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    what i lovingly call "the contract au" wherein kuya, pragmatic as ever, gets his 'friend' eiden to be a surrogate for him and things get a bit complicated after that. it turns out that kuya once again was a fool when it came to romance related stuff.

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    canon xiaoaether being very much in love. that's it. that's the series

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    In which Sehun and Jongin just really love each other.

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    “Nothing’s wrong, baby,” Yuuji finally murmurs, low and rough, the words vibrating with the depth of his adoration as he kisses the corner of Megumi’s mouth with aching softness, lingering there as if to seal a silent promise. “Just.. you smell good today. Like, really good.”

    Megumi narrows those striking eyes of his, suspicion flickering openly across his sharp features even as the flush climbs higher up his neck, painting the skin of his cheeks and the tip of his nose a pale rose. “You’re being weird,” he says, tone laced with that familiar dry skepticism; though he leans back into Yuuji’s encompassing hold anyway, seeking the warmth and solidity there despite his clear confusion. “Did you hit your head during training again?”

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    or, the one where Yuuji realizes Megumi's pregnant before Megumi does.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    “So, uh, I’m off,” Shane says from the other room. Ilya can hear his steps heading towards the door. Ilya remains in the bed, undressed and unmoved, staring blankly at the wall.

    “Goodbye, Hollander,” is all he can say. Ilya hears the door click shut.

    It didn’t even slam. It closed softly. Almost makes it worse. A few words and a soft click, and Hollander is gone.

    “Fuuuck,” Ilya groans, teeth almost biting into the filter of his cigarette. We didn’t even kiss, Ilya thinks as he lets his head fall back against the headboard.

    Or: Ilya is the one regretting they didn't even kiss.

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    12 Dec 2025

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    Five times Ilya thought of having a baby with Shane + one time Shane talked about having a baby with Ilya

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    10 Dec 2025

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    “Whatever stream you do for me, can you say my name?” Satoru asks.

    Surprised by the innocent request, Suguru asks, “sixeyes69?”

    Satoru chuckles, stepping closer, lowering his voice. “No. Call me Satoru.” He has Suguru’s back pressed against the lockers and their chests are touching. The ten centimeter height difference feels wider than that. “I’ll throw in more money just to hear you moan it.”

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    04 Sep 2025

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    Viktor finds himself in a sticky situation – referring to more than the mess in his pants after watching his favorite camboy’s show.

    In other words, how do you tell a camboy with a celebrity crush on Viktor Nikiforov that you are, in fact, the very man you role play with him as? The answer - you don't.

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    17 Aug 2025