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True Colors Shine In Darkness (And In Secrecy) by mr_fybraghbty
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
01 Sep 2025
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Cas swallows again, selfishly holding a bit tighter around the hunter as he mumbles, “I’m just worried about Jack,”.
Lie, Dean detects immediately. He can tell that it’s a lie. He just came in and found Cas crying with the page about himself—that Dean earnestly wrote—in the Bestiary open on the table; what the hell would Jack have to do with that?
Dean next speaks with a gentle suspicion in his voice, sounding not like he’s accusing the angel but instead like he’s opening the floor for him to tell the truth without judgment. “That’s all?” he says softly, voice comforting and familiar by Cas’s ear.
“...Yeah,” Cas says, lying again.
(TLDR: Cas dealing with his secret of the Empty deal, until he can't anymore. Lots of angsty hurt/comfort, tears, feels, and softness.)
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10 Jul 2026
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The Most Stubborn Angel of the Garrison by Angel0ftheLord
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
29 May 2025
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" “And… Can we talk about that goodbye a little bit?”
“No.” was all that Castiel said, and before Dean could even make sense of it, the angel was gone, leaving a very confused Winchester behind. "Cas is back from the Empty, but seems hell-bent on not talking about anything he said to Dean before dying. But it's ok, Dean is handling it like a pro. (Except he really isn't)
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10 Jul 2026
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Dean finds articles implying that their old Mystery Spot experiences might be happening again, and despite Sam's protestations that it's not safe (especially for them, of all people), he and Cas go to check it out.
Occasionally, Dean and Sam are both right. Dean really hates it.
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10 Jul 2026
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It ends with a chasm, and him, swallowed. It ends with, don't do this, Cas.
Castiel has never been very good at following orders.
Cas comes home and gets the happy ending he deserved
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10 Jul 2026
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When Dean dies on a piece of rebar, Billie can’t wait to finally make good on her promise to toss one of the Winchesters into the Empty. However, things take a turn when she discovers that Dean has a soulmate in Heaven, and soulmates always stay together. The problem is, Dean has no idea who his mystery soulmate is. Cas is, of course, ready and willing to help him revisit all his old flames. Cas and Dean take a tour through all his old girlfriends, all the while avoiding the very obvious conclusion that Dean’s soulmate is right in front of him.
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10 Jul 2026
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Sidle Up by notgingerandrude for paradoxical_serendipity
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
23 Jun 2022
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Misha said that Dean was supposed to “sidle up” to Cas in the last episode so here you go.
Thank you to paradoxical_serendipity for being a beta and translating into American!!
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09 Jul 2026
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It’s an accident. He doesn’t mean to do it.
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Dean is drunk and calls Cas. He keeps doing it.
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- Part 12 of Destiel Oneshots
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07 Jul 2026
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Dean and Cas are divorced, but when Cas gets hurt in a car accident, Dean is the only one who can take care of him while he's healing and out of work. What will come from them spending practically 24/7 together for 5 weeks?
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06 Jul 2026
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“Jack’s missing,” his almost ex-husband speaks the words no parent ever wants to hear.
This is a story about two men that have fallen out of love but must come together to get their only child back.
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06 Jul 2026
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Later, when Dean isn’t drunk and numb and pissed off at everything, he’ll think about how fucking nice it was that Cas always dragged his sorry ass all the way to bed instead of dumping him on the floor as soon as they got home.
Later, when he’s something more than a swirling mess of regret and guilt and anger and self-hatred, he’ll wonder how Cas endured a year of this. A year of picking Dean up from bars and clubs and people’s houses; nursing his fight wounds, taking off his shoes, tucking him into bed. Leaving water and painkillers on the nightstand for Dean to wake up to.
That’s later.
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06 Jul 2026
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i'm sure the deadbolt's turned (but, baby, if it weren't) by the_oncoming_stormageddon
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
09 Aug 2024
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The one thing I want, Cas said, is something I know I can’t have.
Dean isn’t sure why he and Cas can’t be together, what’s stopping Cas from just having what they both want. But he figures he’s used up all his miracles just having Cas back, so he’ll be fine. He will be.
Title taken from "Back At Your Door" by Orville Peck and Debbii Dawson
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- Part 59 of alfie's destiel oneshots
- Part 5 of Back At Your Door is a destiel song and I will die on that hill
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06 Jul 2026
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Jack's last act before returning to heaven is returning something that the Winchesters thought they had lost.
Destiel post-confession reunion ficlet for Nov 5
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06 Jul 2026
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Dean's fine, really! Except he hasn't left his room in days, stinks, and can't seem to be able to put that bottle of whisky down. Sam decides to do something about it
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05 Jul 2026
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Castiel gets himself turned into a worm and he can only be cured by true love's kiss. Now, Dean has a lot to think about. At least he would if he didn't stubbornly refuse to think of anything as complicated as his own feelings.
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04 Jul 2026
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Dean Winchester has spent forty-three years being exactly what his father needed him to be. A hunter. A soldier. Then Castiel happened. Then love happened. Then, quietly and against every odd, happiness happened.
And then John Winchester came back from the dead.
John sees the angel watching his son and calls it a threat. Calls him a monster. Dean calls it the best thing that’s ever happened to him- just not out loud. Not yet. Not with his Dad standing right there, waiting to be disappointed.
Cas has been patient. He has been loyal. He has been hidden for long enough.
But when a hunt goes wrong and Dean finally falls apart in front of the one man he has always tried hardest to be strong in front of, some truths have to stop waiting for permission.
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03 Jul 2026
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How dared the writers do that in Despair? Seriously, how? Cas deserves better. Dean deserves better. And if they have to take half a hour off from fighting Chuck, so be it. Sam and Jack are going to make sure Destiel happens. When 33% (soon 25%) of your team is near-insane with self-loathing, things never work out for the best anyway.
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02 Jul 2026
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When Cas suddenly falls sick, Dean starts to really worry.
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02 Jul 2026
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Dean is sick. Has been sick for a few days – ever since they came off their last hunt – and all looks hopelessly bleak as more blood-soaked petals clog his airways. Hanahaki disease is a deadly curse that sees flowers grow and bloom inside a person whose heart is filled with a romantic love for another and the only way to cure it is to have that love returned to them. But Dean is adamant that this person doesn’t love him back and he refuses to speak their name.
If Castiel’s words would impact his condition he would say them loud and proud every day, but that's impossible. There is no way Dean could be in love with a broken-fallen angel. He wishes he was the one who contracted the wretched curse just to take away Dean’s burden, he can't stand watching the man he loves wither and die right before his eyes and will do whatever it takes to see Dean get that cure, even if it means breaking his own heart in the process.
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02 Jul 2026
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Dean's got some weird magic illness. Castiel helps out
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02 Jul 2026
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After having given up all hope, Gabriel finds himself miraculously rescued from Asmodeus' vile clutches. But he is far from healthy and whole, and he can barely care for himself. Gabriel knows that he needs the help of another, but he finds the words almost too painful to speak.
Sam knows some of what Gabriel endured at the hands of a monster. And he also knows that he could never permit another to linger in darkness when there is something that he could do about it. He agrees to Gabriel's reluctant request, and then proceeds to show the archangel that anything is possible, if you only have a little faith.
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30 Jun 2026