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    A series of social media/epistolary fic exploring the world Shane and Ilya live in post The Long Game. Written before Unrivaled!

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    20 Jun 2026

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    There’s something, right there, that makes Ilya even more beautiful through the screen. The ferocity in his eyes, the precision of his hands, the sheer dominance of his body. Shane tries really hard to ignore it, trying to focus on the bloodstains spreading on the canvas.

    It shouldn’t be beautiful.

    It can never be beautiful.

     
    UFC @ufc

    TONIGHT.
    HOLLANDER VS ROZANOV
    No turning back.

    💥💥💥

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    09 Jun 2026

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    "I have a proposition for you. I can give you exactly what you are looking for: an exit without pain, without fear, and with dignity, and you would give me something in return."

    This is the offer Shane, a vampire unable to hunt due to psychological trauma, makes to Ilya, a young who attends a suicide support group and feels he has already lost everything in life.

    To Shane, Ilya is the only chance to avoid starving to death without having to become a monster. To Ilya, Shane is the perfect angel, possessing a kindness he never found in the world of the living.

    But before the end, Ilya has a bucket list to fulfill, and Shane has promised to help him. The only problem with this perfect plan? The more they get to know each other, the harder it becomes to say goodbye.

    (Loosely based on the 2023 canadian film "Humanist Vampire Seeking Consenting Suicidal Person" directed by Ariane Louis-Seize)

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    09 Jun 2026

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    “Tabarnak,” Shane heard JJ curse from the other side of the locker room.
    “You okay?” Miitka asked as JJ eyed everyone nervously.
    “The Centaurs plane is missing,” JJ said carefully.
    “It’s what? How the fuck does a whole plane just go missing?” Miitka said.
    “Yeah, it never arrived in Tampa and it just disappeared from radar,” JJ explained, “they’re searching the area for the crash site.”
    Missing.
    Never arrived.
    Not on radar.
    Crash Sight.
    Ilya.
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    Manifest style AU. The Centaurs plane disappears in 2021, only to reappear three years later the day after it original vanished. Those three years broke Shane Hollander. Ilya is determined to put him back together.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    When Shane Hollander wakes up in a world that never invented hockey, the only other person who remembers is Ilya Rozanov.

    (Set in August 2012 – a year and a half after their last hookup, during the flirtatious-texts montage.)

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    09 Jun 2026

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    "Do you think there's something wrong with me?" Shane broke the silence, lifting his gaze slightly. Ilya frowned and shook his head no immediately. "Ilya... there has to be. These meltdowns or whatever they are aren't normal. I know that."

    "Not being 'normal' doesn't mean you have a problem, Shane," Ilya countered softly, resting his chin against his husband's temple, settling him even closer against his body.

    "I'm sorry..." Shane's voice came out small. His unfocused gaze wandered around the room while his fingers mechanically scratched under Anya's chin. She was now blinking slowly, surrendering to sleep.

    "For what?"

    "It's just..." Shane let out a shaky sigh. "You're the one with depression. I'm the one who should be taking care of you, not the other way around. Having these meltdowns..."

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Set in a universe where Dominants and Submissive classifications are the norm, Shane Hollander is a Submissive in professional hockey. This alone comes with adversity; as a Submissive who is secretly a virgin who has been avoiding subspace in his mid 20s amongst Dominants who are fully experienced, he tries to navigate his needs with the one and only Ilya Rozanov.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    ~And from your lips, he drew the Hallelujah

    Ilya Rozanov leaves Boston and signs with Ottawa, trying to fight a slow slide into emptiness and find meaning in his life again. Shane Hollander is a lonely, struggling artist who lost his spark. When they meet by chance, they both have to decide what's worth living for.

    Or…Shane never gets the chance to become a pro hockey player, so they meet a little later in life. Basically, they’re both sad boys, but the healing will be worth it. More baggage, fewer hangups.

    ~You see I used to live alone before I knew ya.

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    “So maybe we would have played together,” Ilya said.

    “Yeah. Maybe we would have been rivals,” Shane said, and that got a grin out of him. He couldn’t quite imagine it, but he thought that would have been fun, facing off against Ilya Rozanov. In another life.

    Ilya nodded slowly. “And yet here we are, meeting anyway. Maybe we were meant to.”

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Ilya gripped the envelope tighter. “The MVP,” he began slowly, still staring directly at Shane, “is…”

    Another pain slammed into Shane so hard his vision whited out.

    “…Shane Hollander.”

    The room exploded with cheers and applause . People rising to their feet.

    Shane barely heard any of it. His father hugged him first. Then Yuna. “Sweetheart,” she whispered against his ear, “you don’t look well. I don’t think you should be going up there alone..”

    He couldn’t answer. He stood carefully. Ignoring the concerned look both of his parents threw his way.

    The pressure between his hips was unbearable now. Every step toward the stage felt wrong. Painful. Wet. Why was it wet?

    Or Shane goes into labor at the NHL awards with a son they didn’t even know existed.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Pride Night was supposed to be the easy part.

    Then Dallas Kent showed up, Troy Barrett threw the first punch, Ilya Rozanov stopped the fight, and Ottawa won a game nobody felt much like celebrating.

    By morning, Dallas was in custody, Ilya was in hospital, and the internet had decided everyone knew exactly what had happened.

    A week later, injured, furious, and barely holding himself together, Ilya tries to get back to hockey.

    Instead, he gets a camera.

    One soft question.

    One honest answer.

    “My boyfriend.”

    It is the truth.

    It is also the one thing he and Shane were supposed to choose together.

    Based on a Reddit fic prompt by u/backtothefuture2028.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    “But we have always kissed, we -”

    “I know.” Shane says, face blushing crimson. “But like I said, I don’t want to do that anymore. We can still see each other, because I like what we do, but we have to keep that part out of it. Please.”

    Ilya breathes in and out. He tries to be rational. Shane’s requesting that something change in their arrangement. It should be a simple answer. Yes. Of course. If that’s a boundary he wants to set, then Ilya should obey it.

    But the feeling of loss is so overwhelming he can barely stomach it.

    or, after Vegas, Shane doesn't let Ilya kiss him anymore when they hook up. Ilya doesn't take it very well.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Sixteen years ago at the height of Shane Hollander's career, he disappeared. Now years later invites to a wedding for a ‘Luca Hollander’ end up on the doorstep of many people of the past, many of which have their names etched in his father’s diary. Inviting them all with the intention of finally getting to know more about his father, and finally finding out who his fathers soulmate was.

    Will this be the wedding of the century without even knowing it or go down in a dumpster fire?

    coding credits: ireverents

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    09 Jun 2026

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    “There is one more thing. Given the nature of your fall and the force of impact, we ran a full battery of blood tests to check for any internal issues. Everything looks normal, except for one result that… stood out.”

    Shane’s stomach tightened. Stood out?

    “Given your secondary gender presentation and hormone levels, we also ran a standard pregnancy panel,” she said, her words measured and clear. “And the test came back positive."

    For a moment, the words didn’t land. They floated in the air like dust in the sunlight.

    Positive.

    Pregnancy panel.

    Then, all at once, they crashed into him.

     

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    Shane Hollander discovers he is pregnant while at the hospital after getting hit in the ice by Marleau in a Boston vs. Montreal Match and after inviting Ilya Rozanov to his cottage.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Five years ago, Ilya and Shane were building something fragile, pieced together from long days, small comforts, and a future they believed they still had time for. Until it ended.

    Now Ilya has climbed the ranks of the mafia, commands a region of his own, and knows better than to show weakness in rooms full of dangerous men.

    Then someone else walks in, with Shane at his side. He is polished, untouchable, and no longer Ilya’s.

    Shane says he left because it didn’t work out.

    Ilya knows he’s lying.

     

    Or: A mafia reunion fic about old debts, quiet sacrifices, dangerous men, and a love that endures, even when there is nowhere left for it to be safe.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    The club is like one big entity, pulsing and alive and intense. Shane recalls the bleached hair of the woman who was dancing up on Ilya— his love, the man he loves, the man he ran away from— and the way he looked at Shane while it was happening. Ilya didn't look happy. He looked painfully resentful, if anything. The color of the lights flashing across Ilya's pale skin and his classic, hardened, slavic stare; the one that intimidated most people, but made Shane weak in the knees. The way his shirt hugged his muscles (his biceps, specifically), and the way Shane loved to bite into them while Ilya folded him into positions Shane didn't even know he was flexible enough to do—

    Fuck.

    Then, Shane recalls the pain in Ilya's striking, pleading cerulean eyes. The pain that Shane had put there, and then left him behind with.

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    Ilya feels helpless to the love that Shane denies him. Somewhere in Montreal at a night club, Ilya ends up losing his autonomy, and almost loses his life along with it.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”

    “Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.

    He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.

    A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    — Do you know what you need? — Rose interrupted, resting her elbows on the table. — A boyfriend they hate.

    — What?

    — I'm serious. Think about it. Imagine their faces if you showed up at home with an alpha they'd never seen before, without asking anyone's "opinion" — she said, making air quotes with her fingers. — And on top of that, one with all the characteristics they hate. They'd be furious, but they'd have to swallow it. It would be perfect revenge.

    — You forgot just one tiny detail: I don't have a boyfriend. And even if I did, unfortunately my taste is very similar to theirs. If they hate him, I probably will too.

    Rose took another sip of her coffee, observing him over the cup with that expression Shane knew all too well.

    — And who said it has to be real?

    — No. Absolutely not.

    Or: The one where Shane's alpha sisters are a bit controlling because he's the only omega in the family, and so he starts a fake relationship with Ilya just to annoy them.

    English version. Text originally published in Brazilian Portuguese.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander has spent his entire career in careful control - of his image, his privacy, and the parts of himself he wasn’t ready to share with the world. One leaked conversation strips all of that away overnight, and what’s left in its wake is a locker room that’s turned on him, a coaching staff that wants him gone, and an organization that has decided the easiest solution is to make him disappear quietly.

    Ilya has been in the league now long enough to understand that some things are too dangerous to want. He has his career, his team, and the laws of his home country to think about. He has very good reasons to keep his distance from Shane Hollander and the storm currently surrounding him. But he’s never been good at doing what he should do.

    A story about what it costs to have everything taken from you - your privacy, your safety, your right to tell your own story - and what it looks like to slowly, painstakingly, build something real in the wreckage. About two people who have been circling each other for years finally running out of room to keep pretending. About found family, hostile ice, and the difference between the life you survived and the one you actually get to live.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    It's the story of a lifetime. Two of the worlds greatest hockey prospects, the top two picks of their NHL draft, the most anticipated rivals in hockey history; taken in broad daylight. Their kidnapping becomes insanely public when their captors start broadcasting their torment for the entire internet to see. Their families, the police, the world, all of them watch with bated breath as they wait to see if the two young men will make it back home alive.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    When a feral alpha collapses on Shane’s doorstep, instinct collides with fear. Marked by scent, drawn by something neither of them can name, they circle each other in a fragile truce that feels dangerously like fate.

     
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    Shane is an omega with a complicated past, Ilya is a feral alpha who is way too obsessed with him, and what follows involves scent-marking, unresolved feelings, sexual tension, buried secrets and so much emotional damage.

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