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  1. Public Bookmark 31

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    Dan and Phil have spent sixteen years denying they're together.

    Then their PR team suggests they stop.

    It's only supposed to be a publicity stunt:
    Hard-launch a fake relationship, promote their new podcast and finally stop worrying about every touch and every shared hotel room.

    Pretending should be easy. After all, they already live together, know each other better than anyone else, and apparently look convincing enough without even trying.

    The difficult part is figuring out where the performance ends...and why neither of them seems particularly eager to find out.

    Or: What if the hardlaunch actually was a PR stunt?

    Or: They are oblivious idiots.

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    2/12
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    23 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 39

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    "Phil was so close. If Dan just kept it up, right there, hard and fast and deep, sending delicious wave after wave of pleasure crashing over him again, and again, and again, Phil would be pushed over the edge into free fall, easily. Phil's mind was going fuzzy around the edges just thinking about how good it felt. So. Close.

    "O-oh, fuck, Dad—"

    Dan's rhythm stalled almost instantly."

    or, phil accidentally calls dan 'dad' in bed.

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    29 Jun 2026

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  3. Public Bookmark *

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    Has Hollander been… sucking other guys' dicks? There’s no way he learnt this all from porn - Ilya wouldn’t be surprised if Hollander had his computer child locked, he seems like the type of prude to faint at the sight of a breast. But he can’t help but notice there’s a self-assuredness to Hollander’s movements now, a far cry from that first instinct driven blowjob he had given back in Toronto.

    or ilya rozanov's descent into madness caused by shane hollander's rapidly improving blow job skills.
    or when shane hollander wants to be the best at something, his dedication knows no bounds. ilya suffers for it

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    15 Jun 2026

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    (Alternate universe)
    After a wild birthday party, a video starts circulating, a video that raises a lot of questions not only for the Phandom, but for Dan and Phil themselves.
    The timing couldn’t be worse: they’re about to begin the Terrible Influence tour, trapped in close proximity with zero chance to escape fan speculation.

    Or Dan and Phil drunkenly make out, get filmed, and now have to figure out what the hell that means for their supposedly platonic friendship - all while trying to survive tour life.

    Or quite some angst, a lot of fluff, and an unhealthy amount of domesticity.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    20 May 2026

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    the hollanov love island au

    I appreciate not everyone watches love island, so I’ll try and explain it as best as I can as we go

    featuring my favourite sassy shane and you’re lucky we’re in public right now ilya combo

    in this universe, love island is r rated and contestants can in fact sleep together on camera - if anyone is from the UK and has watched open house on channel 4, that’s where I’m going with this

    open house: a VERY spicy reality tv show in which the participants very much do have sex on camera

    anyway *clears throat*: this programme contains strong language, and scenes of a sexual nature

    thank you for being here !!

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    Chapters:
    64/64
    Comments:
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    09 May 2026

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    It’s Ilya's turn to watch Shane in action. He doesn’t care who sees his face, but he’s not the one in front of the camera right now so he lets himself lean into his folded arms against the arena fence, keeping his face warm in the cold Canada winter.

    He’ll never get sick of watching this. The way Shane moves on the back of his horse is poetry in motion. It’s as beautiful as Shane is when he’s underneath him, all the walls and barriers toppled over and nothing but open prairie left.

    The way Shane moves in the arena, it’s no wonder the crowd loves him. He is the shining jewel of rodeo, calm and calculated as if each twitch of his muscle is timed perfectly. While Ilya is brash and loud with his movements, Shane’s are so incandescently controlled. How anyone would want to change that in him, clearly does not understand the magic that comes from that man’s limbs.

     

    Or: when two rodeo stars come together as partners and they must keep their love a secret from the world that would tear them down with its teeth if given the chance

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    Chapters:
    30/30
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    01 Apr 2026

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    “Rozanov score…82,” the judge reads.

    The man, Rozanov, sneers, clearly unhappy with the number. He waves off the judges with his hat before stalking out of the rodeo arena. It’s a damn good score for a bareback bronco. Since coming to watch the event, the highest of the night that Shane’s seen so far.

    He knows a killer, hell bent on victory when he sees one and the man with the black shirt, black and turquoise chaps, and the black cowboy hat is the definition of it.

    And Shane wants to meet him.

    Or: when Shane Hollander, rodeo prince, is infatuated with the Russian newcomer who is dead set on snatching his crown

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    Chapters:
    30/30
    Comments:
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    13 Mar 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 5

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    Phil is out of town and Dan is left to his own devices.

    Or, Dan touches himself, and touches himself, and touches himself.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    Kudos:
    42
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    15 Feb 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 81

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    Phil needs a boyfriend for a family gathering.
    Not a real one. Just someone to stop the questions, silence the hopeful glances and prove, once and for all, that he’s doing just fine.

    Dan agrees. Far too easily.

    Or: What’s supposed to be a simple weekend of pretending quickly turns into shared beds, knowing looks, and the uncomfortable realization that playing a role feels a little too natural.

    Or: Phil asks the hot paramedic he met after a very unfortunate glue-eating incident to be his fake boyfriend.

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    Chapters:
    11/11
    Comments:
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    Kudos:
    648
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    10 Feb 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 27

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    Phil Lester bumps into (literally) Dan Howell, a smaller YouTuber that he recognizes, on the rainy streets of London on the first of December. As the month progresses Phil finds himself spending more and more time with Dan, and wonders if that nervous feeling in his stomach is what he thinks it is. Will he be ringing in the New Year single yet again, or will this maybe actually turn into... something worth keeping.

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    Chapters:
    31/31
    Comments:
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    26 Dec 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 62

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    Dan Howell, a semi-successful contributor and one-time model for Attitude magazine is, by all accounts, struggling. So when one of his oldest friends calls with the promise of familiarity and warmth in exchange for help running their hometown community theater’s production of It’s a Wonderful Life, Dan agrees without a second thought. But the past has a way of resurfacing, and it seems like everywhere Dan turns, there is Phil Lester—his old almost-lover, now the local weatherman.

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    Chapters:
    20/20
    Comments:
    167
    Kudos:
    225
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    22 Dec 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 55

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    Phil didn’t intend to start making porn.

    Okay, well, technically he was just editing porn, and not really making it himself, but those little details don’t really matter when you try and tell someone what you’re doing with your summer.

    On his first day on the job, they make him come to the studio.

    He meets Dan.

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    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
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    07 Dec 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 27

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    It’s a good thing it’s dark, because Dan’s definitely blushing. On impulse, he props himself up on one elbow and leans over Phil, hovering. Their eyes meet.

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    some cozy fics related to xmas/winter!

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    Chapters:
    14/14
    Comments:
    96
    Kudos:
    306
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    6,393

    06 Dec 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 4

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    A quick garbage run in some ugly sweats never hurt anyone right? Though Phil never expected to run into a hot neighbor he'd never seen before...

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    Comments:
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    25
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    4
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    304

    03 Dec 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 69

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    When all the guests had arrived and the doors closed, Phil scanned the room again, until finally his eyes found it. The piano rolled out to the right of the altar, and in front of it sat Daniel Howell, flipping through his sheet music.

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    They work for weddings, Dan as a pianist and Phil as a florist.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    9/9
    Comments:
    249
    Kudos:
    267
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    69
    Hits:
    4,198

    24 Nov 2025

  16. Public Bookmark *

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    A lot of things about Dan's life are pretty great. He gets to make the music he wants, he's got a great fanbase, and his manager is his best friend. A few things about his life suck a bit more. He's currently lacking inspiration, he's rather lonely, and he's stuck in a rut.

    Dan's been going to the same coffee shop for years. It's quiet, it's quaint, it's near his home. Most importantly: none of the employees give a shit that's he a world-famous singer. Things change when he meets the new barista.

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    A story about learning to be better at communication and figuring out how to shape your life into something that makes you happy and practicing vulnerability.

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    Chapters:
    51/?
    Comments:
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    08 Nov 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 6

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    Phil Lester quits his lifeless corporate job and decides to move out of his flat and separate from his roommate/best friend of over a decade, to move into a family cabin he has inherited. He is searching for the thing that makes his life start again. But when he meets his only neighbor in a 20-mile radius, and his grandson, everything changes. For better or for worse, for love or for loss. Phil is most definitely in for the adventure of his life.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    20
    Bookmarks:
    6
    Hits:
    666

    05 Nov 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 30

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    Dan never meant to meet anyone at Louise’s party.
    Then Phil showed up.
    All rain-damp hair and easy smiles, and suddenly the night felt different. What begins as awkward small talk turns into something that lingers, even after the rain stops.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    8/8
    Comments:
    16
    Kudos:
    114
    Bookmarks:
    30
    Hits:
    4,160

    03 Nov 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 3

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    A daily challenge for November 2025 of mundane non sexual prompts which I have to turn into a kink thing.
    Find my post explaining in more detail here.

    Words:
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    5
    Bookmarks:
    3

    02 Nov 2025

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    30 Oct 2025

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