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  1. Public Bookmark 57

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    Ilya looks directly at blue eyes identical to his own—so intimately familiar and somehow also dazedly distinct—as he tightens his grip and growls into Shane’s ear.

    “We will both fuck you at the same time. Show your current husband and your future husband how desperate you are, how you are made just for us, yes?”

    He can feel Shane shiver underneath his palm, one hand rising up to caress reverently at Ilya’s fingers around his neck, his words trembling and broken into a shallow, breathless rasp.

    “Yes please… Make me take it, Ilya.”

    Or: On July 10th 2025, to celebrate the 15-year anniversary of their first night together, Shane and Ilya re-enact their CCM photoshoot and stay in the exact same hotel at room 1410. When they find a confused, nineteen-year-old Ilya knocking on their door, they proceed to make the best use of him.

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    14 Jul 2026

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    “No underwear,” Ilya murmured, his voice thick with implication. “You’ve been like this all day? Waiting for me?”

    “No...” Shane mumbles before a sudden moan escapes at the feeling of Ilya entering him so easily.

    Ilya simply shifted his hips and pushed forward, “You are a liar, hm?” Ilya taunted him, whispering close to his ear, “I know you’re just a desperate slut. You don’t need to lie.”

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    One random evening Shane tells Ilya to ditch the condoms, and what follows is a week of Ilya fucking Shane until his pussy's sore.

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    14 Jul 2026

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    “I could give you a massage, if you want,” he hears Ilya say, and his brain stops.

    “What?” Shane is sure he didn’t hear that right, but he wants to make sure.

    “You said your back hurts, I can give you a massage. I’m good at it,” Ilya says the words like they mean nothing, like the mental image of him on top of Shane and massaging his sore muscles with his bare hands isn’t currently making Shane’s brain short circuit.

    He can’t possibly accept this and risk giving himself away. Shane has been in love with him for years and as much as it hurts, he knows Ilya doesn’t feel the same.

    “Okay, sure.”

     

    or, Shane takes Ilya up on his offer to give him a massage. Nothing could go wrong, right?

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    14 Jul 2026

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    Bottom Ilya and Top Shane:

    1. Because Ilya deserves to come so hard he cries (and Shane will talk him through it)
    2. Because, maybe more importantly, the experience is healing for Shane, whose only experiences with “topping” were in situations where his body didn’t want it.

    This fic is a love letter to my younger self, and a love letter to people who have had sexual experiences just because they thought they had to. I see you.

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    13 Jul 2026

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    Hollander huffed and then, slowly, looked into Ilya’s eyes. “What if… what if we didn’t do it all the way?”

    “Yeah?” Ilya breathed. “Like?”

    “What if it’s just the tip.”

    Ilya’s jaw literally dropped. “Who the fuck taught you that?”

    Hollander shrugged, then his eyes locked onto Ilya. “Yes or no.”

    Fuck it.

    Or: episode 4 fuck-montage meets Just The Tip meets down-bad but doesn’t know it Ilya Rozanov meets barebacking

    OR: Ilya “just the tip” Rozanov and Shane “just fucking come in me” Hollander

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    13 Jul 2026

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    Episode 4 Fuck Montage meets Forced Proximity meets Accidentally Domestic and stuck in a storm with your No Commitment Non-Monogamous Long-Distance Situationship™

    Or: they get snowed in at Shane’s apartment and they’re both fucking horny and go multiple rounds.

    Oh, and it’s Christmas, isn’t it.

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    13 Jul 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 90

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    Now that he and Shane are in a good place—in a happy relationship—he wants to try everything with Shane. He wants to do everything with Shane. He just wants to be with Shane for every moment. Including having sex in new locations together. 

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    Ilya fucks Shane in his hot tub

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    09 Jul 2026

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    It was a zoomed-in image of what was unmistakably Shane’s hand, gripping white sheets in ecstasy.
    His wedding band was on his finger.
    Ilya began to, quite reasonably in his opinion, choke on his own spit.
    “There’s more where that came from,” Rose said simply, grinning at walking away.
    Mouth wide, eyes popping from his head, Ilya scanned the crowd for his husband. When he spotted him, he saw Shane having a conversation with his dad, his face completely blank even as his eyes flickered to Ilya for just a millisecond.
    “Roz! My man, how are you?” Cliff Marleau asked as he walked over to Ilya, beaming.
    “I am…I am going to die, I think,” he answered hollowly, wondering what ‘more’ meant.

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    In which Shane Hollander does a boudoir shoot and gives 5 photos to Ilya during their wedding reception.
    Obviously, they end up fucking about it.

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    03 Jul 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 77

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    "What do I have to do with anything? And obviously I can fight, I play professional hockey, I–”

    “No Shane,” Rose laughed, louder this time. “She’s saying she wants Ilya. That she’ll fight you for him. It’s a…a thing. A saying, it’s…”

    But Shane wasn’t listening. He was too busy digesting that information, fury and an unfamiliar amount of possessiveness flooding his body in such levels he suddenly felt lightheaded, a plan formulating in his brain.

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    03 Jul 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 39

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    "Like what if I think dudes can be hot but only one dude is like...hot in his brain? In his…heart?"
    There was a cut-off laugh. "Shane–"
    "I'm serious!" He was thoroughly regretting this, now.
    "I know, that's why it's funny! But can you...explain a little?" she asked, clearly trying to be patient.
    "Like..." he sighed, trying to think back to past times, that last time. "You know when you’re attracted to someone?”
    “Vaguely,” Rose laughed, sounding like she was rolling her eyes. “Explain.”
    “Like. Oh my god.” He rubbed at his face, mortified. Like…you want your…your bodies to touch and stuff? Like it feels like a magnet, or like a fire, or like…like..”
    Now it sounded like Rose was choking. “Yes, I have wanted to touch bodies with someone before,” she replied, tone lilting.
    --
    Or, Shane realizes that he's no just gay, he's in LOVE.

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    03 Jul 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 60

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    Ilya gazed down at him, expression reverent. “You are beautiful. You know this?” he asked, panting a little, too. “Just like this, here, for me. Is okay, that not everybody understands. Because you are mine. This is ours.”
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    Even after moving to the Centaurs, not everyone is completely accepting of Ilya and Shane's relationship. Reporters call them distractions, cheaters, names that make shame well up in Shane's chest.
    Ilya reminds Shane that it doesn't matter, though. Nobody can take away what they have.
    (He reminds him by fucking him, of course)

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    03 Jul 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 68

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    It was the nicknames that really got to him, though. As they sat around the dinner table, it was ‘Sveta,’ this and ‘Ilushka,’ that. Shane felt like he was an outsider to a very exclusive club that the others had not even considered giving him membership to. And what was with the name, anyway? Ilushka was longer than Ilya! Why was she calling him that?
    So he decided to resort to a good, old-fashioned Google rabbit hole, educating himself on everything he could about the Russian language in the span of one evening.
    ___
    In which Shane overthinks the concept of nicknames and Ilya talks some sense into him, then helps him relax in a way only he can.

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    03 Jul 2026

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    He looks up at Rozanov, whose brows have since migrated up over his forehead, almost tangling in his mess of curls as he eagerly awaits either a response or a reaction.

    Shane gives both at once.

    “We can’t fuck in there.”

    Ilya’s smile doesn’t falter. Shane really wishes he was kissing him instead of standing here, shrinking into his jacket, shivering under the cool nighttime air, the hot tub water glimmering under a heavy moonlight.

    “Why not?” Rozanov challenges. “Is fine, no? I can make you break a sweat, Hollander. Even without the bubbles.”

    Shane deadpans him and that just makes Rozanov laugh airily, clearly bemused by his response to all this.

    or: ilya’s house has a hot tub and a mirror in the yard, so he and shane make very good use of it

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    03 Jul 2026

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    “Ilya, what are we gonna do?” Shane says.

    Ilya finishes whatever he has been doing on his phone, and tosses it gently to the bed beside him. He crosses the room to Shane, stands in front of him, squeezes into his shoulders with his big hands, rubbing them like he means to warm them up.

    “Looks like we will have a little vacation,” he says, with a big obnoxious grin.

     


     

    Boston and Montreal are sent to Paris to play against each other in an exhibition series in January 2017. Ilya and Shane decide to stay in Paris for one more night. Just one more night, so they can talk. Maybe finally understand each other.

    They aren't expecting a volcano to erupt in Iceland and close all the airspace in Europe, leaving them stranded there. Together.

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    30 Jun 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 72

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    Its the week of Irinas death anniversary and Ilya is taking it terribly -- even shrinking down to being mean to his husband in order to get him to leave him alone.. but still cant keep his hands off of him for the most part.

    ' “Off. Let go of me.” Ilya complained quietly, his words coming out sounding more like a whine than anything else—likely because he’d just woken up.
    “What? Baby, you’re holding onto me.” '

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    “aht aht,” Shane tutted, his index finger pressing against Ilya's lips—his gorgeous— ..lips. Shane wanted to kiss him desperately, but that wasn’t a part of his plans right now. He wanted to take him out of his head, it’s what Ilya needed—and no one could do it except for Shane.
    “Don’t talk. Just feel. Let me take care of you, Ilya.”

     

    Or:

    "She would have loved you, like I love you"

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    17 Jun 2026

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    After an on-ice fight, cocky, rookie Ilya Rozanov drags captain Shane Hollander back to his hotel room to show him his skills off-ice.

    Too bad Ilya has no idea what he's doing.

    Too bad Shane finds that incredibly hot.

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    Ilya losing his virginity

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    17 Jun 2026

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    "Have you ever done this before?" Shane asked, his thumb tracing Ilya's cheekbone.

    Ilya blinked—processing for a moment—and shook his head. “No. Not.. not with a guy. Not with anyone, really. I'm—" He swallowed hard, embarrassed. "I'm a virgin."

    His words sent a thrill straight to Shane's cock. Ilya Rozanov, who talked so much about girls, was a virgin. His to teach. His to guide.

    "That's okay," Shane said softly, his voice a whisper. "That's more than okay. I'll take care of you, Ilya. I'll show you everything. But only if you want me to. Can I?”

    or — Virgin Ilya Rozanov gets a taste of his beloved captain: Shane Hollander, and is made aware of just how good sex can really be.

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    17 Jun 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 66

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    "I can see all of you, Ilya. The sweet paladin, Ilmater dear to your heart, justice the oath that binds you to your realm and its weakest creatures. So strong, a formidable opponent," Shane circled Ilya leisurely as if he was sizing him up, drinking in all of him, before stopping behind him and dragging the backside of his claw up his spine, the keratin scraping against the holy armor and sizzling.

    "The righteous paladin who has never even been touched."

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    17 Jun 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 94

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    Ilya turns thirty-five

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    15 Jun 2026

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    10 Jun 2026

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