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    "When we were leaving the office, I said, ‘see you tomorrow’ to Chin and Kono, and they said, ‘yeah, see you tomorrow'. I said, ‘see you tomorrow’ to you, and you said, ‘goodnight’, And 'goodnight' sounded like 'goodbye', okay?"

    "I wasn't saying goodbye," he said, finally. But he kept his eyes fixed on the water.

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    22 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 46

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    In his dreams, their fingers brush in the Alps. Sometimes, he swears he could have pulled Bucky back from the brink by the curl of a finger.

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    17 Jul 2026

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    A week ago, Dean was pulled out of Hell. Now, he’s apparently woken up in 2018, and the angel that a mere twenty-four hours beforehand had threatened to chuck him back into the pit is sleepily pouring himself coffee and wearing Dean’s second-favourite Zeppelin shirt. It all seems like a perfect happy ending, but with Hell’s scars still so fresh, Dean can’t imagine how he could have possibly gotten there.

    At the same time, the Dean who went to sleep in the bunker, right next to Cas, wakes up on Bobby’s couch in 2008. He’s instantly bombarded with questions by a Lilith-obsessed brother and a man who’s been dead for years, and must decide between keeping his finally-perfect life intact, and the lives he could save by re-writing history.

    Regardless of these choices, both Deans are trapped in the wrong decade, and their only way back lies with a Castiel still very much under Heaven’s thumb – one who might find the future Dean describes difficult to believe.

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    15 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 47

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    A collection of fics chronicling the adventures of the Archangel Raphael's time as Dr Gregory House

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    13 Jul 2026

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    It’s September 18, 2008. Castiel is being deployed to rescue Dean Winchester from Hell.

    He lands in Dean Winchester’s motel room in 2003. Things go from there.

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    12 Jul 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 6

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    Episode rewrite of s10 ep20, Angel Heart. When Claire tries to look for her missing mother, Dean gets captured too. The two grapple with their closeness to the angel. Dean, under the influence of the Mark of Cain, gets put under Grigori sedation and contests with the fact that his heaven is with Castiel.

    For the Castiel Big Bang 2026! @castielbigbang on tumblr.

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    12 Jul 2026

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    “Where are we, now?” asks Dean, all of a sudden. “2009, I’m kinda fuzzy. Post-Hell, I got that, but… we done Lilith yet?”

    Castiel holds his gaze, and hopes that’s answer enough.

    “Early days,” says Dean quietly, and not without wonder. His mouth pulls slightly up, his eyes flicking between Castiel’s own, “And you’re lookin’ at me like that.”

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    01 Jul 2026

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    Set days after the events in Shadow (1.16), Dean and Sam are trying to get as far from Chicago as they can when an unexpected and yet familiar arrival throws their world into disarray. Dean didn't ask for a glimpse into his and Sam's future, and he's still not sure he wants one, especially not when his future self starts talking about angels and miracles, like either of those things could possibly exist.

    "Okay, let's say you're right. Let's say at some point I'm going to travel into the past, meet myself, and then force myself to take a cross-country road trip with myself so that I can find some dude I refuse to talk about. The hell, Sam? Does any of that make sense?"

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    28 Jun 2026

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    Two Deans, one Cas - it's not as sexy as it sounds

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    An ethics lesson from Hell

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    The one where Dean from the past meets Dean in the present. They're not sure they like each other very much.

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    27 Jun 2026

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    Dean wakes up in 2003 in a motel room, overcome with grief at what he lived through and fearful that he'll have to do it again.

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    A large warm hand was holding Dean’s shoulder, shaking him lightly.

    “Dean.”

    Dean swatted at the hand, mildly surprised when it didn’t let go. People usually gave him a wide berth when he was asleep now, unsure what reaction he'd have from being woken up suddenly. The hand dug in harder, could feel the blunt fingertips push in under his collar bone.

    “Dean, come on.”

    Dean opened his eyes, ready to tell off Cas or Sam— whoever it was— for waking him so soon after he lay down. John Winchester stared down at him, brows knotted together with a grim look. Dean nearly launched himself backwards off the bed, banging his head sharply on the motel headboard and pressing himself bodily against it— far away as possible from the spectre in front of him.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    Slowly, Mystery Man raises his head. And when his eyes meet Dean’s again, they are so full that Dean is nearly leveled by it. Just. There’s love there, affection, fondness, all in that haunted cornflower blue. They’re greedy, too, like they’re consuming every detail. Dean forgets to breathe. “You sure this guy ain’t dead?” he manages. “Cause you’re looking at me like the last time you saw his mug was ten years ago.”

    Mystery Man inhales sharply but doesn’t so much as blink. “He’s very much alive. He made pancakes this morning.” No further elaboration.

    “Right…” Dean says a little awkwardly. “Well, since this is happening, apparently, what’s your name?”

    Now, Mystery Man hesitates, frowns. Finally, he says, “My name is Cas.”

    or the one where dean is at a bar in 2005 and he gets a visit from a stranger who feels familiar but he cant figure out why

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    26 Jun 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 37

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    When Castiel dies on a sandy beach in Washington, he expects to be taken "on." But he's looking at Dean. Dean's not looking at him. He's looking through him.

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    23 Jun 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 51

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    Dean is twenty-four years old and hunting with his father in Pontiac, Illinois. He doesn't know it, but his life is about to get turned upside down.

    Due to the nature of his upbringing, a life-changing event would need to be something monumentally fucked up, or ridiculously good.

    This will be both.

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    22 Jun 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 31

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    In which Season 5 Cas gets thrown into the future while trying to send Dean and Sam into the past and ends up seeing Season 13 Dean mourn him.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    Cas time-travels back to when Dean is 19 and has 90s prettyboy swoopy model hair. He pets his hair. They cry together. Cas holds him all through the night, giving Dean one night of peace and comfort and safety.

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    21 Jun 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 47

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    “There’s something wrong with my vessel.” 

    “Cas, shit, you can’t scare me like that”, Dean sighed. “I thought this was Apocalypse stuff.”

    “You don’t know that it isn’t”, Castiel muttered. “This”, he hiccuped again, “isn’t supposed to happen.”

    Dean snorted a laugh. 

    “It’s just hiccups, man. It’ll pass.”

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    21 Jun 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 11

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    Set in the off-screen margins of canon, this one-shot lives in the private beat of a relationship no one else fully sees: the hidden sex, the practiced secrecy, the familiar argument about Dean putting himself in harm’s way, the easy I love yous folded into exasperation, devotion, and want. Not a first time. Not a revelation. Just Dean and Cas being Dean and Cas in the spaces between hunts, while Sam complains about the blankets and never knows what he just walked back into.

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    11 Jun 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 20

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    This journal is old, older than Dean thought, and it starts with a list. From what Dean can tell, it catalogues a bunch of landmarks. Roadside attractions. Silly, stupid ones like the World’s Largest Ball of Twine—of which Sam notes there are actually three, in three different states—and Herkimer, Colorado’s Largest Beetle. Dean remembers seeing at least one of those balls of twine, back when he was a little kid, and it’s probably the one from Cawker City, Kansas, because Sam’s got that one crossed out.

    There’s other things too. Museums, galleries, national parks. Those seem more Sam’s style, but he doesn’t appear to discriminate much. Many places are checked off; some Dean can remember going to and others he can’t.

    Clutching that notebook to his chest, he thinks he knows what he’s going to do next. Lisa—if she even wants him—she can wait. He’ll finish up some maintenance on the car. He’ll pack a bag. Then, he’s going to drive.

    (Post-S5) After the events of Swan Song, Sam stays dead. While unpacking Sam’s old duffel bag, Dean finds a journal with a bucket list inside, and instead of going back to Lisa, he decides to finish it. Eventually, Castiel comes along for the ride.

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    11 Jun 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 12

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    After a hunt goes catastrophically wrong, Dean breaks in Castiel’s arms with a dead girl’s blood still on his hands and no way to pretend he’s fine. Cas gets him out, gets him cleaned up, gets him back to a motel room where the night should have ended with sleep, silence, and the usual lies.

    It doesn’t.

    What starts as shock, care, and the dangerous relief of being held turns into the conversation they have spent years not having: about want, restraint, old fear, love, and all the ways they have already belonged to each other without saying it aloud. For one night only, with morning and the real world waiting outside, Dean and Cas let themselves stop running from the truth.

    A Destiel story about grief, trauma, repression, mutual want, one impossible night of honesty, and what it means to let yourself have the thing that could destroy you — even if it’s only just once.

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    10 Jun 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 20

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    Bucky falls asleep safe, warm, and loved.
    His brain immediately decides this is suspicious behavior.
    Or: Steve helps Bucky through a nightmare and the resulting three a.m. panic attack.

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    08 Jun 2026

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