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    Andrew is off at college and Neil is back in Columbia finishing his senior year of high school. It’s fine. Nothing bad is going to happen in the short time apart. Neil is an idiot but he has survived alone for a long time before he met Andrew. It is going to be fine.

    Atleast, that’s what he keeps telling himself and for some reason it feels like lying.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    Andrew is just trying to get through his last year of undergrad. He’s overwhelmed with tests, grad school applications, an internship at the county courthouse, and a thesis that he hasn’t even started yet. Everything goes downhill in one fell swoop and obviously it’s all Nicky’s fault.

    Or a college au where Andrew is just trying to get his shit together, Nicky constantly invites chaos, and Neil is a candy covered apple that’s far too tempting to ignore and is definitely going to rot Andrew’s teeth out

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    20 Jul 2026

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    Neil is a nerd, Andrew is a professional Exy player. Between coffee, bookstores and Exy, will they find what they want?
    Featuring sassy!Neil, amused Andrew and a tired Aaron.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    “It’s called Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder,” Dr. Kumar explained, “It comes from repeated exposure to emotional and physical trauma that the victim has no control over.”

    Neil ignored the word victim and tried to focus on the word trauma. “How do I get rid of it?”

    Dr. Kumar didn’t look at him with pity, guilt, or any of the other baseless emotions people often gave him.

    “You don’t,” She said, “But I can teach you how to live with it.”

    or Neil learns how to live rather than just survive

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    20 Jul 2026

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    Andrew tells Neil to experiment with his sexuality and Neil is having absolutely none of it.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    Andrew had just left Juvie, at 15, and nothing in his future called him, until he met a boy running from a wild dog and saved him.
    That boy gave Andrew the home he never had, until external forces separated them.
    For years, Neil worried about Andrew, only finding his whereabouts after Andrew joined the Foxes.
    For Andrew's safety, Neil kept his distance, but now, with Neil signing with the Palmetto Foxes can those two finally reunited and live the life they were meant to? Or are the ghosts from the past too strong to let them walk out of the darkness?

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    20 Jul 2026

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    “So… who was that?” Nicky said with a teasing tone, after Andrew had stood there for a beat too long, watching Neil’s retreat.

    Andrew did not have the energy to deal with him. He just sat down heavily and scooped his now melted ice cream into his mouth. Aaron kicked Andrew’s shin and glared at him.

    Andrew sighed. He hated how pushy his family was sometimes, “We were in juvie together.”

    “Are you going to tell us his name? He seems nice. He’s gorgeous,” Allison said matter of factly.

    Andrew just stared at her, debated answering, he didn’t like Allison, “Neil.”

    “So are you two-“

    “No,” Andrew bit out, less his answer to the question but more to the question itself. Neil was none of their business.

    “But that’s not-“

    “No,” Andrew said again, his tone sharp.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    Neil Josten and Andrew Minyard had met when Neil was Stefan and Minyard was Doe. Now, years later, Neil is recruited to join the Palmetto State Foxes and play with the only person who has ever really known him.

    Or, the fic where Neil and Andrew knew each other pre-canon. I have read all of those fics and need more!

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    20 Jul 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 81

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    After Andrew Doe and Abram finally meet again, now as Andrew Minyard and Neil Josten, Andrew wasn't ever letting go again. He wouldn't let his Rabbit run again. Neil didn't think he could make himself anyway.

    Six years apart makes for a lot to catch up on. Neither boy is the same as they once were, but the foundation was already strong. They trusted each other and would face whatever was thrown at them together: crappy relationships between their found-family members, serial killer fathers, the mafia, the exy season, or Riko fucking Moriyama.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    Andrew Minyard hasn't been able to get the mystery of a boy out of his head since he left him with nothing but the words "thank you, you were amazing," and a kiss.

    Even now, with a whole country and four years between him and California, he can't help but wonder and want. There are too many memories that now seem hollow, too many questions that he knows he'll never get to ask.

    And then Abram limps into the Foxhole Court.

    - or -

    Andrew and Abram meet in California, only for him to be wrenched away by the Moriyamas - until he shows up at PSU four years later.

    ( inconsistent updates )

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    20 Jul 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 67

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    It has been six months since Andrew Doe (now Minyard) was released from juvie. Two weeks since he killed Aaron's mother. And Andrew was still counting down the minutes of the day, waiting for the inevitably of death, when he encounters a strange boy with a scarred face and borderline illegal blue eyes sitting in his seat on his way into German class.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    "The red string had always been there.
    While everything else changed, that was the only constant in his life. It was something only he could see, a thick string that nothing could sever firmly attached to his little finger."

    Or: the one where Andrew can see the red string that connects him to his soulmate, but does nothing about it until, one day, he finds himself following it.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    Another Soulmate AU where Neil and Andrew can feel each other's pain and how the Foxes find out.

    Or: my take on the Baltimore incident because I can't seem to get enough of it.

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    20 Jul 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 97

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    Andrew Minyard doesn’t want anything to do with his soulmate, until he does.

    OR: a quick flick through important parts of the foxhole court, from Andrew’s POV.
    Plus a soulmate AU where the colour you see relates to how close your soulmate is to death.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    The first time O’Malley saw the kid was in a low-level underground gambling ring, walls crawling with asbestos and next to every bastard inside armed with something sharp if not something packed with warped metal and gunpowder.

    He couldn’t have been more than thirteen, but he surveyed the crowd of the room with years more experience than he should have. There were scars cutting across exposed bits of skin, sick looking in the light of the place and stretching hotel-bible-page-thin over crooked bones.

    He was a wispy thing. Nothing more than a scrap of a boy stitched together. O’Malley was half-convinced a strong wind might blow him over, but the kid turned, those quick and clever eyes burning across the room and O’Malley could recognize that sort of fight instinct.

    He saw him again half a year later in Northern Florida.

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    On the run with his mother, Neil (before he took the name) put his talents to use in underground gambling rings to make some quick cash. It's a past not half-so-easy to walk away from as Nathan's death was.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    After the events of Baltimore, the FBI convinces Nathaniel to join the Witness Protection Program at least until the rest of his father’s people have been arrested or found.

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    He puts Neil Josten to rest along with the memories of the Foxes. Locks the box containing the last year of his life up and tucks it back behind the thousands of other things he’s hidden from himself over the years. Another life left behind, another name and another story tucked away.

    His father is dead, he’s going to tear everything he left behind apart. He’s won, hasn’t he? Done what his mother had always deemed impossible. He’s outlived the monster and he’s as free as he’ll ever be now.

    Eyes shut on a hospital bed in the city he hates, Nathaniel is swallowed by his sorrow and his shoulders shake with a pain he will never be allowed to let go of.

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    AKA - the one where Neil hides.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    "If you're taking requests, maybe the foxes reacting to soft andreil?"

    Overprotective boyfriends, overly nosy teammates, and the intersections therein.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    Neil goes down in the first quarter, and he goes down hard.

    Kevin knows the signs of a panic attack all too well. Convincing Neil to trust that the Foxes will hold the line while he recovers? That's the tricky part.

    Maybe they think Kevin is going soft; maybe that's not such a bad thing after all.

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    20 Jul 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 95

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    Nathaniel Wesninski – or Neil Josten, according to the forged papers Andrew procured for him - was more trouble than he was worth.

    This was the mantra Andrew repeated to himself as he stalked across his study to where Neil waited for him, slouched on his couch with a false nonchalance that said, I’m sitting like this by choice, and not because I’ve lost too much blood to keep myself upright. He flinched as Andrew approached, but stilled when Andrew seized his chin between his thumb and forefinger, turning Neil’s face from side to side to inspect the damage. It was as though Andrew’s touch melted something stiff and glacial in Neil’s core, and he visibly softened, reassured by Andrew’s protective grip.

    Neil showed none of the fear or anger one might expect from someone Andrew had recently pulled, unconscious, from a car full of bullets and corpses.

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    20 Jul 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 79

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    Neil and Andrew's first meeting, love at first sight?

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    20 Jul 2026

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