Trudelbear
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- Original Work (2)
- Supernatural (TV 2005) (1)
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This feels like a safe place, I can say what I really think and no one knows who I am.
I can tell my boring little story and not get judged as it will most likely never be read by anyone but me, but if you do bother to read this be it on your own head as I have little to no education, my spelling is terrible and I have never understood English grammar rules. (Just took me a google search to understand why grammer came up with a red line under it, really there is no hope)
So I will soon be starting what I am hoping will be an honest look at my life, honest is not what I am good at so this will be hard for me- I lie all the time and I want this to be the real me even if it's just in a place no one will ever see.
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A thing today that made me cry.
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- English
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Dean's firsts poem.
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- English
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- 16
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dean used to turn tricks. over a decade later, he met cas.
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- English
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Bookmarked by Trudelbear
08 Apr 2026
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Dean has been quietly crushing on Cas for years.
Cas loses his husband, and Dean his mentor.
Cas never thought of loving again.
Dean never thought he would be an option.
But somewhere between grief, movie nights, and take-out, Cas learns it's okay to love again, and Dean learns he deserves to be chosen, too.Bookmarked by Trudelbear
16 Feb 2026
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Castiel is in a bad relationship. On the night he decides to leave, he is in a car accident. Could this accident be the best thing that has happened to him?
Series
- Part 2 of The Collective Works of Jen & Dee
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- English
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- 64,667
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- 18/18
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Bookmarked by Trudelbear
30 Dec 2025
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leave tonight (or live and die this way) by mslilylashes, NaomiLeyers
Fandoms: Supernatural
05 Sep 2022
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Dean Winchester never expected much from life. His mother abandoned her sons to be raised by their drunk, abusive father. Dean dropped out of school to take care of the family, but they were barely getting by, so when a handsome stranger came along, offering him a way out... Well, even if things weren’t perfect, he wasn’t going to risk losing a good thing.
So what if Lee was a mean drunk — it wasn’t anything Dean hadn’t seen from his father his whole life. So what if sometimes he was a bit too rough — Dean’s tough, he can take it. And so what, if sometimes things got a bit out of hand when Lee’s friends came around — Lee doesn’t seem to mind. In fact, sometimes he asks Dean to ‘take care of them’. (It was fine. It was all fine.)
Enter grad student Castiel, who is instantly intrigued by the kind, quiet mechanic with the sad eyes. The more he gets to know Dean, the more he learns about his heartbreaking past and even more heartbreaking present, the more he feels like he’s fallen into something he can’t walk away from.
Dean doesn’t believe he deserves to be saved, because he never thought to ask. Can Castiel be the one to pull him out of hell?
Title inspired by: Fast Car by Tracy Chapman
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- Part 1 of ticket to anywhere
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- English
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- 168,900
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- 34/34
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Bookmarked by Trudelbear
30 Dec 2025
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Dean Winchester moves to Chicago and starts working as a social worker at a local LGBTQ+ shelter. Cas Novak, a regular at said shelter because of his abusive partner, doesn’t care much for the new employee. This is their story.
[If you read this anywhere but Ao3, you've been duped! Had! Swindled! This beast is free on Ao3]
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- English
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- 42,243
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- 5/5
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Bookmarked by Trudelbear
30 Dec 2025