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  1. Rec *

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    2014: Ilya Rozanov shocks the world and breaks Shane Hollander’s heart by disappearing without explanation, and without a goodbye kiss.

    2024: A devastating injury forces Shane to retire early, so he moves to a small town to coach girls hockey and figure out what the hell to do with the rest of his life.

    When recently divorced Ilya Rozanov walks into the rink with his twin girls, Shane has to decide if he’s brave enough to risk a second chance on a broken heart, and a rekindled romance with the first and only boy he ever loved.

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    “So.” Ilya cleared his throat. “Should we tell the girls their Papa and their coach used to date?”

    “We didn’t date. We hooked up a few times, then you disappeared.” Shane looked away to hide his heartbreak as he lied, “It doesn’t even matter. It’s not like I loved you or anything.”

    “No, of course not.” Ilya tried to smile through a lie of his own, “I didn’t love you either.”

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    08 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Can't believe I hadn't bookmarked this until chapter 18, was I asleep. One of the best Hollanov fics of all time. Adorable dad to twin girls and small town baker Ilya. U9 hockey coach Shane. Adorable girls Nadiya and Mayday. Shane and Ilya both heartbroken and healing post Vegas ghosting by Ilya. Yearning, healing, slow burn, hot af, romantic as all hell. Love them all.

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    Immediately following the events of Episode 6, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov return to the cottage and spend the next number of days talking, fucking, and sharing secrets about their relationship the other person doesn't know.

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    08 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Hollanov excellence. All the fixes and Shane telling Ilya he wore his suit in 1410.

  3. Public Bookmark *

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    Welcome to my conspiracy theory that there is an alternate timeline to the Great Tuna Meltdown of October 2016. What would have happened if Shane *had* stayed the night? This is a look at the evening and morning that could have been.

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    08 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Tuna meltdown fix. Love. Hollanov shorts. Hot.

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    While at the top of his game, professional porn star Ilya Rozanov is approached by the famous yet boringly untalented OnlyFans creator Shane Hollander who wants to collaborate. What starts as a transactional partnership quickly turns into a war of egos, blurred boundaries, and incredible on-camera chemistry.

    As their views climb and the sexual tension thickens they're left to confront the reality that maybe their mutual hatred might be the spark for some thing far more intimate then just sex.

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    07 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Oh. My. Fucking. God.

    Like 'For the Fans', but it's Hollanov and so even hotter. Porn star Ilya. Only fans star Shane. Explosive, consuming lust.

    Very spicy and I love it.

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    Before Felix could remove his headphones, he heard it. Heavy, borderline panicked breaths. Felix realized that it must be Hollander. His mic was not turned off when he left the interview. Footsteps. And then a door opening and closing. They had filmed the interview that morning at the offices of the Irina Foundation. It sounded like maybe he had gone into his office.

    “Hey, what is it? What is wrong?” Another voice. Unmistakable anywhere. Even if Felix hadn’t spent weeks now listening to it, he would still have recognized Ilya Rozanov’s voice.

    What if the filmmaker making the documentary about Hollander and Rozanov discovered the truth about their relationship. So he approaches Shane and Ilya about filming them over the course of the 2020/2021 season to create an honest documentary that tells the true story of their lives. Canon-divergent AU set during The Long Game.

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    06 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    A better way to come out. My heart is full. Beautifully done. Hollanov, improved.