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  1. Public Bookmark 8

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    Shane gets reeeeeaaallllly sick in the bathroom while out at a party with Ilya. Caretaking ensues.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    A comprehensive guide to writing both queer and het erotic fiction, written by published novelist Quinn Anderson. Includes lists of sexy words, references, and some general writing tips. Please feel free to use without credit.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    Shane rides Ilya. Ilya comes first. Shane does not stop because he was promised a hands-free orgasm. Ilya lies there and takes it like a fucking champion.

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    27 Jun 2026

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    In the aftermath of Shane's acute heat and his unplanned confession, Shane and Ilya navigate changing the public perception of their relationship.

    Scott, meanwhile, is growing tired of keeping his own relationship a secret.

     

    Sequel to Bitter Pine.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    ...and you make me curious.

    Do I make you curious?

    Obviously.

    **********

    Curiosity has been a lifelong trait of Ilya Rozanov. Two months after The Cottage, as he continues to grow his relationship with Shane, the fire of that curiosity burns hotter and brighter. Never one to ignore his impulses, Ilya embarks on a journey to better understand Shane's role in their sexual dynamic, and his own.

    Everyone says, "Curiosity killed the cat."
    But nobody seems to remember the second part of the adage:
    "But satisfaction brought him back."

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    21 Jun 2026

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    10 Jun 2026

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    Rose volunteers for a nonprofit that rescues sex-trafficked omegas, and Shane thinks it's a great cause. He even attends their fundraising galas.

    Then, one night, Rose calls to ask for a favor: She wants Shane to let a recently-rescued male omega live with him. In his apartment.

    His name is Ilya, Rose explains, and the thing is, despite omega hormone levels, he acts and smells just like an alpha. He can't keep staying in an omega group home because he's scaring the other omegas and endangering the staff.

    But he could live with Shane, Rose insists. "You're a big strong alpha hockey player, so he can't intimidate you physically. But also he needs to feel safe, which he can with you, because you're not like other alphas." She pauses. "You know?"

    By which she means Shane has never had a full rut, his scent glands barely work, he can't form a knot, and he has no interest in sticking his dick in anyone. Which, whatever. It's fine.

    But if being a failure as an alpha means he can help this omega, Ilya, who's apparently as much of a biological anomaly as Shane is…

    Shane says yes.

    And maybe it's a stupid decision. But he knows that it's also the right one.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    Plagued with the issues of his family past and present, Ilya Rozanov finds himself in the media's eyes for all the wrong reasons recently with no end in sight. When the team decides enough is enough with the drinking and whoring, Ilya is suddenly faced with a new issue to tackle—a personal calming omega hired by the team: Shane Hollander. Shane is up for the task of getting the Russian alpha under control for the season, but are they both up for the unexpected heated connection between them that follows?

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    14 May 2026

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    When Ilya walks into the showers and finds Hollander experiencing his first heat, he finds himself having to assist more than he ever expected to.

    “What is it?” Rozanov asked in thickly accented English.

    “Uh…Do you know what I should do about this heat…?” Shane asked, feeling like a total idiot as he hadn’t prepared what he should say.

    “No one told you?” Rozanov said irritably.

    “Um, no. I thought I was a beta. No one gave me suggestions for this.”

    “Oh, Jesus, Hollander. You’re asking me to walk you through your heat?”

    “…Please?” Shane begged.

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    08 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander is the sole Omega within the NHL. He’s been running from his own instincts since the moment he first presented and lives his life akin to that of a Beta; scentless, never nesting, and without a heat cycle. Any failure to conform to these ideals would result in being outcast from his peers and by the league altogether.

    Ilya is the only Alpha in ice hockey that plays without the use of suppressants. He lives his life purely driven by instinct, running from the ghosts of those attempting to control him. Unbeknownst to Shane, he’s also the only person that can smell the Omega, and the scent is steadily driving the Alpha insane.

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    08 May 2026

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    28 Apr 2026

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    The second period was hell. Shane lost the face off again, almost getting knocked over in the process. His thoughts were barely cohesive anymore, his mind disconnected from reality. Shane's body screamed at him, every movement too much, his footing too unstable, his passes too sloppy. Too slow, too inaccurate, too weak. He knew he was letting his team down, he was failing them, he needed to be better, he was an undeserving captain, if he could just pull himself together…

    Fucking pathetic.

    A Boston player pushed him into the boards.

    Shane's knees gave way underneath him and he went down. He felt winded, his lungs struggling to get oxygen into his system.

    Everything felt wrong, wrong, wrong.

    He needed to get up, get moving, score goals and lead his team, but he just couldn't find the strength.

    People shouted, their voices too loud. Hands reached for him, moved him onto his back, and Shane wished they would let him go. They were not right, they were not…

    …Ilya.

     

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    Shane has the worst day of his life, the stress and anxiety causing him to go into heat during a game against Boston. Luckily, Ilya is there to take care of him.

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    28 Apr 2026

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    Shane can’t get off without thinking about Ilya.

    So he calls him.

    OR; Super Virgin pt 2

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    24 Apr 2026

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    When Shane gets hit with norovirus during a road trip, Ilya learns that "ginger ale" means a dozen different brands in America, and Shane's already-specific food requirements become absolutely non-negotiable. Sometimes love means three different stores at 2am and finally understanding why "close enough" will never be good enough.

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    24 Apr 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 93

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    “It’s consistent,” Ilya said, tapping the screen of his own phone. “Every report. Same pattern. It hits, it peaks, it burns out. Two, maybe three days.” He shrugged, like that settled it. “We wait it out. No problem.”

    Shane dragged a hand through his hair. “That’s not the part I’m stuck on.”

    Ilya huffed a quiet laugh. “You’re going to be omega,” he said, as he’d already decided it. “You’re already halfway there.” There was a flicker of something amused in his expression. “I’ll handle it. You’ll be fine.”

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    24 Apr 2026

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    “You’ve slept with other couples?” It came out so, so squeaky. Shane immediately cleared his throat.

    “Uh-huh!” Fabian gave him a big smile, which contained just a hint of knowing.

    “H-how was… how was that?” Shane stuttered. Under the table, Ilya squeezed his thigh reassuringly.

    Fabian laughed, a hot little sound low in his throat.
    “Why, are you interested?”

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    21 Apr 2026

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    Shane knows omegas are supposed to be good at comforting others. Just like he knows that's definitely not a skill he possesses. But when he hears Ilya's broken I'm sorry he knows he at least has to try, even if he's afraid he'll end up fucking it up.

    (Now with a second chapter: ✨ cottage sex ✨)

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    20 Apr 2026

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    At eleven years old Ilya Rozanov's class is given an assignment:

    They will be randomly paired with a student at another school in Canada via email. In order to get full credit on the assignment, they must send at least five emails back and forth and gather enough information to write their project.

    After seven years, Ilya is pretty sure he's done enough for 100%

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    Shane and Ilya sending emails throughout the years. What happens when they meet?

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    20 Apr 2026

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    People always know that any hockey game with Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander on the ice is going to be interesting.

    They're the two best players in the league and the intense hatred that's burned between them their entire careers turns every game into a fierce battle. The checks are harder, the goals come thick and fast and the tension is heavy in the air.

    But this particular game will bring more surprises than even they know.

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    18 Apr 2026

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    He was just confused at this point. Was there a problem or not? Why on earth was the school where Hayden Pike sent his children calling him?

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    Ilya Rozanov realizes he's an emergency contact in the exact moment he needs to act like an emergency contact. Hayden Pike has to release a statement about it.

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    258,346

    17 Apr 2026

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