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After deeply fucking up his shoulder in a wrestling match, Carmy is only dragged back to life when Mikey decides 4 AM is a great time for some baking.
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29 Jun 2026
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“Nightmares he doesn’t remember, shivering through a reasonably warm shower, hearing a voice he can’t place on the bus.
It doesn’t take long for it to boil down to nothing.
Too much acid, spilling over brick and concrete that will be clean by tomorrow. More ripping through his stomach, more wounds in his periphery.
He goes back in. Every single fucking time, he goes back in.”
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29 Jun 2026
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He flinches and heaves and bites down a groan. His eyes are squeezed shut, brows crunching into one tight point in his head. Don’t make a fucking sound. His head’s going to burst.
“Sit up for a second. Should take your temperature.”
He shakes his head slightly against his arms, and the horizon definitely does flip, and he quietly chokes on liquid.
He tries to speak, has to clear his throat, and can’t imagine it did much when he rasps, “Sorry. I’m-I’m sorry. You don’t have to do anything for me.”
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Carmy is so deeply ashamed to be sick in front of anyone, not to mention Syd who’s treating him so kindly.
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29 Jun 2026
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"He's tracing the lines of the popcorn ceiling with his eyes, both paralyzed and violently opposed to it. He checks the time again. 5:29, Sunday, August 4. Christ. Maybe after this fucking day is over, he'll be a real functioning person again.
Another minute’s gone. Every second counts. It blares in his head sometimes; the blue sign turns too vibrant like a blinding black light. He scrubs his yellow teeth, gets dressed, smoothes his oily hair down, disgustedly washes the coating of oil off his hands, and is ready in record time.
Then, he paces his apartment, needing something. It’s 5:37 AM, and he already feels like he’s done today all wrong."
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On a difficult date, the symptoms of Carmy's undiagnosed OCD ramp up significantly.
(Updated June 7)
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29 Jun 2026
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Carmy hasn’t slept lately, and maybe if he had this could’ve all been avoided.
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29 Jun 2026