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    Shane’s sensible, all-wheel drive, good-in-the-snow car was sitting in the garage when Ilya pulled in.

    Ilya winced.

    There was a reason he’d said no when Shane offered to drive out tonight. It was the same reason Shane had agreed so quickly it was obvious he hadn’t really wanted to come. Since Boxing Day, they’d been stuck in a fight-apologize-make up-go quiet-fight again cycle that was as frustrating as it was heartbreaking. They’d been quiet for a week now, which meant they were just about due for a fight. Ilya wasn’t sure they could survive another fight.

    He winced again when he saw that Shane was still in his car, and had seen the first wince.

    They’d definitely fight now.

    “Sorry,” Shane said as they both exited their cars. “I know we said… I just needed to talk to you tonight and I didn’t want to do this on the phone.”

    Oh.

    Not a fight, then.

    A break up.

    No wonder Shane looked so sad.

    ...

    “Montreal asked me to waive my no trade. They want to send me to LA.”


    Or: There is no dramatic plane landing. There's just Shane and Ilya, choosing each other, even when that means choosing to be apart.

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    26 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 5

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    Ilya's mental health once again takes a turn for the worse and he takes up an unhealthy coping mechanism, he thought he got over.

    Apparently he was wrong.

    Shane is not having him suffer alone or feel guilty of dealing with his depression in the way he does and makes sure that Ilya knows this and that he does everything he can to be there for him, even if it's just cleaning up and listening to his boyfriend vent.

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    26 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 18

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    Post tuna melt Ilya is getting worse day by day. He is not eating or sleeping. Cliff Marlow knows something is wrong with his best friend but doesn’t know what. When he gets Jane’s phone number from Ilya’s phone he finally has a way to find out more, before he loses his best friend forever.

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    26 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 12

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    Shane Hollander is eight years old when a Russian family moves next door.

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    26 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 25

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    He has to remind himself where he is. He breathes out through his cold lips. He’s in Shane’s old bedroom, in Yuna and David’s house. If he pulled the covers back from over his head, he could see the walls papered with hockey posters, and shelves full of hockey books, and battered pucks on the desk where Shane did his homework as quickly as possible so he could go to the rink.

    “I love you more than anything,” Shane says. “I love you so, so much. I don’t know what to do with it, most of the time. I’m kind of obsessed with you, actually. More than anything. Ilya?”

    Ilya’s staring straight at a puck on the edge of the desk, about to fall and yet, coated in dust.

     

    Ilya Rozanov, and the aftermath of trauma. Svetlana Vetrova, and situationships. Shane Hollander, and loving someone and not something. And anger management. Cliff Marlow, and anger management, also. And Svetlana. And anger management.

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    26 Jul 2026