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    Ilya is fifty-nine when he is officially diagnosed with Alzheimer’s disease.

    Since Ilya’s diagnosis, the days have been unpredictable. Some days Ilya is happy. He will smile and laugh, and tell Shane he loves him. Those are the good days.

    There aren’t many good days.

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    17 May 2026

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    Goddamn bro why

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    Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”

    “Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.

    He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.

    A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.

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    16 Dec 2025

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    Ch 28. Wow. Just wow. Amazing fic, probably one of my favorite (if not favorite) hollanov ling-fic. Such a joy to have been here since the near beginning!!!

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    “Me finding out that instead of mysterious and cool, people think I’m autistic and lesbian.”

    Ilya and Shane get Reddit’s advice under the aliases Lily and Jane. Things spiral from there….

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    17 Feb 2026

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    Just so cracky but still like surprisingly "posé" idk how else to say it just makes sense and i love the emotion and Reddit lesbians

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    He wades in it now, eyes still open, fixed on the speckled ceiling, begging himself not to crave bomb blasts and artillery fire in his childhood bedroom. Although…there might be something beautiful about it all, Johnny supposes, those noises in the thick. The gasps in between discharge that say: I’m here, I’m a part of this song too.

     

    After a near-fatal injury, John MacTavish finds himself back in his hometown in Scotland. Fresh off an untimely discharge, he's forced to cope with disability, his dysfunctional family, and the lingering knowledge that there are some things he's just not ready to leave behind...

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    21 Oct 2025

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    Sooo good, dunno if ill reread but made me cry multiple times over je was sobbing

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    A version of Bruce Wayne and Clark Kent from an alternate universe where there are no superheroes find themselves in the mainstream DC universe. This universe’s Bruce and Clark quickly discover two things about their alternate universe counterparts. First, they’re in a relationship. And second, in their universe, Jason is still alive.

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    19 Sep 2025

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    STOPPP IM CRYING THAT ENDING WAS SO EMOTIONAL IM CRYING IN BED