15 Bookmarks by Princess_bitch

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    “Have you considered the possibility that Neil has chosen you, but believes you have not chosen him?” Renee says. "Have you ever explicitly told him what you want?”

    “Neil knows what I want,” Andrew snaps. This is not Andrew’s fault.

    “How do you know?”

    Because Neil always knows. He is as fluent in Andrew’s micro-expressions as he is in German and French. He knows which head tilts mean “go on” and which ones mean “shut up.” Without ever asking, he learned what it meant to see Andrew wearing double layers of long sleeves, or taking multiple showers in a day, and learned to hand Andrew the car keys.

    That has always been the most terrifying thing about Neil — his patience to wait, watch, listen, learn. The prospect that if Neil were given enough time, there would be no part of Andrew that was just Andrew’s anymore.

    “He has to know,” Andrew says.

    “Does he?” Renee says. “Have you ever known Neil to assume that he is wanted?”

    Five times Neil tells someone that he and Andrew aren’t dating, and one time Andrew uses his words to set the record straight.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    After an upbringing lacking in mundanity, Neil just wants to live a “normal” life. He’s got a home, a circle of friends, a job — why not give casual sex a shot?

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    24 May 2026

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    Neil Josten is not soft- has never been in fact. But when an unintended comment from one of the Foxes throws Neil for a loop, he finds himself reminding them why no one should think of him in that way. But why is Andrew suddenly so distant? And what happens when all of these reminders of his past start to catch up with him?

    Aka: all the times Neil proved he was a badass, and Andrew reminds him he's an idiot.

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    09 May 2026

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  4. Rec 83

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    It all started when the milk ran out.
    Kevin noticed it first. Given that he couldn't make his protein powder oats in the morning.
    Aaron was second. Finding it strange when it was Nicky's turn to restock.
    Andrew will argue that technically *he* found out first because he had found a brightly colored duffle bag that had been in his car overnight.

    OR: Nicky comes down with a mild flu. It's not a big deal. The twins are suffering from unwanted emotions.

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    06 May 2026

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    Andrew was made to love.

    Neil was made to be loved.

    For a handful of weeks, Andrew deludes himself into believing the opposite.

    - OR - Andrew writes self-insert vampire porn and needs his roommate to show him how to fuck tenderly.

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    06 May 2026

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    Neil swallows back blood. “Andrew.”

    “Abram,” Andrew returns.

    “I’m losing my mind. I think I’m losing my mind.”

    “You aren’t,” Andrew says, so easy, so certain. “You’re tired. You’re scared. That’s it.”

    Neil grits his teeth. “I’m,” he exhales shakily. “I’m – seeing things,” he admits.

    In which Andrew gets into a car accident one week into the off-season, and everything is fine right up until he starts dying every night in Neil’s dreams. Things get worse, and then they get better.

    Or, how trauma and triggers persist even after decades of safety, and how Andrew and Neil navigate them and take care of each other throughout it all.

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    06 May 2026

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    Bookmarker's Notes

    no man I acc can’t do this. what the fuck is this. this is so peak.

  7. Rec 58

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    The story of how Neil Josten single handedly defeated a squad of detectives at a game of paintball.

    Featuring The Foxes as said squad of detectives.

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    17 Apr 2026

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    The four-by-four heaves its way down long, twisting lanes, little more than dirt tracks scuffed into the surrounding fields and hemmed in by serpentine walls of flat, grey stone. They truly are in the middle of nowhere: the countryside rushes past, all rolling green hills and vast, endless skies, and it's odious. Sirius wants to murder James with his bare hands.

    Sirius and James accidentally find themselves on a Yorkshire farm during lambing season. The farmer’s son thinks that’s a bit annoying, actually.

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    08 Nov 2025

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    “Not everything is about winning, Reggie,” Sirius sighs.

    “It’s Formula One, of course, it’s all about winning. What else is there to live for?” Regulus replies.

    Or, James and Regulus are teammates for Formula One team Andretti and Remus and Sirius are teammates for Formula One team Black-Hill. They battle for the championship and have to navigate their feelings, all while living in the spotlight.

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    24 Oct 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    DO NOT READ THE ALTERNATE ENDING IT WILL SCAR YOU

    YOUVE BEEN WARNED.

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    James was an underground boxer, and Regulus simply wanted to go through university without any problems.

    When their paths unexpectedly collided, Regulus felt that his life would never be the same again.

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    24 Oct 2025

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    Ian, a reticent college student with a passion for acting, lives a calm life full of scripts and rehearsals.

    His world is flipped upside down when he meets Mickey, a rebellious musician who thrives on chaos, living a life of reckless choices and noisy gigs with his band at shady pubs.

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    04 Oct 2025

  12. Rec 27

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    evan rosier has a boyfriend, but his relationship feels...hollow. barty hates evan´s boyfriend. so in a game of push and pull, let´s see if he can get evan to cheat on the bastard...

    “He´s only a cock you use to fill yourself up, just admit it.”

    Evan’s breath caught. “And what are you?” he asked.

    Barty grinned, his gaze flicking to Evan’s mouth before returning to his eyes.

    “Better.”

    xoxo

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    20 Sep 2025

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    “You’d be my best man wouldn’t you, Evs?

    There’s an ugly pain burning low in his chest as he says, “Of course. What are friends for?”

    Or, Barty's father forces him into an arranged marriage, and Evan is to be his best man. Which would be fine if Evan weren't head over heels in love with him.

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    06 Sep 2025

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    “They’re… chaos,” Remus said firmly. “And chaos is—”
    “Rock and roll.”
    He looked at Sirius sharply, and for once, matched his grin. “Yeah.”
    “Maybe that’s my excuse then,” Sirius said. “I cause a bit of chaos now, and maybe one day, it’ll turn into rock and roll.”

    After losing his mother at age eleven, Remus has spent the better part of the last four years bouncing from school to school or else running around London and pretending as though he wasn't the kind of well-bred boy his father brought him up to be. Now, with his chances all run out, Remus is sent to Hawkings Independent School as a last-ditch effort to clean up his act. There he meets the very people who will set up the rest of his life, and is forced to confront the pieces of himself he'd long thought had been lost.

    (genuinely not apologising for the slow-burn in this fic anymore. You've been warned <3)

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    Chapters:
    108/108
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    Comments:
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    28 Aug 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Hey so like this changed me fundamentally.

  15. Public Bookmark *

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    Sirius was an underground boxer, and Remus was a professor at his university.

    When Remus gave his little brother a low mark and Sirius smashed his door down in response, he realised his life would never be the same again.

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    Words:
    130,801
    Chapters:
    12/16
    Comments:
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    565
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    89,559

    14 Aug 2025

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