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  1. Public Bookmark 42

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    Rumi crawled forward shakily until she was sitting at the edge.
    It was even more dizzying when she got up close. She clenched her eyes shut, refusing to look directly at the ground below. Your friends will never accept you, so what purpose do you have if you can’t fix yourself? You failed all those people. Somewhere in the back of her head, Rumi couldn’t tell if the voice was hers, or something else. It sounded like her. It didn’t matter though, because it was right. A tear finally fell down her cold cheek and landed on her hand. She whimpered softly.

    Or, Rumi runs from the Golden performance and the voices in her head get the better of her. Mira is just in time.

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    25 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 92

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    Rumi was hiding something.

    Mira wasn’t an idiot. After knowing Rumi for so long, her mannerisms became obvious. Whenever she didn’t want to address something, she slipped into her professional persona, politely declining with a uniform smile. Usually, Mira and Zoey just exchanged a glance as Rumi walked away, and only discussed what happened later with hushed voices.

    Today had been different, though.

     

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    Mira confronts Rumi about Takedown, and they actually communicate!

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    25 Jun 2026

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    “My eyes are up here, Mira.”

    Mira blinked, seemingly breaking from her trance. She cleared her throat and looked away, rubbing her nose to hide the stain in her cheeks. “Yeah, but your boobs are down there.”

    Zoey rolled her eyes, face burning for a second before she realized Mira was messing with her. Playing the stupid fucking game. She focused back on Rumi. “Are you putting yourself in timeout right now? Turn around!”

    “You don’t have a shirt on.”

    “You’ve literally seen me naked.”

    “It’s the principle of it!”

    “I’m in a sports bra, Ru, not lingerie,” she cooed, grinning when Rumi’s patterns flashed that pretty shade of pink. “You wanna split my poptart?”

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    25 Jun 2026

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    She didn’t move toward them until Zoey turned and held out a hand.

    Mira didn’t take it — not really. She just stepped close enough for Zoey to pull her in, arms looping around her waist. Rumi’s arms came next, forming a circle Mira wasn’t sure she deserved to be inside of.

    “I’m sorry too,” Mira said, voice flat. Too calm. “For what I did.”
    Zoey squeezed her once. Rumi nodded.

    The words were accepted. The apology, acknowledged.

    But forgiveness doesn’t erase guilt. And Mira’s guilt didn’t let go.

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    Mira struggles with overwhelming guilt and self-harm, pushing away the family she cherishes—Zoey and Rumi. As she spirals into dangerous nights of drinking, drugs, and battles with her inner demons (and literal ones), Zoey and Rumi refuse to give up on her.

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    24 Jun 2026

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    Rumi tells the girls about her patterns before the idol awards. She didn't plan for it but here we are.

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    24 Jun 2026