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  1. Rec 26

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    What Peter should say is exactly what he’s thinking—no, it's different because I feel responsible for what happens to you and seeing you hurt scared the living daylights out of me.

    What he says instead tastes like bile, spilling out of him like toxic waste. “Listen, like I said, I’m not the one who got beaten half-to-death by a lowlife with a ring fetish.”

    The spring of regret is instantaneous.

    Carter stares at him, expression frozen but far from empty. Deathly still water over tumultuous undercurrents. He bites the inside of his cheek, pulling the corners of his mouth under tight control as he nods slowly, considering. “Well," he says at last, voice bitter and hollow, "I’m sorry I ruined your evening by trying to save a girl’s life.”

    Or, the Ugandan clinic AU no one asked for.

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    08 Jul 2026

  2. Rec 15

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    Medwhump May Day 11- Rehabilitation

    Carter's first night in rehab. The worst night of his life.

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    04 Jul 2026

  3. Rec 36

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    Carter knew he’d lose a few things in his self-imposed plunge into poverty.

    Nice shoes. Takeout from that sushi place on the corner. That fancy Italian bar soap that smelled like mint and lemon.

    But after four long days of trying to stay full on ramen and peanut butter sandwiches, there was still more that was slipping away. As he takes the first bite of his burger—stacked with enough meat and cheese to make a cardiologist faint—he closes his eyes, and a moan slips through his lips.

    And in that moment he realizes that, along with life’s small luxuries, his dignity is gone.

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    A missing scene from Season 4, Episode 19 envisioning what happened when Doug Ross took Carter out to dinner after the shift from hell. Features a freshly impoverished Carter, Doug Ross at his best, and Carter baring his soul over a burger that's to die for.

    title inspired from "You're On Your Own, Kid", which is the most John Carter-core song I have ever heard

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    25 Jun 2026

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    22 Jun 2026

  5. Rec 75

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    or 5 times Carter wanted a hug from Peter after getting stabbed and the one time he got one

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    20 Jun 2026