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  1. Public Bookmark 33

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    The first time that Shane falls out of bed, he wakes up just before his body hits the floor.

    While he's not injured, the fall does knock the air out of him, and he lays there face down, pressed into the rug as he gasps for breath, trying to process what the fuck just happened.

    He hasn't fallen out of bed since… well, since ever. He'd always been a relatively sound sleeper, often waking up in the same position he'd fallen asleep in, something that has continued all the way through childhood and into his adult life.

    So the fact that he's laying on the floor for the first time now, at 26, makes no sense. Everything is the same as it always has been… except for one thing. Tonight, someone is in his bed. That's definitely new.

    or: Ilya really can't help that he sleeps like a starfish when he's comfortable. Shane is a solution-oriented person who just really wants a good night's sleep next to his boyfriend (boyfriend???), and who'll do whatever he has to in order to get it.

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    13 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 19

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    This has been, without a doubt, one of the weirdest and most wonderful days of Ilya Rozanov’s whole entire life. This morning, he woke up alone in his bed in Boston, and now he’s ending the day standing awkwardly in the bedroom of Shane Hollander’s “fortress of solitude” in some random fucking Ontario forest, watching through the bathroom doorway as his… lover, maybe?… gets ready for bed.

    ...

    “Do you, um,” Ilya says, trying his damnedest to remind himself that this is nothing like their ill-fated sleepover last fall, and he can, in fact, be normal about this, “do you have particular side of the bed you like to sleep on?”

    (or, just a bunch of little scenes I cooked up from their first time at the cottage that weren't in the show or book.)

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    12 Jul 2026

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    It's Ilya and Shane's first Christmas together as an actual couple, and Ilya is a bit nervous to spend it with Shane's family. Of course, when he wakes up sick a few days before the holiday, that won't do. He can't ruin Christmas.

    Or, Ilya learns what it means to be cared for.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    The evidence is mounting. It’s getting very difficult to ignore: first that sweatshirt, then the definitely-not-a-dick-pic in the locker room, and now the phone call. It’s a shame really; Lily’s such a sweet girl. She makes Shane so happy.

    And Shane? Hayden’s almost positive Shane is cheating on Boston Lily with Ilya Rozanov.

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    07 Jul 2026

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    “Shane?” Ilya asks again. “What happened?” His gloveless hand twitches and he lifts it a fraction of an inch towards Shane.

    Shane tosses his own gloves to the ice and reaches forward, lacing their fingers together. “You took a bad hit,” he says, gritting his teeth against the fear clawing at his guts. “Flipped headfirst into the ice. Are you okay?”

    Ilya groans in answer and squeezes his hand, though Shane can't tell if he meant to do that or not.

    Suddenly, there are people all around them. Shane shifts protectively close before he realizes it’s the medical team.

    “Hollander, get back to your bench,” someone says, but there’s no way Shane’s going. Even if he wanted to, Ilya’s gripping his hand like a lifeline, eyes finally locked on Shane’s face. Shane isn’t leaving him.

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    04 Jul 2026

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    After Shane's accident on ice, Yuna sees Lily messaging him and decides to make a phone call.

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    04 Jul 2026

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    He only realizes he’s doing it when it’s too late to stop.

    He’s standing in the drink aisle of the grocery store, checking the expiration dates on the cans of Coke, mentally cross-checking them with Boston’s away game schedule, and the reality hits him like someone shook one of those cans and popped it open. A snap. A fizz. A mess.

    Shane is making space for Ilya.

     

    (or, lessons in budget-friendly shopping, home decor, and resisting the urge to neatly combine all your situationship’s shit into a drawer in your bedroom because you might be falling in love with him: a seven-ish step guide by shane hollander, who is so, so fucked)

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    01 Jul 2026

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    “We’re just, well-“ Choui hedges, then glances round as if he’s looking for back up.

    “We’re worried that you’re a bit too controlling,” Hayes blurts out. “Of Rozanov.”

    Shane opens his mouth to respond, but he closes it again when he realises he has no fucking idea what to say. He’s - what?

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    28 Jun 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 1

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    Ryan thinks about the night Michael finally confessed his feelings for him

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    26 Jun 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 7

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    And his eyes were so intense that Cherry swore he could get lost in them. So big and dark and beautiful, it was really such a shame that they got wasted on taking tests, because really Cherry thought that they were the most deepest voids of eyes he had ever seen, and that stare- so intense, so breathtaking, it left him speechless. Part of him feared the stare, because of what it made him feel, but most of him longed for it, longed for Riku to look at him like that and tell him he was doing good.
    ____
    OR:
    Cherry starts locking tf in to study. Becuase he wants to, ofc. Not because he rllly needs Riku to tell him he is doing good.
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    OR:
    YOU CANNOT TELL ME FOR ONE SECOND THAT THIS KID DOESNT HAVE A THING FOR PRAISE

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    10 Jun 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 3

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    Cherry and Riku’s moms forced Riku to help Cherry study for upcoming finals, but they end up painting their nails.

     

    (how gay can a ‘straight’ and bisexual man be)

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    30 May 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 52

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    And on paper, this is such a stupid thing. It seems so melodramatic, to be passionately arguing in the middle of the street– oh if their classmates could see them now– over an all-nighter, over some exams. A moment they might not even remember in three years, probably won’t in five, definitely won’t in ten.

    But it's more than that. Right now, this is important. Akihiko is important, and he's falling apart right before Harumi’s eyes. Earnestness isn't his strong suit, but this is something worth trying for. Worth being a little honest, really honest, for. Worth fighting the subsequent bite of shame for. Akihiko is worth that.

     

    (Or, a study in how things sometimes have to get worse before they get better)

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    26 May 2026

  13. Public Bookmark *

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    Shane goes out with Hayden and some of the other guys. Shane gets very drunk and starts spilling to Hayden how much he misses 'him'. (set after the tuna-meltdown and the Rose breakup)

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    02 May 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 61

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    A series of small moments makes Ilya realize just how closely Shane has been paying attention to him all along. His heart melts.

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    07 Apr 2026

  15. Public Bookmark *

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    Shane: omg how did you know im on pain meds? u know everything!
    Shane: like how I’m gay
    Rose: Shane, don’t tell people you’re gay right now, okay?
    Shane: I know I know
    Shane: he said shhhh
    Shane: he is so cute
    Shane: he held my hand :)

    Or: A look into Shane's texts while high on pain meds.

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    21 Mar 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 2

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    as it says

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    860

    01 Mar 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 2

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    I hate this I'm so sorry.

    Y/n is found very injured, for some reason, everyone is here and then Y/n dies.

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    01 Mar 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 47

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    “Do you ever think about what it would be like to kiss your Mike?” Goth Mike's expression turns serious as he stares directly into Will’s eyes.

    Will’s mouth quivers. “Uh- I- Um-”

    Goth Mike waits patiently for his answer. Will steadies himself with a deep breath and gazes ahead. “I used to a lot." He shrugs. "I try not to anymore, because we’re just meant to be friends in our universe.” Will tries to say it as though he’s happily accepted the reality. It doesn’t hurt any less. “But… it still happens sometimes,” he whispers.

    Goth Mike looks at him with pain behind his eyes. “Do you want to know what it’s like? Right now?”

    OR

    Will is swept off his feet by alternate versions of Mike while Mike fights for his life to face the question of why they aren't together.

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    26 Feb 2026

  19. Public Bookmark *

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    “I can show you the real thing, if you want me to.”
    “What?”
    “We could practice. I mean, actually kissing. I wouldn’t mind.”

    Or Will is getting ready for a date and looks defeated, before it even started. Helping him practice might be just the thing to help Mike make sense of his own confusing feelings.

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    25 Feb 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 6

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    "Are you two together?"

    "Uh…yeah?"

    A small misunderstanding causes the entire school to believe that Cheol and Miae are an official couple. Startled by this, the two are convinced by their friends to start fake dating so that they can come up with a way to "break up" and stay friends. This causes Miae to finally question her feelings towards Cheol, who has been trying to deny his own feeling for his friend for a long time now.
    -
    Dedicated to سارة (sara.sr0ur) from TikTok!

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    Chapters:
    9/9
    Comments:
    8
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    81
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    834

    04 Feb 2026

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