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More Troubles Than Minutes In A Year by way_too_many_fandoms
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
20 Apr 2025
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Neil was supposed to be at the top of his game, everything was looking up for him and the Foxes. So why can't he seem to leave his room?
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Neil opens up too much to Bee, and it has consequences.
Why has talking become so hard now?– Selective mutism
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He'd never hurt Neil in such a visible place until this day, and if whatever had snapped in him drove him to give up the pretense of the picture-perfect Wensninski family, then staying under his roof was not an option anymore for him, not if Neil wanted to live.
He had to run.
Or, where Neil escapes to his coach's place for shelter from Nathan's temper but discovers he wasn't the only one who'd thought to do the same, finding his boyfriend-not-boyfriend and his childhood friend there.
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Neil Josten didn't understand why someone would actively try to harm themselves. Until he did. After spending his entire life running away from death, he suddenly seems to be spiraling down towards it.
His twisted body is slipping in and out of reality and if making himself bleed is the only way to feel real again, is it really that bad?
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Or: where Neil deals with his trauma by biting himself while being completely oblivious to the harm he's putting himself through.
But it's okay cause the foxes are there to help him :]- Language:
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Bookmarked by River5
28 May 2026
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Absolutely amazing, hurt but lots of comfort as well, self harming Neil Josten, suicide attempt
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Neil is feeling unwell. He seeks comfort from Matt.
It was late at night. Neil stood in the kitchen, deep in thought but still with one ear alert for any movement of his roommates. He shifted from foot to foot, hands digging into his sore neck.