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“Let’s look at the amenities,” Ilya said.
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Ilya introduces Shane to lesbian porn
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Osgood liked to think of himself as a reasonable man, but he ran a tight ship.
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In case I need it when I'm older by Philipa_Moss for torakowalski
Fandoms: Billy Elliot (2000)
07 Dec 2025
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It was the most ordinary thing in the world, to watch Billy dance.
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It feels so right, but ain't it strange? by Philipa_Moss for LikeAMovieIOnceSaw
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
02 Nov 2025
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Eight hours into the sit-in, the provost ordered pizza to his office.
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- Part 2 of Can't seem to forget about it
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At 7:15, when the Boatslip staff started herding people out, Josh checked his phone and saw that Tommy had texted him two hours ago.
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- Part 2 of Crazy what love can do
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The Chris depression fics. Series title from “Elephant” by 070 Shake.
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Series title from "Crazy What Love Can Do" by David Guetta & Becky Hill & Ella Henderson
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Give that man a baby 2k24.
(Series title from "When You Dream" by Barenaked Ladies)
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Laundrette Empire by Philipa_Moss
Fandom Bend It Like Beckham (2002), My Beautiful Laundrette (1985)
14 May 2011
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The time is now. The place is London. The mission? Build a launderette empire.
(It all started with kinetikatrue's yuletide prompt and blossomed from there.)- Words:
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And yeah, Shane knew that Ilya hadn’t been okay last time he was in Russia, but Ilya had had the very real excuse of a funeral to blame things on. Ilya had downplayed it as much as he could, and Shane hadn’t been there, he’d heard the fatigue and he’d seen Ilya’s tired smile, but he hadn’t felt the way Ilya’s hands were cold the entire time he was there, hadn’t seen through the screen the way Ilya dropped eight pounds in three weeks, hadn’t kept time when there were twenty hours in Ilya’s day instead of something closer to sixteen. Or, on the flip side, for the week or two after, when there had been approximately ten conscious hours in a day.
It was one thing to see something. It was another to feel it in your hands.
Ilya and Shane are so, so happy for their first year married. They’re playing in Ottawa together, they’re fucking winning, they’re together and out.
So now, after a year, Ilya should be fine. He should be great. He should not be flinching at small noises or nearly punching people off the clock or feeling like he’s drowning whenever he’s not on the ice.
Or: Ilya Rozanov, meet your PTSD.
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18 Jul 2026
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you know this moment, don’t you? (time is strangely calm now) by barnes_romzanov
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Dec 2025
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It’s dark, and Ilya’s not quite sure where he is.
His entire body is numb. His shoes are soaking wet from trudging lazily through the snow. His nose is running, and his lips are chapped.
Selfishly, he wishes Shane would fuss over him now. Pull him close, whisper “I forgive you” even though he shouldn’t, because Ilya would never change, because something inside him- in his family line, in his soul- was broken.
Ilya wondered how long ago it had clicked- when Shane had realized that Ilya wormed his way into this country and tricked the Hollanders into caring for him, then returned the favor by botching their language and leaving a trail of mess in his wake. He still can't help but wonder if that will be part of his punishment- being doomed to miss him in death, too.
or: Ilya’s mostly been able to cope with the fact that he’ll never be able to articulate himself fully in this country- but he’s also never been good at talking about feelings in the first place.
"I'm tired" is the best he's got. It definitely doesn't capture what's going on in his head, and Shane can't read minds.
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- Part 1 of Merry Christmas, Please Don't Call
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17 Jul 2026
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all my worthless rage by blossominribcage
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 May 2026
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It was supposed to just be a funny story, about how his brother had jumped him in the shower one day and he'd had to fight him off with a hairdryer— he hadn't been 'sexually assaulted' or anything, come on. Sure, that could happen to men, but Ilya wasn't the kind of man it happened to.
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- Part 2 of get loved, idiot!
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15 Jul 2026
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A Soft Small Body by CatGrass
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
21 Jun 2026
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Ilya honestly doesn't remember much for the next few weeks. He remembers waking up, occasionally, his body and their bed empty. The sun high and Shane's side of the bed cold. He remembers watching the sheets change color under the moving sun. He remembers not really caring. He remembers apple slices, left on his bedside table with sweet notes he cannot recall. He remembers nibbling on one and feeling the honeyed tang of it spill over his dry mouth.
Ilya remembers Shane's arms around his waist and his chest pressed against his back. He remembers Shane whispering “I love you” like it means ‘I miss you.’
Ilya misses him too.
(Or, After a depressive episode, Ilya has to change his meds, his new ones give him sexual dysfunction. Everyone (mostly Ilya) has some Feelings about this. Shane comes up with a creative solution to make Ilya feel better.)
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- Part 4 of Sub Top Ilya Week 2026
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24 Jun 2026
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working on my backcheck by novembersmith for goluckurself
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
01 Jan 2026
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“Ha ha,” Shane says, then, feeling very brave and magnanimous: “Just, you know. I could top, if you wanted me to.”
Ilya laughs at him.
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15 Jun 2026