VisionOfOldDays
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"You’ll what?”
“You heard what I said, shitty Dazai. He doesn’t want you. Not a single one of them does, but I do. So you’re going to fucking stay here, because you don’t get to leave me again.”
“I’m not participating in this weird ass fantasy where we spend the rest of our lives together. I’m not him and you know it,” Dazai bites out, renewing his efforts to get out of his bindings.
Nakahara’s hand shoots out to pin him against the couch and stop his movements. “I know. Of course, I know that. But he owed me, and now he's fucking dead so you’re the one that’s going to pay on that debt. So, I am going to fucking keep you and when the times comes, I’m going to be the one kill you. You don’t have anything waiting for you out there, and you know it.”
Finally, Dazai stills. He tries to formulate a response, but he's not stupid, and there's no denying the truth. Slowly, he nods, and from above him, Nakahara grins.
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toxic skk situationship breakup + ada distancing themselves + beast chuuya being pulled in from his world = dazai, desperate for some sort of affection, and finding it in the absolute worst way possible
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- Part 5 of bsd fics that r between me, god, and ao3
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🔞 When Beast Chuuya's world burns in the aftermath of Dazai's death, he tears through reality itself to find a universe where his partner still breathes—but the Dazai he discovers belongs to another Chuuya, one who has already claimed him with chains of loyalty and possession. Trapped between two gravitational fields of desperate obsession, Dazai surrenders to the only thing that might finally drown out his death wish: being claimed completely, filled by both monsters at once, and owned so thoroughly he forgets how to want anything else.
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No matter how many times Chuuya Nakahara loses people he cares about, it never gets easier. But despite all the pain in his life, he could handle it. At least that's how it was until the Boss of the Port Mafia, Dazai Osamu, decided to choose the wrong path. Falling from the roof of a building
Chuuya Nakahara had always been able to endure grief and keep moving forward… until the moment he no longer could.
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- Part 2 of Scarlet Continuum
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He fled the Mafia, thinking exile would bring peace. Instead, it brought morning sickness, uncertainty, and the echo of a heartbeat that wasn’t his. Dazai never imagined he'd carry life. Or that the most dangerous part of it would be the one he left behind
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- Part 1 of Scarlet Continuum
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人和马一同行走在栈道上，天上忽然下起一场不大不小的雨，你举着火把躲在山洞中，火光映照出许多妖艳诡异的壁画，上面讲述着一个古老的故事：若你看到一条银色的河流从天垂落时，你便已经来到了暗河。