18 Bookmarks by Solmurz
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I knew you'd haunt all of my what ifs by allmylovesatonce
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Jun 2026
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Five years ago, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov quietly went their separate ways. They handled their heartbreak differently. Shane cut off his family and friends and focused only on hockey, not that it helped, his game has totally fallen apart. Ilya had the support of the Centaurs, even if they didn't know why they were supporting him.
But when Ilya announces his retirement at the end of the next season, it shakes Shane back to reality. He has one season left to play against the man he still loves; and then, would he ever see him again? As Shane starts to piece his life back together, the biggest missing piece is still Ilya.
Ilya had planned to just enjoy the last season he'd play of professional hockey and obviously try to win another cup. But when Shane reaches back out, he has much more to consider. He never expected to talk to Shane again, but he can't deny that it's everything he's wanted in the last five years.
Can they salvage what they had? Should they even try? How can Shane and Ilya be a part of each other's lives again?
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 134,160
- Chapters:
- 18/18
- Comments:
- 1,711
- Kudos:
- 7,254
- Bookmarks:
- 3,139
- Hits:
- 299,480
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26 Jun 2026
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death and taxes (and shane hollander) by fingersfallingupwards
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
19 Feb 2026
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There was a time when Ilya believed Scott Hunter's coming out would revolutionize hockey forever— but for every step forward came two steps back.
When Shane and Ilya meet again late in life, can they make their second chance work?
OR: Old Man Hollanov Yaoi.
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- Part 1 of old man hollanov yaoi
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 68,092
- Chapters:
- 12/12
- Collections:
- 2
- Comments:
- 3,405
- Kudos:
- 12,871
- Bookmarks:
- 4,736
- Hits:
- 264,487
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14 Jun 2026
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First Love/Late Spring by velminort
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Jun 2026
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After the Tuna Melt Incident, Shane and Ilya gradually started drifting apart. Texts became more scarce, hook-ups less frequent and feelings pushed aside until, in the moment of absolute panic, Shane ghosted Ilya fully.
Now, three years later, Shane Hollander and Rose Landry are engaged. Shane's life finally seems to be going in the right direction. No distractions, great girl, lots of hockey.
And then the new season starts and trades between teams happen.
And Ilya Rozanov, whom Shane promised himself to forget, is suddenly on the same team.
And, worst of all, he becomes the Alternate Captain.- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 305,308
- Chapters:
- 34/?
- Comments:
- 1,790
- Kudos:
- 4,003
- Bookmarks:
- 1,969
- Hits:
- 242,572
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22 May 2026
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Déjà vu by NotEvenCloseToStraight
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
08 Jul 2026
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2014: Ilya Rozanov shocks the world and breaks Shane Hollander’s heart by disappearing without explanation, and without a goodbye kiss.
2024: A devastating injury forces Shane to retire early, so he moves to a small town to coach girls hockey and figure out what the hell to do with the rest of his life.
When recently divorced Ilya Rozanov walks into the rink with his twin girls, Shane has to decide if he’s brave enough to risk a second chance on a broken heart, and a rekindled romance with the first and only boy he ever loved.
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“So.” Ilya cleared his throat. “Should we tell the girls their Papa and their coach used to date?”
“We didn’t date. We hooked up a few times, then you disappeared.” Shane looked away to hide his heartbreak as he lied, “It doesn’t even matter. It’s not like I loved you or anything.”
“No, of course not.” Ilya tried to smile through a lie of his own, “I didn’t love you either.”
Series
- Part 6 of Heated Rivalry
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 378,109
- Chapters:
- 21/?
- Comments:
- 10,765
- Kudos:
- 21,513
- Bookmarks:
- 8,023
- Hits:
- 1,260,157
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06 May 2026
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Tubes of Neon Light, Refracted by bluerosebouquet
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Jul 2026
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His entire body felt tense as the door was pushed open. He trained his eyes on the floor, monologuing before he could stop himself,
“Just so you know, my buddies paid for this dance for me and I’m sure you’re very nice and very pretty and good at what you do but I’m actually gay so you can just- Do what you need to do but I don’t want you to be offended because I’m not as into this as you’re probably…usually…used to…”
He trailed away as he looked up, and met the eyes of the very tall, very broad, very handsome man leaning against the doorframe.
They stared at each other, and Shane blinked, struck dumb.
Or, the night of JJ's bachelor party, Shane is forced into a lap dance he very much does not want. Until he does, and everything changes.
Series
- Part 1 of Tubes 'Verse
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 70,216
- Chapters:
- 6/6
- Comments:
- 1,190
- Kudos:
- 10,596
- Bookmarks:
- 3,115
- Hits:
- 185,530
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18 Apr 2026
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Ilya Rozanov has been drafted by Boston, the number one pick overall, but his father doesn't want him moving to America and so takes steps to block his visa. He's going to have to go back to Russia and stay there forever and that, thinks Shane Hollander, is wrong.
It's so wrong that Shane can't stop himself from doing something about it. Even though that something is the most reckless, the only reckless thing he's ever done in his life. He marries Rozanov in secret, to keep him out of Russia and put him on a path to Canadian citizenship.
Shane's got a five-year plan to get him there and when you have a plan nothing can go wrong. Right? Right. When you have a solid plan and a marriage that's on paper only there's no risk of feelings getting involved. Not on Rozanov's part and certainly not on Shane's.
Right???
(or, the story of how Shane Hollander fell in love with his own husband)
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- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 154,290
- Chapters:
- 22/22
- Comments:
- 7,303
- Kudos:
- 24,584
- Bookmarks:
- 9,979
- Hits:
- 858,676
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13 Apr 2026
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Our House by hollanov_1410
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
10 May 2026
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A glimpse into Shane and Ilya’s life as dads to three kids: Nikolai (Niko), Maxim (Max), and Mila. This will be a series of oneshots exploring different moments in their parenting journey. All fics can be read as a standalone!
p.s. title is in reference to the song Our House by Crosby, Stills, Nash & Young 🩵
- Words:
- 131,074
- Works:
- 17
- Bookmarks:
- 1,987
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10 Apr 2026
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Wolfbird by OpalApparition
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
27 Apr 2026
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Shane Hollander is hockey’s closeted golden boy with everything to hide. Ilya Rozanov is a professional Dom with everything to lose and an expired visa.
Through their arrangement at a discreet Montreal kink bar, where NDAs protect secrets and sessions are charged per hour, they discover the most dangerous thing isn’t being caught—it’s wanting more than those hours allow.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 180,137
- Chapters:
- 14/?
- Collections:
- 17
- Comments:
- 21,360
- Kudos:
- 45,909
- Bookmarks:
- 16,951
- Hits:
- 1,966,354
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03 Apr 2026
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22 Mar 2026
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The Knockout Lockout by PillowForte
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Mar 2026
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A handsome, panicked face swims into view, and Ilya isn’t sure, but he thinks the man is calling his name.
“…ya – hey! There you are,” the stranger says shakily, one strong hand clutching Ilya’s face. “Fuck, Ilya, you’ve gotta stay awake, okay? They’re coming, just hold on. I’m here.”
He’s ethereal under the stadium light. It falls like white water over his dark, messy halo of hair, caresses the edges of his tensed jaw and the anguish etched into his face, outlines the curve of his full, trembling lips as he looks down at Ilya, trying to hold Ilya’s gaze with his own.
Series
- Part 1 of Knockout
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 23,952
- Chapters:
- 3/3
- Comments:
- 457
- Kudos:
- 7,634
- Bookmarks:
- 1,760
- Hits:
- 85,174
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12 Mar 2026
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A continuation of Shane and Ilya's story post-Long Game.
Starting with Canada facing Russia in the 2026 Winter Olympics, and including all of the moments that come before and after that.
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- Part 1 of Visions from the Future
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 67,587
- Chapters:
- 15/15
- Comments:
- 953
- Kudos:
- 9,173
- Bookmarks:
- 3,576
- Hits:
- 375,587
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09 Mar 2026
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Glimmer by catchingsunshine
Fandoms: นิ่งเฮียก็หาว่าซื่อ | Cutie Pie Series (TV), นิ่งเฮียก็หาว่าซื่อ | Cutie Pie Series (TV) RPF, ข้ามฟ้าเคียงเธอ | The Next Prince (TV 2023) RPF, ข้ามฟ้าเคียงเธอ | The Next Prince (TV 2023)
21 Jun 2025
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Zee Pruk Panich has been misunderstood all his life. Branded as the black sheep of his prominent and rich family, his roles as a great actor did not help to mend his reputation. And when his name gets caught up in the biggest scandal in the entertainment industry, the public is more than ready to rip him apart. He disappeared and banished himself to a small town in Chiang Mai where he crossed paths with the silent cafe owner, Nunew Chawarin.
When the whole world is so loud in hating you, would the silence and peace from a single person be solace enough to put your shattered pieces together?
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 101,224
- Chapters:
- 38/38
- Comments:
- 1,212
- Kudos:
- 1,522
- Bookmarks:
- 93
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- 30,882
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09 Mar 2026
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Jaejoong's guide on why you should not sleep with your choreographer by orphan_account for freckledstarss
Fandoms: DBSK | Tohoshinki | TVfXQ | TVXQ, JX (Korea Band)
21 Jun 2025
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Jaejoong launches into a rant about how his company basically forced him to become an idol again, even though he is completely against it. Which led him to meet Jung Yunho — the infuriating, arrogant, overly confident choreographer who is now somehow in charge of making sure Jaejoong dances. He complains about Yunho’s smirk, his attitude, his ridiculous level of assurance that Jaejoong will actually listen to him.
Junsu listens with the patience of someone who has known Jaejoong long enough to expect these outbursts. Then, after a long pause, he leans back and grins.
“Oh, you’re in trouble.”
Jaejoong narrows his eyes. “What’s that supposed to mean?”
“You sound obsessed.”
“I am not obsessed. I’m annoyed.”
OR: Rockstar Kim Jaejoong is stuck working with the most infuriating man he’s ever met. It’s only for two months, just eight weeks of pure torture, then he’ll never have to see Jung Yunho again. What could possibly go wrong?
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09 Mar 2026
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What I Forgot to Remember by freckledstarss for 909_5
Fandoms: DBSK | Tohoshinki | TVfXQ | TVXQ, JX (Korea Band)
23 Jun 2025
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After a tragic accident steals Yunho’s memories, he wakes in a world he no longer recognizes—beside a husband he can’t recall and a daughter who still calls him with unwavering love.
And so said love seems to always have a way of finding its way back home.
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09 Mar 2026
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04 Mar 2026
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“Y-you want me to be a girl?”
Ilya rubbed the base of one of his thumbs with the other. Seeing Ilya’s shyness so plainly made Shane’s nose twitch.
“No, not all the time,” Ilya said after a moment. “And not if you don’t want to. Never if you don’t want to. I just . . . I think about it, sometimes.”
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Ilya loves his life and his husband. But lately, he's found himself missing girls. Luckily, Shane is happy to indulge this fantasy.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 15,755
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 381
- Kudos:
- 8,620
- Bookmarks:
- 2,298
- Hits:
- 97,689
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21 Feb 2026
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Love in the Dark by azraelriego
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander always had a strategy. He had a strategy for winning the Cup, a strategy for managing the press, and a strategy for keeping his relationship with his rival-turned-boyfriend, Ilya Rozanov, strictly in the dark. He really was good at managing it all… Right up until the moment a medical impossibility turned into a positive pregnancy test, and the only man Shane ever loved asked him to do the one thing he couldn’t: tell the truth.
Five years post-breakup, Shane is technically winning. He has the trophies, the privacy, and their brilliant daughter, Airi. And he is perfectly co-parenting with his ex, Ilya Rozanov. The rules are simple: minimal contact, polite text messages about their daughter, and absolutely no acknowledging about their past.
Until Yuna Hollander decides to intervene. Suddenly, the ocean Shane put between them is gone. Shane’s new strategy is simple: survive seven days with Ilya without falling apart.
Series
- Part 1 of Love in the Dark
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 250,453
- Chapters:
- 21/21
- Comments:
- 5,258
- Kudos:
- 23,201
- Bookmarks:
- 7,882
- Hits:
- 1,070,432
Bookmarked by Solmurz
21 Feb 2026
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Rec 1943
Mystery Work
Part of WWAW
Summary
This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
Bookmarked by Solmurz
20 Feb 2026