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we don't settle for depression on a friday night by PredictingShitLineByLine
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
16 Jun 2026
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Ilya is fighting his way through a depressive episode, but he's trying to do it alone. His friends won't let him.
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17 Jun 2026
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(16. Morning, 742 words) TW: depression
--Mornings are sometimes particularly hard for Ilya. He’s never explained why to Shane, but the longer they’re together, the more Shane sees without asking.
He sees the way Ilya sometimes lies there, unmoving, staring at the ceiling long before the alarm goes off. He sees the distance in his gaze. The longing. The slight trembling in his hands. He sees the way Ilya will turn away from him so he doesn’t notice the sheen to his eyes, that he’s starting to cry. That his chest is heavy and that he’s carrying a weight that’s not his to bear. That Ilya doesn’t know how to fix it; that he thinks something is wrong with him.
Shane sees every crack in his armor and loves him all the same.
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- Part 29 of hollanov microfics collection
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16 Jun 2026
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Know Me Or Not by fizzseed
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Mar 2026
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“You okay?” Shane asks quietly. His hand brushes against Ilya’s forehead. Ah.
Shane thinks he is sick.
He has never been around for this part before — it’s never hit him in the cottage during the summers, and Ilya’s been better since they moved in together. He smiles. It gets harder by the day to hide from Shane, who is so open with his own struggles and emotions, who lets Ilya comfort him and distract him when things get too much.
“I’m fine, sweetheart.”
Ilya goes through his first depressive episode since marrying Shane.
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09 Jun 2026
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Help, I'm alive by Amiera for DoubleApple
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 May 2026
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“Let me do everything.” Shane slowly helped Ilya out of his clothes.
Shane kneeled beside the tub, grabbed a wet cloth, and carefully washed Ilya’s arms. There was no rush; only the soft sound of the water surrounded them.
“Shane.” Ilya pulled away slightly. “You shouldn’t be doing this.”
“I want to.” Shane desperately wanted to make Ilya feel better. He wanted to erase the shame he knew Ilya felt for needing help. To show him that it was okay not to be okay. That he was still deserving of love no matter what.
Or, Shane is there for Ilya during a depressive episode
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- Part 6 of Amiera's Hollanov
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08 Jun 2026
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Ottawa Centaurs Gone Wild by hematoma47
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
26 May 2026
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Ottawa Cens my beloved boys…
Various chatfics that are loosely (or not at all) tied together in my heated rivalry/game changers universe!
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Moments by BrookeSHodges
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
25 May 2026
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Yuna Hollander was not sure anyone would love Shane the way he deserved. That anyone would stay long enough to get past the anxiety that surrounded his heart and truly know him. And then she saw Ilya Rozanov with her boy and everything changed.
Yuna's POV for Ch 1- all other chapters will be either Ilya or Shane's POV.
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- Part 1 of Yuna & David's Observations Series
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25 May 2026
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The Cens, The Ilya, and The Shane by scintaellating
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
03 Jun 2026
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20 May 2026
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Ilya tsks. “Yes, I give a shit about Marleau. If it was anywhere else… I wouldn’t be able to call and threaten his new captain. But it’s you.”
Shane breathes that in. There’s something complex in that sentence that he can’t even begin to unpack. But it’s you.
“I’ll take care of him, Rozanov. You have my word. I look out for my team.”
Ilya sighs softly. “I know you do, Hollander.” His voice is different now. The jig is up. He hesitates but forces the words out of his mouth. “I’m glad it’s you.”aka
Cliff Marleau gets traded to Montreal and suddenly Shane's teammates with Ilya's best friend. Right as they adjust to the new dynamics, Ilya gets traded too. Shane and Ilya decide to see what it would've been like to flirt and fall in love in front of their team, in front of their friends.
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- Part 1 of play for the same team
- Part 3 of ilya_and_pasta completed fics
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14 May 2026
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Hollanov vs. the Ottawa WAGs by sillylittlepal
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
02 Feb 2026
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09 May 2026
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healing isn’t linear, but I can hold you tight along the way by cursedsummerchild
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
07 May 2026
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Luca knows healing isn’t linear. He knows this. His therapist has said this, Terry has said this, Nico has said this, Wyatt, Troy and Harris has said this. Hell, even Ilya has said this. Still, as he sat on the bathroom floor, he couldn’t help but feel like he had failed and disappointed everyone by just being sat there.
Luca relapses, and calls Ilya. Ilya holds him, making sure he doesn’t fall apart through the night.
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- Part 8 of The Accidental Revelations of Luca Haas
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08 May 2026
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04 May 2026
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Stay out of my love life by broccolisupremacy
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Apr 2026
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Luca is aroace, the team wants to help him find someone to hook up or fall in love with, he does not appreciate it.
Roz is going two for two with people coming out to him walking home from a bar (more or less).No AI used, it's all me baby (esp. the crashout).
Rated teen for language.Bookmarked by Random_v_z
03 May 2026
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the line between a house and a home by dharmaa
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Apr 2026
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The Ottawa Centaur's plane needs to do an emergency landing. Between scared partners and teammates Ilya takes young Luca Haas under his wing and tries his best to make him feel better.
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03 May 2026
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the hollander-rozanov home for rookies by orange_salad
Fandom Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
28 May 2026
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02 May 2026
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re: hi by fleezerweezer
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
30 May 2026
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02 May 2026
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Time. Stops. by ibumblebee
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 May 2026
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When Shane opens his eyes again they are so kind and warm, but swimming in tears.
“I have never told anyone this.”
“Shane, just tell me, please.”
“It’s about… It’s about what you told me. About your mom.”
Dread fills Ilya, ice cold in his veins. “Shane, you are scaring me.”
“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to.” Shane takes a deep breath, hand still pressed against Ilya’s cheek, eyes locked into his.
“Ilya. When I was eighteen, I tried to kill myself.”or, Shane tells Ilya he tried to kill himself and suddenly Ilya is more scared then he has ever been in his entire life. He didn't know he needed to fear this. But Shane won't let him drown in it. They will take care of each other.
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02 May 2026
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Enemy Lines by winter_ninja
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Jun 2026
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“Why the fuck do you care what happens to Rozanov?”
Shane doesn’t answer.
He’s already running for the Raiders’ locker room.
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Or, Ilya has a panic attack in the Raiders' locker room after getting a phone call from his brother telling him about his father’s death.
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27 Apr 2026
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Boston and Montreal know that they are friends marlow and sveta and parents know true Hayden suspects.
Ilya panic attack because dead father
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re: hi by fleezerweezer
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Apr 2026
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At eleven years old Ilya Rozanov's class is given an assignment:
They will be randomly paired with a student at another school in Canada via email. In order to get full credit on the assignment, they must send at least five emails back and forth and gather enough information to write their project.
After seven years, Ilya is pretty sure he's done enough for 100%
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Shane and Ilya sending emails throughout the years. What happens when they meet?
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- Part 1 of re: hi
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21 Apr 2026
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Operation Get Roz a SAP by dntat for Lanabean
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
18 Apr 2026
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Bood: And what would this person need to get Roz to settle down?
Roz: must be most beautiful person you have ever seen
Roz: very funny but does not know they are funny
Roz: and suck dick like their life depends on itOr: The Centaurs know that Roz is sad, and probably a little lonely. So they do their best to set him up with someone who matches his specific list of requirements. What they don't know is that their captain has already found that person.
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20 Apr 2026
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Ilya Rozanov's Guide to Reinforcing the Closet by pink_starfish
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Apr 2026
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“Are you… are you saying that you want to be in a relationship with Shane Hollander?” The room held a sort of tension, like everyone in it was holding their breath, waiting for Ilya to vehemently deny it.
The reporter had taken his words in the complete opposite way than Ilya had meant them, but he supposed he was too committed to stop now. “Of course not.”
“Of course.” The reporter parroted, laughing nervously.
“Obviously, we are already in a relationship.”
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In Ilya’s rookie season, he impulsively jokes about dating Shane to an invasive reporter. Then, he just… keeps doing it, since publicly announcing it enough times that everyone writes it off as a joke is a great way to hide a clandestine relationship.
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- 1/1
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15 Apr 2026