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    When Peter Benton wins concert tickets in a raffle, a spontaneous decision sends him flying to Pittsburgh for a weekend escape.

    But when gunfire erupts at the venue and Peter is rushed to the ER, he comes face to face with someone he never expected to see again—someone he thought was dead.

    John Carter.

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    11 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 38

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    ”You want a better story. Who wouldn't?
    A forest, then. Beautiful trees. And a lady singing.
    Love on the water, love underwater, love, love and so on.
    What a sweet lady. Sing lady, sing! Of course, she wakes the dragon.
    Love always wakes the dragon and suddenly
    flames everywhere.”

    - Siken "Litany in Which Certain Things Are Crossed Out"

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    Nearly 25 years after they'd last seen each other, John takes a trip to Pittsburgh to visit his older brother. He should have known that the Carter Luck would follow him there, and that Mike changing his name wouldn't make him immune.

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    11 May 2026

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    Michael Robby Robinavitch doesn’t do well with anniversaries.

    Some especially, are even worse than others.

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    It’s been almost fifteen years since John Truman Carter III has disappeared from the lives of his former colleagues and friends, asking for them not to try and contact him, and, for almost a decade and a half, Peter Benton and the others have painfully honoured his wishes.

    But when the old County General crew sees him on the news, working at the PTMC during the Pittfest shooting, they can clearly see the man is not fine.

    And then, Valentine’s Day arrives.

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    Or, Peter Benton finally goes to get his pupil back just at the right time.

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    06 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 13

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    Her feet had already begun to move with the reflexive urgency of someone trained to run toward chaos. Grief hadn’t stopped her from knowing what to do. Especially knowing somewhere down that block, someone might be bleeding out on a sidewalk with no time left to wait.

    OR:
    AU if Collins came back to the hospital after leaving in 1x11

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    05 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 16

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    "You *are* kind of a magnet for cute beardy white guys."

    Collins narrows her eyes like she's confused, but she's absolutely not. It is definitely A Thing She Has Noticed.

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    03 May 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 20

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    27 Apr 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 14

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    After completing her residency, Heather moves back to the west coast for a fresh start. But when Robby collapses and ends up in the intensive care unit, Heather must decide whether she's truly ready to leave the past behind.

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    24 Apr 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 14

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    "I know that. And I know I don't have any right to—"

    "No, you don't," she cuts him off, finally turning to face him. "Because we've spent four months making sure no one at this hospital knows we're together again. You don't get to play the jealous boyfriend when you won't even acknowledge what we are in public."

    The words hit him like a defibrillator shock. "Is that what you want? For me to acknowledge publicly that we're together?"

    Heather's expression softens slightly. "What I want is to understand what we're doing. Is this just convenient? Something to take the edge off between traumas?"

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    19 Apr 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 23

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    “It looks good on you,” Heather looks up at Dana, furrowing her brows slightly in confusion. She smiles a little, alternating her attention between Dana and Rowan who had seemed to find amusement in tugging at her mother’s fingers.

    “What?”

    Dana nudged her chin outwardly. “Motherhood.”

    or heather collins returns back home to pittsburgh, ready to resume her life as she brings an unexpected surprise.

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    19 Apr 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 6

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    It's Saturday night and Robby is still down bad and desperately in love with Heather.

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    16 Apr 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 42

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    “Do you want to come in?” Heather said abruptly, casually. A challenge. Robby felt her words hit him in his knees, a heat crawling up his body. Of course, yes, yes, yes.

    Instead, he hesitated. “I’m your attending. I’m supposed to be, you know, supervising you. Teaching you—” He would have slapped himself in the face if he could. You’re ruining this. Stop talking.

    Heather bit her lip, raised an eyebrow. “So teach me something, then.”

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    16 Apr 2026

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    “Can I help? Please, I want— Let me help.”

    It’s all too much, but his last three words prove to be Robby’s tipping point, pushing him finally and fully over the edge.

    Desperate, jerky, he nods against Jack’s shoulder. He just barely manages to choke out, “Please,” and, “I’m so sorry,” before Jack shushes him.

    “Don’t be sorry,” Jack says on repeat. “Don’t you be sorry, it’s okay. It’s all going to be okay, I got you, brother, alright? Neither of us is going anywhere without each other, I can promise you that.”

    or: robby contemplates taking his own life after his last shift before his sabbatical. jack sees right through him.

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    14 Apr 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 29

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    ...
    "“I’ll do it.” Jack said, pressing the crosswalk button, but Robby gave a harsh laugh.
    “What am I, five? I can get my own damn keys. Besides--” he locked eyes with his friend, face serious-- “no offense, brother, but I know your leg must be hurting. Come on.”
    He hated how Jack was staring at him, brows furrowed slightly and that slight tension in his mouth that meant he wasn’t pleased with what he saw. Robby felt another wave of annoyance wash over him, though it was accompanied by fear prickling at the back of his neck. Jack looked far too serious, like he was seeing the decision for the life or death one it was. He held his gaze, hoping he was maintaining his playfully exasperated face well, and he saw the small exhalation as Jack gave in.
    “Fine. Be back in five, though, or I’m coming in.”"

    ...

    or; Robby jumps out of a window after the PittFest shift. The ED is left to try to put him back together again.

    PLEASE MIND THE TAGS!!!! Some parts can be skipped (see notes), but there will be references to suicide throughout and sections that are unavoidable!!!

    title from "Achilles, Come Down" by Gang of Youths

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    13 Apr 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 73

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    Robby meant to go home. Keys in his hand, earphones plugged in, that second beer warm in his stomach, the weight of the day pressing behind his eyes. But somehow, without thinking, he ended up at her door instead, like his heart had remembered what his head had forgotten: that this was home too.

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    13 Apr 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 56

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    This will be the hardest thing they’ve ever faced together. There is a tidal wave headed for them, and they don’t see it coming. Life keeps going, and they have to find a way to keep going too. A story told with some humor and some heartache, but ultimately a story about love and family.

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    13 Mar 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 40

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    Lucy Chen and Tim Bradford hook up after their UC op in Vegas. The consequences, both immediate and long-term, could destroy their relationship and their lives.

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    12 Mar 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 51

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    “Just once, boot,” he breathes into her mouth. “One time to get this out of our systems.”

    She nods against him, hands moving to undo his belt. “Once.”

    _________

     

    Tim and Lucy agree to a one time thing, unprepared for the consequences that follow.

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    10 Mar 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 76

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    “They say that if a butterfly flaps its wings in the Amazonian rain forest, it can change the weather half a world away.”

    What if Rosalind had left Chris in a car instead of on Lucy’s couch? Just one simple change can change the rest of their lives dramatically.

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    10 Mar 2026

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    There’s a little jingle that quickly moves from a distance, right to the doorway, and suddenly, there’s a very good dog, sitting and staring at her with a curious expression.

    “Kojo?” Lucy whispers, completely confused.

    What’s he doing here?

    Unless...

    If the idea of a drunken one-night stand with a stranger had been dreadful, well, this is objectively about ten times worse.

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    In which the Lopez-Evers wedding never gets interrupted, and Tim and Lucy end up doing a lot more than just dancing. Chenford S4 Friends-With-Benefits AU!

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    09 Mar 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 71

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    By the time 11 PM rolls up, she’s quite certain that she’s managed to avoid everyone she wants to avoid, from Jackson to Tim to the Caleb guy and decides she’s probably safe to go home.

    She’s tired and upset and none of this is fair, not to her, not to Tim and not to her friends. It’s silly – they’ve already cleared it with Grey, and IA have probably rolled their eyes but they did sign off on it, so everything is... Good.

    Everything is great, actually, she thinks to herself as she shakes her head. She’s being needlessly stupid and, if her suspicions are correct, and they are, because she can read him like a worn-out book by now, she’s being needlessly hurtful to Tim.

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    09 Mar 2026

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