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Carry Me On by BreakfastTea
Fandoms: Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order (Video Game), Star Wars - All Media Types
29 Mar 2023
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Cal's tried a lot of methods to manage his psychometry over the years. Maybe he'll find the right one someday...
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Sam has enough of Lucifer not letting him sleep, so he takes matters into his own hands.
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“Why don’t you stop then?” House asked. “You know things will be better. Anything’s better than this.”
Chase shrugged. “It’s easier to keep going.”
“Is that who you want to be?” House asked, tone uncharacteristically gentle. “The guy who takes the easy way out?”
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Chase passes out and hits his head. House is far more concerned than Chase is.
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- Part 5 of Fading Away
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House had suspected something was off about Chase since the beginning.
Sure, the guy had the résumé of a trust-fund kid who’d never had to fight for anything, but there was something else. Something about the way he moved. The way he lingered a second too long when standing up, like he was waiting for his body to catch up with him. The way he sometimes gripped the edge of a desk, a counter, a chair—like he needed to.
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Chase thinks it's a good idea to hide a medical condition. House disagrees
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Chase realizes he wants to fuck House. This is a horror story.
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Mama Didn't Raise a Quitter by walkerwhumpist (sanctumofwords)
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Marvel Cinematic Universe
15 Oct 2025
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“Hey! No. No. Stay awake.” Bob slapped his cheek lightly again, terrified of how light the contact felt. “I don’t— I don’t know what else to do if you stop breathing again.”
The confession came out small, almost childlike. For all the noise in the room (the dripping faucet, the sound of John’s ragged breaths), the silence that followed it was louder.
Bob stayed there, one hand hovering over John’s chest, just counting each uneven rise, whispering under his breath:
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Once More, With Feeling by ravnoschick
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types, Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games)
07 Feb 2026
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All things are possible in the multiverse...
When a routine scouting mission goes wrong, a group of Rebels is sent back through time to the Clone Wars. They seize the opportunity to fix everything--they can save the Jedi, the Republic, the clones, Alderaan... They can do this. The Force is with them.
Oh, and also,
Cal Kestis handed the scanner to a startled Anakin Skywalker. “Congratulations, General. You have twins.”
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from the 31st floor of the simulation swarm by frog_cult
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games), Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types
10 Jun 2026
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Do you understand? the very fabric of existence asks, and Cal, clinging to the line between life and death, thinks no—
For a brief moment, an infinite moment, a moment everywhere in between, he encompasses the universe, and the universe encompasses him. Around, around, around he goes, and there is a terrible emptiness in the space where he and the cosmos exist.
(cal kestis’ foolproof guide to cartwheeling through the timeline and beating sensibility into a sentient universe)
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Caught somewhere in time by Seven_Oomen
Fandoms: Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types, Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games)
21 Jun 2025
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Cal Kestis is killed and travels back in time, where his 22-year-old conscience is thrown into the body of his newborn self. Stuck in a form in which he cannot talk or communicate, Cal has to grow up once again, whilst battling conflicting memories and emotions. Then there's the threat of a Sith Lord in the senate and order 66. How the fuck is he supposed to stop all of that?
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- Part 1 of Our story throughout time
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Game of Survival, Dead on Arrival by imadoctornotanescalator
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games)
27 Dec 2025
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They were young. Young, like the Younglings and children held in the Fortress’s cells, the life slowly seeping out of their eyes every day. Pieces of their souls shattered and tossed among the many corners of the Fortress, never to be whole again.
She never pitied him. How else was he to learn?
“Well, Jedi,” she said aloud, spitting the word as if it were a slur, “can you face your fears now?”
Cal Kestis would be back — and she would be waiting for him.
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The Mantis crew goes after the holocron and returns to Nur
Recovering Inquisitor Cal AU Part 18
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- Part 18 of Not Scared of the Dark
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My Decision, It’s Clearing the Haze by imadoctornotanescalator
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games)
27 Jun 2025
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The Vault gave a massive rumble. Overhead, rotating pieces spun around him as an entrance to his left slipped open, leading to what looked like a dark passage behind it. Cal tilted his head and glimpsed his own blurred reflection in the black.
BD let out a questioning whistle. Cal’s feet carried him closer, and he dared to reach out and touch it.As Kujet’s tomb on Dathomir had done, the instant his hand made contact, the world dropped out from underneath him.
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Cal bonds with Merrin a little and returns to Bogano, where the consequences of his actions await him
Recovering Inquisitor Cal AU Part 17
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- Part 17 of Not Scared of the Dark
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Out of Touch, Out of My Place by imadoctornotanescalator
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games)
02 May 2025
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“You returned,” she said.
Cal’s hand drifted away from his saber. “I did.”
Her head tilted. “You are not hard to track now. You feel different than this place.” And without another word, she disappeared in another flash of green.
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Cal returns to Dathomir to resolve some unfinished business
Recovering Inquisitor Cal AU Part 16
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- Part 16 of Not Scared of the Dark
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Not Scared of the Dark by imadoctornotanescalator
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games)
22 Dec 2024
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Were worry not settling deep in his stomach, Cal might have found the memory amusing. Comforting, even. He had been here before. He had done this once. Padawans, Knights, and Masters lost their lightsabers sometimes. Others would wield two sabers, one in each hand. They would need to return to Ilum for another crystal to construct a new one. Unsual as it was, such a thing was not unheard of.
But he was different. The closed ramp to the Mantis, the only barrier between himself and what lay beyond, stood in front of him. It seemed an impossible bridge to cross. Who is to say a crystal will even choose the pathetic waste of he was now?
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Cal journeys to Ilum and has some moments of self-realization
Recovering Inquisitor Cal AU Part 15
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- Part 15 of Not Scared of the Dark
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Just a Vision by imadoctornotanescalator
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games)
24 Nov 2024
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“It won’t fix everything,” Cere said. “I can’t promise you that it will all go away or that you will never struggle with this again. But you have to start somewhere. Always remember that the first step is the hardest.”
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On the trip to Ilum, Cal finds himself reminiscing on the past again.
Recovering Inquisitor Cal AU Part 14
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- Part 14 of Not Scared of the Dark
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Dreams in Which I’m Dying by imadoctornotanescalator
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games)
28 Jun 2024
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The sound of an igniting saber drew his attention back to his master. Jaro Tapal had activated his saber. His master lifted the blade — bright blue, shining, and beautiful — and pointed the tip at him. “It is time for instruction.”
He noticed Cal staring at the blade. “You see it as it once was? Before it was tarnished by your anger and your hatred for the very world you were to protect? Before it was corrupted by the failure you have become?”
“Master- “
“Take up your saber!” Cal froze at the sharp tone of his master’s voice, echoed by the hollow cavern. Master Tapal had never spoken to him that way. “Prove to me you are still worth something!”
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Cal’s journey to Dathomir ends with a blast from the past (it doesn’t end well)
Recovering-ish-not-really Inquisitor Cal AU Part 13
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- Part 13 of Not Scared of the Dark
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No Sign of the Morning Coming, No Sign of the Day by imadoctornotanescalator
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games)
24 Oct 2023
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Cal arrives back on Kashyyyk to less-than-desirable results
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Recovering-not-really-Inquisitor Cal AU Part 12
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- Part 12 of Not Scared of the Dark
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I Can’t Save You Now, Brother by imadoctornotanescalator
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order (Video Game)
26 Apr 2023
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Cal sighed again and shook his head. “Damnit,” he muttered under his breath. Every relationship he’d ever tried to build with someone had ended horribly. Maybe he should just stop trying.
He was cursed. He had to be. There was no other explanation.
Cal wasn’t exactly superstitious. At least, not in the way of curses, voodoo, magic, stuff of the like. But the pieces added up.
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In a brief moment of silence, Cal reflects on the past
Recovering-ish-not-really Inquisitor Cal AU Part 11
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- Part 11 of Not Scared of the Dark
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Burning the Fields by imadoctornotanescalator
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order (Video Game)
11 Feb 2023
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“Cal- “she started, before even registering what the hell was going on. BD, missing a leg and cowering back from the only person on the Mantis he cared about. Who was wearing a black Inquisitor’s uniform and who had tracked bloodied bootprints across the floor, who had raised a saber at her once again and caused her to raise her hands in defense. Whose face was bruised, a cuts on his jaw and temple, blood dried on the uniform.
“Kid!” Greez said. “What the hell happened back there?”
Its eyes flitted between her and Greez. The thing that looked like Cal but wasn’t Cal.
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The aftermath of the arena
Recovering Inquisitor Cal AU part 10
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- Part 10 of Not Scared of the Dark
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Let's Welcome Home, the Soldier Boy by imadoctornotanescalator
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order (Video Game)
04 Jan 2023
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Cal’s heart stopped.
Tormo laughed. “Oh, poor little thing! It isn’t as though there aren’t a thousand other like him, right?”
A hand was reaching out. He could not see it, but he could feel it. It was from a dark void of a place he had tried so hard to stay away from, yet it beckoned and begged for him to come back. It poked and prodded and bothered, but it had never left.
It would never betray him.
It only ever wanted to keep him safe.
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After Cal's encounter with the Second Sister, the arena does... not go well, to be sure
Recovering Inquisitor Cal AU Part 9
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- Part 9 of Not Scared of the Dark