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Anathema
noun. Someone or something intensely disliked or loathed.
noun. One that is cursed by ecclesiastical authority.John MacTavish had always been a man of faith.
Why, then, did he allow himself to fall for a man?Bookmarked by ReneSe
20 Jun 2026
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“Missed me,” Ghost crackles in his ear. Warm, teasing. A tone that Soap is almost certain is reserved for him.
Soap scoffs. "Prove it."
“Aw,” Ghost tuts. “Don’t trust me?”
No one I trust more, Sir. He doesn’t say it. Not that he isn’t sure Ghost already knows; if he’s even half as inhumanly perceptive as everyone gives him credit for, then he has to know, has to feel that tangible presence orbiting between them. (The direct acknowledgement of this entity feels too unshakably taboo. A point of no return that takes the shape of something gnarly; a feral elephant in the room that threatens to maul one or both of them down if addressed.)
“Bastard,” he grumbles instead. Wonders if his voice is as thick with affection over the com as it sounds spoken aloud. Would it matter, if it was?
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[smut all the way down with a healthy dose of yearning]
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13 Jun 2026
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The Bludgeonings of Chance by toomanybats for SoUsernamesHaveThePotentialToBe40Letters
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
19 Jun 2026
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Soap feels a little nervous, always does with a new specimen, especially one who presents a whole helping of the unknown. He glances down again at the manifest in front of him:
Specimen 22147.
Species: Unknown
Appearance: Subject to change
Height: Varies
Language: Unknown
Threat Level: High
Name: Unknown, assigned name 'Ghost' during retrievalWell Ghost, Soap thinks as he stands with the crack of popping joints and faces the doors of the mooring ship, welcome to Knoll.
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26 May 2026
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Not for Naught by Thanatopsiturvy for Celestial_Shadow
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
24 May 2026
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John MacTavish has a bit of a problem.
Sure, he has a good life: an attractive mate, a nice house, a solid job. He's an alpha doing everything alphas are expected to do. Except for one thing...
He only enjoys being with other alphas. He needs it. He craves it.
After a year of using a notorious alpha-for-alpha hookup app, John matches with a man who is about to disrupt everything he thought he knew about himself, the world, and what it means to be different.
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24 May 2026
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do not enter (is written on the doorway) by angelmilk (flyby2)
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
29 Mar 2026
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as it turned out, simon riley— the ghost of the battlefield, the spectre that haunted nightmares, the six feet of grit and whiskey that wore a skull mask when he was ripping out intestines— slept with a teddy bear tucked in his arms under the sheets.
and soap hates the damned thing.
soap isn’t the only one in ghost’s bed. he decides to do something about it
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- Part 5 of angelmilk’s ghostwhump
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31 Mar 2026
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Ghost invites Soap to his Manchester flat while they’re both on leave.
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15 Mar 2026
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When Soap keeps coming back from leave covered in bruises, it's clear there's something wrong. It's down to Ghost to figure out what's going on - and how to help Soap. He's out of his depth but it becomes clear that he's Soap's only hope. Can he help him, and can Soap heal from what's been done to him?
(Spoiler alert - the answer is yes. We're all about the happy endings here, folks!)
Picks up just after the events in Verdansk, 2019, weaves through canon and ultimately serves as a fix it for the canon ending of MWIII.
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07 Mar 2026
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An alternate first meeting, where Ghost and Soap meet each other in the field under infinitely worse circumstances than either of them would have liked:
Ghost wakes up in a pit under a building with a bomb attached to him, certain he's going to die. Soap, an EOD tech amongst his other specialties, is the only person available to at least try to save him. It should be fraught, and tense, and miserable all around, and it is; a whole lot of Ghost slowly losing his mind while Soap does everything he can to save his life. But it would probably be easier if Ghost wasn't a stress-flirter, and if Soap wasn't the kind of endlessly competent that he loved, and if, by virtue of their situation, they didn't keep ripping open each other's wounds and then patching each other back up again after.
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02 Mar 2026
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Soap always knew Ghost was a dog person. He just never understood the full extent of it.
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13 Feb 2026
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Johnny's a delinquent not worth setting up with your pals. Fit to die alone, childless, beating his meat to his superior officer.
One late night call later, Soap and Ghost are spending their leave together in Manchester days before new years.
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- Part 4 of honey oil
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06 Feb 2026
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i lost something in the hills by ArcadeGhostAdventurer
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
03 Mar 2023
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No one has their head screwed on right in 1-4-1.
Soap and Ghost, they are opposites in the way that puzzle pieces are. You have to see them together to get the whole picture, to understand what they are, how they work.
Simon has somatic delusions. Johnny is in love with him.
-This fic has been inspired by Last Layer, by vic-draws-sometimes.
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28 Jan 2026
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"I'll be moving on soon. The problem I was here for is dealt with. As my best customer I figured you should know."
A confusing mix of emotions rises in Soap at that, muddies his thoughts like disturbed silt. His nostrils flare as he snorts, lowering his muzzle so the knight cannot see the unhappy twist of his wide mouth. His ears press back. He'll admit keeping himself fed has been a lot easier with the knight's semi-weekly delivery; he hasn't had to hunt, lure, or trick for his meals in ages. But Soap has lived for many, many long years, and knows he will not go hungry.
He's…sad, he realizes. Upset that he will no longer be able to catch a glimpse of this knight, with his golden hair and masked face. He's grown accustomed to it, dare he say looks forward to their routine, even though the knight has only ever spoken to him the last time he was here.
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27 Jan 2026
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A month before meeting him, Ghost dreams about Johnny. About the bullet in his head. His blood on the floor. And his weight in Ghost’s lap as he tries to find a pulse.
Soap is brash, childish, and mouthy. Ghost has only had him for a day, but if anything happened to him, he would kill everyone in the room and then himself.
Another MW3 fix-it because there can frankly not be too many.
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25 Jan 2026
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this great, unstable mass of blood and foam by orphan_account
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
19 Jan 2023
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Ghost is convinced, in this moment, that he’ll never be warm again; he doesn’t think he’s ever known real warmth before Johnny Mactavish crawled into his bed and his heart.
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02 Jan 2026
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Ghost knew it the instant he saw the kid. Fresh-faced and cheeks as-yet untouched by a razor. Small, though he works hard enough to make up for it, excels through sheer bloody force of will.
He should speak up, get someone looking at his file and double check. The boy will be kicked out when they find the same truth Ghost feels in his gut, coiling and hot. Not his fault he's got a nose for it. Shark smelling blood in the water.
Soap gets into SAS selection at 16 and finds himself a mentor.
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19 Dec 2025
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How do you tell a dog from an SAS sergeant?
Soap's been trying to think of a punchline, but so far, all he's got is a dog’s gotta shit in the woods and bury it slightly more often than an SAS Sergeant.
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13 Dec 2025
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Riley's heart beats for him. Riley's lungs breathe for him. Everything that Riley does is for him.
MacTavish just has to see how good Riley is being. How useful.
But Riley will keep doing all of it even if he doesn't.
or: obsessed stalker yandere ghost and mactavish who finds that he's very into it
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11 Dec 2025
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“Let’s solve ourselves a new case, eh DI?”
“Fucking hell,” Ghost mutters and decides to keep walking.
DI Simon Riley is transferred to Banff - a small, coastal town in Scotland, located on the beautiful North Sea. Only problem is the assigned loudmouth of a Sergeant, John MacTavish, and the fact that his first murder victim is a funeral director, found in a coffin in his own funeral home.
Riley hates both, loudmouths and coffins. Sheperd, his former boss in Manchester, has a lot of explaining to do. Why this town? And why this case?
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23 Nov 2025
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r/relationship_advice
u/notsas95 • 1hin love with my commanding officer?? what do i do
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In which Soap is drunk and desperate, and Reddit is the key to all knowledge.- Language:
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21 Nov 2025
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"Close now. Remember the rules?" Ghost talks loud to be heard, but his voice rumbles low and deeper through him than the engines and their repetitive noise, an edge there that Soap can’t put his finger on, reminiscent of how he sounds when Price tightens their leash.
"There are no rules," he echoes their earlier conversation, but relents as Ghost narrows his eyes. "Forty-eight hours. I'm late, I fail. I'm caught, I fail. I die to some random animal attack or 'cause I break my ankle, I fail and ye won't come find me. That about it?"
Soap has some things to work out. Ghost is happy to help.
Neither is prepared for just how far they'll go.Bookmarked by ReneSe
26 Sep 2025