhi_san
Fandoms: Trigun Stampede (Anime 2023), Trigun (Anime & Manga 1995-2008)
27 Mar 2024
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Wolfwood’s eyes lingered at the exposed silver of Vash’s stomach. There must be something wrong with him, it wasn’t normal to feel and think like that from the mere sight of a little skin displayed so innocently. It made his palms sweaty and the tips of his fingers feel weirdly tingly. The heat under his skin certainly was just a byproduct of the hot shower.
He wanted to touch so badly. Feel Vash’s skin under his fingers when his touch didn’t connect to pain. But instead, maybe, it could even bring something else. He had stolen a few not so appropriate glances at Vash on the rare occasion he was sure enough to get away with it. Now Vash was looking at him, eyes dark with something Wolfwood didn’t dare to name yet. Hungry, almost like he wanted to devour him.
Vash had never looked at him like that before
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What started out as a normal night suddenly finds Vash and Wolfwood tangling in the sheets. But of course with Vash, things can never be easy or straight forward. It ends up working out anyway.
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29 Mar 2024