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    No one realized Daryl wasn’t a girl when he was born. To be fair, how they were supposed to realize the wailing newborn was male when there was no male genitalia was something that could be reasonably confusing.

    In which Daryl was born with a pussy, but is otherwise completely male, he has a lot of hang-ups and angst about it, and Rick Grimes is a saint who is too perfect to be real.

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    18 Jun 2026

  2. Rec *

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    Soulmarks are supposed to be a blessing, or so people say. Shane disagrees.
    They appear as the first words your soulmate will ever speak to you, written on your skin in your soulmate's handwriting.
    But Shane's is a simple and underwhelming "ok." So mundane he has long since stopped noticing the words when they're spoken to him.

    "I'm not sure you're supposed to smoke here" Shane said as he approached the Russian player.
    "Ok"

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    14 Jun 2026

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    Shane is twelve when he realizes he can understand Russian.

    Or, in a world where you can understand whatever language(s) your soulmate speaks, it takes Shane and Ilya an embarrassing amount of time to realize they’re soulmates.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    Deep down inside his soul, Shane is a bottomless pit of want. He wants more. More time, more Rozanov. He wants Rozanov to want him back just as badly. It’s too bad that Rozanov doesn’t seem to want anything from him at all.

    It doesn’t matter. He’ll deal with it, just like he always does, because he has to. Even if he isn’t so sure he can anymore.

    OR: After the MLH Awards in Vegas, Shane and Ilya hook up. What if it went a little bit differently?

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    06 Jun 2026

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    “Ah.” Ilya laughed humorlessly. “So it’s you that is in a coma. That must be why you texted me, Hollander. Needed a little excitement in your boring life with Connor, yes?”

    “Fuck you, Rozanov. I never should have come here.”

    “No, you shouldn’t have.” Ilya took another step closer. Shane had nowhere to go; if Ilya moved forward an inch, he could press Shane’s body against the side of the SUV with his own. “Now we’re going to do something we’ll both probably regret,” Ilya said softly.

    ~

    Or: Shane is dating someone unexpected. Ilya doesn’t take it well.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    “Fuck, that’s good. You feel so good,” Shane moans above him.

    He pulls him down again, and this time he holds him there, his hands firm on Ilya’s head. Instinctively, Ilya fights it, his throat spasming around the intrusion, and he tries to pull off, but Shane holds him there.

    “Ah, ah. No. That’s not how you say it’s too much. You tap my leg, remember?”

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    Immediate sequel to 'I Keep Telling Myself, I'm not the Desperate Type'
    Stoner frat boy Ilya x cool, jock Shane

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    01 Jun 2026

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    Shane steps closer, standing between Ilya’s legs. “I guess that explains it, hm? You don’t have to be confident or good when you’re packing that, do you? You just let people use your big,” Shane accentuates the word by leaning down and touching Ilya’s cock for the first time, only it’s not a caress or a stroke, it’s a rude poke that makes Ilya’s cock jerk in the air, “cock, however they want to? Is that it? Just a thick, fat cock for people to ride when you get too fucking stupid to do anything else?”

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    Uni AU, loser, stoner frat bro Ilya, pining after popular, jock Shane

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    01 Jun 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 85

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    Ilya took a final look at the oxygen tank. Use it for emergencies, Nathan said. If Shane starts struggling for breath, use this emergency oxygen to support him.

    Ilya knew, before they’d even left the hospital, where he was going to keep the tank. Right beside the bed, on Shane’s side. Ilya knew, after Nathan gave him a demonstration, how to use the tank if he needed to.

    He hoped he wouldn’t have to. That Shane would be okay.

    “I love you, Ilya,” Shane whispered against Ilya’s hot skin. “Thank you for taking care of me.”

    “Moya lyubov,” Ilya kissed him again. “Ya tebya lyublyu.”

     

    OR, where shane comes home and ilya takes care of him during his recovery.

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    28 May 2026

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    Shane
    Last chance. Take your tank top back.

    Lily
    no, it's a fucking gift
    keep it

    Shane
    Fine.
    I'll show you what I do with gifts from alphas like you.

    Lily
    what the hell is that supposed to mean???
    hollander
    fuck

    Shane doesn't get injured after Tampa, and Ilya breaks up with him to save both their hearts. (Un?)Fortunately for Ilya, Shane isn't letting him go without a fight.

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    17 May 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 14

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    He fake scoffed, rolling his eyes to cover the obvious adoration in them. "You can't pull the choking thing into this when you know it's fool proof."

    "Where did all these fake, stupid rules come from? It felt good, yes? You came?" Ilya nodded with finality, not waiting for Shane to answer. "So I win."

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    15 May 2026

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    The first time Ilya coughed up a flower, he was kneeling over a toilet in the penthouse of the Fontainebleau Las Vegas, for entirely the wrong fucking reason to be kneeling over a toilet in Vegas. 

    There was no point in trying to pretend it wasn’t happening. He wasn’t an idiot. Hadn’t he seen his own mother waste away, coughing up clumps of clean white chamomile stained shocking scarlet? Hadn’t he known, on some level, that he was fated to follow in her footsteps one day, to throw his entire heart and soul into loving a person who would never — could never — love him back?

    No, Ilya knew what this was. He also knew he’d never set foot on the ice again if anyone found out. 

    Blindly, he reached for the toilet paper, wiped his mouth, and then flushed the whole thing. Petals, too. He didn’t want to know what kind they were. Pizdets. It should’ve been a fucking maple leaf. 

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    the Hanahaki AU, in which Ilya loves Shane Hollander’s stupid face so much it makes him sick (literally)

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    13 May 2026

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    "You say you don’t want this. You say you can't. And still the shirt."

    Shane is quick to protest, not giving himself a second to even consider any alternative. "Look, I don't know what you're trying to prove here but—"

    "Give it back," Ilya instructs, his voice steady and low. "Tell me I am nothing to you, and I let you go."

    It's self-sabotage. Textbook fucking definition. Maybe it's what he needs to give up on this. He just needs to hear Shane say it, that's all.

    ——

    Shane freaks out. Ilya doesn't want him to leave without figuring out exactly how Shane feels about him.

    (aka a post tuna melt scene rewrite where communication isn’t a foreign concept to them)

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    13 May 2026

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    What's a girl to do on a lonely night in Boston? Make a burner account to stan "her" secret boyfriend publicly, no holds barred.

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    12 May 2026

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    So what is the plan now, Mr. Spreadsheet?

    “Honestly I was kind of hoping your consciousness would just click back into your body once I touched you.” Shane scratches the back of his head.

    You treat me like slap bracelet, Ilya complains.

    After a bad hit knocks Ilya’s consciousness out of his body — literally — Shane finds himself sheltering the soul of his decade-long situationship in the back of his head. Turns out it’s a lot harder to keep secrets when you share a body.

    (They definitely still try, though.)

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    12 May 2026

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    Everyone has a soulmate. Your soulmate is your other half - someone who completes your life and makes you feel whole.

    On your sixteenth birthday, you receive your soul-mark: the first words your soulmate will ever say to you. Some people spend their whole lives waiting to hear those words. Others choose not to believe in soulmates at all. Then, there are those who hear their words from the lips of a rival and simply refuse to believe it.

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    What if soulmates existed in the world of Heated Rivalry.

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    09 May 2026

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    Ilya groans as he pushes himself off the couch, popping his back before padding toward the door. He opens the door with the bitchiest expression he can muster, ready to yell at whoever is disturbing his time to mope.

    Until he realizes he is looking at Shane fucking Hollander.

    ~*~*~*~*~*~

    Ilya does not go to the cottage.

    (Shane goes to him instead.)

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    09 May 2026

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    In the end, it takes so little to break Shane...A bad day, a bout of jealousy, and Ilya telling him to get on his knees.

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    09 May 2026

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    Shane rested his forehead against Ilya’s, closing his eyes. “I’m gonna ride you, is that okay?”

    Ilya nipped at his bottom lip. “I don’t know, let me think. This is same as asking me, is Shane Hollander the best hockey player in the world? Obviously yes.”

    And oh, the honest praise was all worth it for the private smile that lit up Shane’s face right then. He kissed Ilya once, slow and sweet. “Shut up,” he murmured, smiling into it. “You’re an asshole.”

    Ilya was a little achy with how happy he was, such a wild contrast to his overwhelming grief only moments ago. “I finally admit you are better than me, and now I am an asshole? I think not, Hollander.” He gripped Shane’s hips and flipped them over, the sound of Shane’s breathy laughter while Ilya kissed him into the mattress like medicine for his soul.

    Episode 5 in depth: the beach, the all-star game, and if Shane and Ilya made love in that hotel room before confessing their love.

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    09 May 2026

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    “Our kid is going to be so spoiled,” Shane groans. “Maybe we’ll learn how to be stricter during camp. It’s long hours and kids need structure.”

    They lay there in silence.

    “I wish I knew you when you were a kid,” Shane admits. “Those pictures of you make me want to cry.”

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    09 May 2026

  20. Rec *

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    Shane’s team gifts him a soulmate reading with renowned soulmate seer Ilya Rozanov. The problem? Shane doesn’t want to know anything about his soulmate. Ilya promises to keep whatever he sees a secret; that way Shane can stay oblivious, the team won’t find out he refused their gift and the reading still gets done. Everyone wins, right? Wrong.
    Guess who turns out to be Shane’s soulmate…

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    04 May 2026

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