SleepySelfLoathing
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My Bad Habits Don't Heal by SleepySelfLoathing
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
17 Oct 2025
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In this timeline, Jayce fails to keep his promise. Viktor, gracious and benevolent, accepts him into the commune with open arms and cures him of all his wounds.
Only, in this timeline, the rune in Jayce’s wrist isn’t acceleration. It’s obstruction.
In this timeline, the healing doesn’t take.
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The Wrong Kind of Wanting by SleepySelfLoathing
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
22 Jun 2025
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Jayce groans. This whole train of thought was supposed to distract him from his body, and here it is, imposing itself unwanted and omnipresent.
Put in the crudest, roughest form, Jayce wants to get on his hands and knees, crawl across the floor, and kneel at Viktor’s feet.
And it’s hard to kneel when his leg is fucked.
A rumination on the subject of bodies and desire, as observed by Jayce Talis at three in the morning.
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The Joys of Collaboration by SleepySelfLoathing
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
09 May 2025
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Hypothesis: With enough effort, it is possible to impregnate a cisgender man by using a strap on.
The root of all scientific discovery is experimentation, and Jayce and Viktor are determined to be very good scientists.
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better than your best by Goldmonger
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary (2026), Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir
15 May 2026
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“Rocky, I’m here, okay? Come back to me, pal, please.”
Of course I will, I think, drawn to that voice, that strange, wobbling voice, which I care about without knowing exactly why, and I should – it makes me angry, not knowing – I should know –
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04 Jun 2026
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The Chain (Keeps Us Together) by ifonlyiwaswittier
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary (2026), Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir
13 May 2026
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“If you could be any astronomical object, what kind of astronomical object would you be and why?”
“Rocky cannot be astronomical object. Rocky can only be Eridian.”
“Humor me, pal, I’m dying of boredom over here.”(or, snapshots of the fourteen days that Rocky and Grace spent making the chain in orbit around Adrian)
Bookmarked by SleepySelfLoathing
01 Jun 2026
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How to Make Like an Airlock and Vent: A Scientific Method by Pokimoko
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary (2026), Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir
09 Apr 2026
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ABSTRACT: Months into their journey to Erid, Grace decides to pass the time and distract his wandering mind by writing a scientific paper. Considering his track record, it’s safe to say that absolutely nothing can go wrong with that.
KEYWORDS: Astrophage, kindness, memory, space exploration, cooperative breeding, grief, friendship
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29 May 2026
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How is he even supposed to respond to that?
Thanks, I’m well aware of how people see me and how they want me. The one fumbling entanglement in the basement of a house party was enough for me though, because she found it weird when I started crying and then got so mad that I wouldn’t scent her that she left.
And I only did it because she smelled so good, like a river, like fresh cut grass, and it made me so jealous I was dizzy with it. I wanted to be her, and I thought that was close enough to wanting her, and it wasn’t, and it took five minutes for my knot to go down after I locked myself in the bathroom to jerk off and I had a panic attack the whole time and then I threw up in the sink and vowed to be celibate for the rest of my life.
“She’s not my type either,” he settles on, maybe more melancholic than he means to be.
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30 Mar 2026
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“Care to explain?” Viktor lifted the object of Jayce’s equal parts horror and arousal into the scathing morning light.
A pretty, pink bunny dress, bows lining the chests, and accented with wisps of white fur.
“I-it’s not for you!“ His voice escaped him an octave higher, the squeak of a man mortally embarrassed by his own offering.
“Eh, that much is quite obvious.” Viktor chuckled knowingly, it would have fallen off him even if he wanted to fit it.
“You know how you said you wanted to try—“ he knew exactly what he meant to say but still insisted on floundering.
Viktor had let it slip one night in the car after dinner with Jayce’s mom. Bathed in the red of the stoplight and molten with wine, it had escaped him like a sudden sneeze.
Jayce wasn’t vanilla but it had still caught him momentarily off guard—so much so he missed the light—when Viktor let out that he wanted to fuck him like a limp, pliant sex doll.
Or, the Christmas, Jayvik, dollification fic that I felt the world was lacking for some reason.
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24 Feb 2026