NeverLastWords
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Then Jay looks up.
And his breath stops.
There is a man standing at a desk. Same black suit as every guy he’s noticed thus far—tie as sharp as Riki’s.
But he is the most beautiful man Jay has ever seen.
Bright, doe-like eyes, glowing in the light.
Something born of this very building. Never to be seen anywhere else.
Doe-eyes raises an arm.
Yang Jungwon is his name.
Or: Jay needs a new job—any job at all. And he gets one. It just comes with conditions he doesn’t fully understand.
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Sunghoon wasn’t supposed to like the sound of Jake telling him what to do.
But he keeps thinking about Jake’s words—firm, simple, sure. How he knew what to say and how to say it.
When Jake jokes about tying him up in the van, Sunghoon surprises them both.
And Jake, of course, notices everything.
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Or: Sunghoon wants to lose control. Jake helps him explore it.
It’s a mess. A good mess. -
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Heeseung tucks one hand into his chest. The other, he presses to his lips, breath hitching like he’s crying when he’s not.
What is he even doing?'Push your hand away.' He thinks. 'Just do it.'
He doesn’t know what the members would say if they saw him. He doesn’t even know what he’d say to himself. Maybe he would walk out of his room, and say nothing at all.
But no matter how much he wills his hand to move, it doesn’t. It’s no use.
Instead, his neck burns with shame. He presses his thumb into his mouth before he can get a say in it, squeezing his eyes shut as if it’ll protect him from himself.It hurts to admit, but that’s all it takes for the world to go quiet. A hush in the air, comforting like a low hum of the wind at night.
This happens more than he’d like to admit, always when everything becomes too much and the world starts to feel too big. But it doesn’t make sense. It never has.
(Heeseung's journey of self-acceptance, and learning to be cared for)
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I am not asking to be happy. I have never asked for that. I am only asking to be different. Please, Lord, make me different. Make me the thing they need me to be. Remove from me this— this affliction, this error, this deviation from Your design. I do not understand why You made me this way if You did not mean for me to be this way. And if You meant for me to be this way then I do not understand why, why, why is it a sin. And if it is a sin then I am a sinner, so then forgive me but I cannot repent for something I have never done, can I, can I repent for a feeling, can a man be damned for the direction of his hunger, for the frequency of his loneliness, for wanting the wrong mouth, the wrong hands, for lying awake in the dark imagining—
He turns onto his side.
—imagining his shirt open to the second button and the skin underneath warm, and if I pressed my mouth there I would feel his pulse and it would be fast, would it be fast, would his heart beat faster if I—
Or: Park Sunghoon meets Sim Jaeyun on the Titanic.
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“you’re sim jaeyun,” jungwon says it the same way you’d say the sky is blue. “you’re one of the most well-known people on this campus. you’ve got the face and the social circle and the energy and you’re suddenly paying attention to a guy who has, by his own apparent social strategy, been invisible for three years. he probably thinks it’s a joke.”
jaeyun lifts his head. “a joke?”
“a prank,” jungwon clarifies, stirring his coffee. “a bet. the popular guy suddenly being nice to the nerd. he’s probably waiting for the punchline because from where he’s standing, there has to be one.”
the words land somewhere uncomfortable in jaeyun’s chest.
or: sim jaeyun does not develop crushes on shy nerds who colour-code their biology notes— except, apparently, when it rains.
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22 Apr 2026
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“I told myself it would be worth it, because I was promised that one day, I would get to share what was mine, but that day kept slipping further away, pushed back again and again until it stopped feeling real.” His voice finally breaks, roughened by the pain he no longer hides from Jake. “And somewhere along the way, I started to feel empty, like I was holding onto something that wasn’t even there anymore.”
Only then does Heeseung look at Jake, and whatever composure he has left begins to fracture.
“And then I fell in love,” he admits, the words quieter but far more vulnerable. “And suddenly I had a reason to try again, a reason to keep going, because I love you, and somehow you love me too, even when I felt like there wasn’t much left of me to give.”
Heeseung draws in a breath that does little to steady him.
“And then I had to choose. They made me choose.”
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Four weeks after Heeseung left ENHYPEN, he shows up at Jake's door.
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21 Apr 2026
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The king does not want him.
Jaeyun knows it from the moment he is appointed as a concubine. But the position was granted by the royal consort’s final wish, one that cannot be refused, even by the throne itself.
So Jaeyun remains, caught in a place he was never meant to return to, serving a king who does not want him there.
Until Jaeyun is summoned.
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“Sanguivoriphobia.”
“Oh, dude,” Riki’s face stretches into a grimace. “He’s terminally ill?”
Sunghoon throws his hands in the air. “It’s the fear of vampires, idiot! He’s scared of vampires!”
Jay coughs into his drink, trying desperately to cover up his laugh. It doesn’t work.
“Your crush is scared of you!” Riki laughs outright, clutching his stomach. “Dude, that’s hilarious!”
Sunghoon wants to throw his friends into the sun.
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(Sunghoon would love to confess to his longtime crush Jake Sim— he just has to convince said boy to stop running away from him, first.)