18 Bookmarks by PeridotPrincess

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    This boy would kill him. This gorgeous, precious and kinky boy will be his downfall, and Ilya will not even resist.

    “Yes moya lyubov. My little slut, only mine. No one else can have you, no one else is allowed to even look at you, yes? Only me.”

    “Yes, God. Only ever you.” Shane whined, throwing an arm over his face.

    “No no no, none of that now.” Ilya firmly pulled his arm away from his face, before pulling both of them up above his head, holding them there with one hand, “You cannot say such filth, and then get shy on me Hollander.”

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    The Hollanov BDSM Mafia AU fic that my depraved brain has come up with.

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    18/?
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    13 Jun 2026

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    When a petty morning argument is the last thing Ilya says to Shane before he boards the Montreal Metros’ team plane, he thinks the worst consequence will be a bruised ego and an awkward apology.

    Instead, the aircraft declares an emergency.

    As social media explodes, the hockey world halts, and Shane’s Instagram messages turn from apologies to goodbyes, Ilya is forced to confront the one truth he’s been hiding longer than his feelings:

    Shane Hollander is his. And he may have just lost him.

    A mixed-media, Long Game–era angst spiral featuring breaking news alerts, trending fan edits, locker room confessions, and the most devastating Instagram DM thread you will ever read.

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    30/30
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    03 Jun 2026

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    After Ilya breaks Shane's heart in Sochi, Shane builds a life out of control.

    Three cups. Captaincy. Precision. Routine. Emptiness.

    When no achievement manages to make him feel anything, he turns to a mysterious phone service instead.

    Intimate in ways that should be impossible between strangers. A man who understands exactly how to pull Shane apart without ever touching him. Who gives him structure instead of chaos. Relief instead of performance.

    Shane finds himself pulled toward something he thought he buried years ago.

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    Or:
    Set 4 years after Sochi, where both Ilya and Shane were left with shattered hearts, this is a story about second chances and being brave enough to trust again. To want anew.

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    Chapters:
    26/26
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    2,322
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    03 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 66

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    “Do you have any idea how much trouble you are?”

    His voice came out rougher than before, worn thin at the edges like he was holding himself together by force alone. Rin’s eyes dropped instinctively to his throat. She watched his swallow bob beneath pale skin, watched the tension jump in his jaw, and had the sudden overwhelming urge to press her thumb there, if only to feel his pulse racing beneath it, to drag her teeth over his Adam’s apple just to see if she could make him lose control completely.

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    17/?
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    26 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 69

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    The continuation of Only Time Will Tell.

    That’s all I’m putting. Going to have to read to find out what happens next.

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    Chapters:
    8/16
    Comments:
    130
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    9,796

    03 May 2026

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    At the end of New moon after Jacob shifts he imprints on Edward. Jacob takes up being Edwards best friend/brother/guardian believing he would want to stay together with Bella. Their relationship is strong and happy.

    But unlike other imprint stories about a month later an ancient trickster spirit of the Quileute named Bayaq (The Raven) sends Jacob back into time to 1916 two years before Edward becomes a vampire.

    Jacob has no idea why the trickster would do this but it has been known to also help his tribe just as much as harm it. So is this a gift or a horrible prank?

    If anyone wants to do any translation for this story just comment.

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    141,818
    Chapters:
    26/26
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    356
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    02 May 2026

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    Done reading

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    In the gloomy town of Forks, Jacob finds his supposed soulmate in his fated rival after the murder of the new girl. But after all, an imprint is impossible to fight, no?

    Edward Cullen x Jacob Black longfic
    An echo of the events of Twilight, but with a twist, because we all know the vampires of Forks were better off without Bella.

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    21/?
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    02 May 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 37

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    Jacob realises he's been wrong to make Bella choose just in time for him to imprint on her soon to be husband Edward Cullen. Fortunately, there is something in it for Edward and Bella might just get to have her cake and eat it. If only Jacob can get over his resentment and Edward can learn to use his words.

    (Lukewarm cause one's hot, one's cold, get it?)

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    6/?
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    01 May 2026

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    2014: Ilya Rozanov shocks the world and breaks Shane Hollander’s heart by disappearing without explanation, and without a goodbye kiss.

    2024: A devastating injury forces Shane to retire early, so he moves to a small town to coach girls hockey and figure out what the hell to do with the rest of his life.

    When recently divorced Ilya Rozanov walks into the rink with his twin girls, Shane has to decide if he’s brave enough to risk a second chance on a broken heart, and a rekindled romance with the first and only boy he ever loved.

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    “So.” Ilya cleared his throat. “Should we tell the girls their Papa and their coach used to date?”

    “We didn’t date. We hooked up a few times, then you disappeared.” Shane looked away to hide his heartbreak as he lied, “It doesn’t even matter. It’s not like I loved you or anything.”

    “No, of course not.” Ilya tried to smile through a lie of his own, “I didn’t love you either.”

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    296,453
    Chapters:
    18/?
    Comments:
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    28 Apr 2026

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    Shane Hollander comes out and unleashes Shane Hollander Hysteria across the NHL.
    All-stars circle like it's free agency and he’s the only contract available.
    DMs combust. Rival captains get bold.
    Connections start forming faster than anyone can keep up.
    The Metros couldn’t care less because Shane keeps dominating on the ice while getting fucked in multiple time zones.
    It becomes the worst-kept secret in professional hockey: everyone wants their turn.
    Or:
    Shane Hollander comes out and discovers freedom can look like a lot of things.
    Sometimes it looks like sex across time zones.
    Sometimes it looks like queer community forming around him across the league.
    Sometimes it looks like becoming the most confident version of himself he has ever been.
    Shane Hollander is having a great time.
    This fic is loud, messy, and sometimes a little ridiculous until it isn’t.

    Shane-centric.
    Multiple partners/poly dynamics.
    Character studies of many different men.
    Finding queer joy and community.
    Autism, mental illness, and different attachment styles.
    Or as I like to say..
    A slow emotional horror story inside a romcom porno.


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    Chapters:
    37/?
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    24 Apr 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 51

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    Rodnoy" (родно́й) is a Russian adjective meaning "native," "own," or "dear," used to describe close blood relatives, one's homeland, or someone very close to your heart. It denotes a strong, intimate connection, such as in rodnoy brat (biological brother) or rodnoy dom (childhood home).
    Rodnoy implies a deep emotional bond, often translated as "dear" or "sweetheart" in intimate contexts.

    "It’s when English fails me—not because I’ve been skipping classes in high school, but because the word I want to say to you doesn’t exist in your language.
    Rodnoy.
    It feels like the word “dear,” but it means something else. Being related not by blood, but by souls—being of the same kind, from the same tribe. Rodnoy.
    I wish you could understand the word, not just translate it in your head and find a synonym in English, but feel the meaning in your bones like I do."

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    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
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    18 Apr 2026

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    Done reading

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    They broke up years ago.
    Ilya moved on in the cruelest way possible: he got married, built a whole new life.

    And when his wife suddenly died, Shane wasn’t supposed to come to Boston for the funeral.
    He definitely wasn’t supposed to stay.

    Now they’re in the same house again,
    sleeping in separate rooms,
    avoiding each other’s eyes,
    trying very hard not to touch.

    But grief has a way of pushing you back into the arms you thought you’d never feel again.

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    Chapters:
    10/18
    Comments:
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    475
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    18 Apr 2026

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    The Swiss National League doesn’t care about the legendary Hollander-Rozanov rivalry. When the MLH can’t negotiate with the Hockey Players’ Union in time to prevent a hockey lockout at the start of the 2015 season, the Zürich Lions jump at the chance to sign both Shane and Ilya to short-term contracts. For four months in Switzerland, they share a team, a line, a house, and a bed. 

    Then the lockout ends in January, and it’s time to go back. Back to different countries, cities, lives. Beds.

    Reentry is harder than expected.

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    38,174
    Chapters:
    4/4
    Collections:
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    4,024
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    31,818
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    13,315
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    610,861

    16 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Done reading

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    It's Fall of 2014 and Ilya Rozanov has cut all ties with Russia. But there's no such thing as a clean break, and leaving isn't as simple as never going back.
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    Basically a very self-indulgent fic about how hard it would be for Ilya to actually move on from the pain of the past and to go no contact with his family in a timeline where Grigori is still alive. Also, Ilya deserves to be known and loved by more people than just Shane and Sveta. Forced/Found Family here we come.
    *Sequel to my canon-divergence fic "To only ever know the cold" (go read that first or this won't make sense!)

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    Chapters:
    7/?
    Comments:
    835
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    4,703
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    1,271
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    83,699

    12 Apr 2026

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    "You will bend for me many times, I think, before this production is over."

    Shane means to say no. He means to tell Ilya Rozanov—arrogant Bolshoi principal dancer and professional pain in his ass—to fuck off and stop moving set pieces without permission. Instead, he ends up on his knees in a dressing room, which is definitely not how the Royal Winnipeg Ballet’s stage manager is supposed to handle conflict resolution.

    Three weeks until opening night. One impossible rivalry. And absolutely no way this ends well.

    or: Ilya comes to Winnipeg for The Nutcracker. Shane tries very hard to hate him. The mind-blowing hate-sex doesn’t help.

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    101,272
    Chapters:
    7/7
    Collections:
    2
    Comments:
    4,249
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    10,858
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    3,794
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    239,570

    06 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Done reading

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    Sometimes life came at you with a clenched fist and Ilya had never figured out how to duck.

    So here he was, twenty-eight years old, single, dealing with the fallout from injuries given to him by the game he loved, and the second youngest assistant coach in the league to one of the worst teams. Stability was hard to come by, but he was managing.

    Then along came Shane Hollander to knock him on his ass, one more time.

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    Words:
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    Chapters:
    10/10
    Comments:
    7,197
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    24,355
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    10,668
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    659,373

    04 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Done reading

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    That girl at the club meant nothing. Shane drunk-texting Ilya at 2 AM means everything.

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    A bandaid for my brain following the Club Scene in episode four.

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    35,729
    Chapters:
    3/3
    Collections:
    8
    Comments:
    1,361
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    19,890
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    4,425
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    349,956

    26 Mar 2026

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    Svetlana knows about Jane. It's frankly insulting for Ilyusha to think otherwise.

    She just never expected to have to call him for help. During the Olympics. In Russia. In the dead of night.

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    Or, it's Sochi 2014 and Russia has lost to Latvia. Grigori Rozanov, not yet compromised by illness, punishes his son for shaming the family. When Svetlana finds an injured and emotionally fragile Ilya, she knows she needs somewhere safe for him to recover. And there's only one person in Russia who Sveta trusts with her Ilyusha: Canada's Golden Boy, Shane Hollander.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    31,374
    Chapters:
    12/12
    Comments:
    2,120
    Kudos:
    25,281
    Bookmarks:
    7,358
    Hits:
    391,531

    25 Mar 2026

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