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Will always need you, even if you're not mine by Xavier82
Fandoms: 전지적 독자 시점 - 싱숑 | Omniscient Reader - Sing-Shong
14 Mar 2025
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“Well if that's how you feel, I don’t think we’ll work out as much as we thought then”.
“And what the hell do you mean by that Joonghyuk”.
“I mean we’re over Dokja, we’re done!” he yelled.
“Then I guess we are!” I yelled back as I watched him walk to the door without a single glance back. The sound of the door slamming was the end to the fight, leaving me alone in the silence.
We had been arguing all morning over a disagreement in our plans for the next scenario. It was just a small argument that turned into a verbal fight somewhere along the way. We both said some hurtful words, but I didn't think it would lead him to say something like this. We’ve always gotten through our arguments. Why is this time different?
Thought of making this while listening to "Mine" from Keenan Te.
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Blood is thicker than water, but poison is stronger by Xavier82
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
19 Jan 2024
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Kaeya's not good with showing his emotions and intern just bottles everything up, but with the increasing frequency of flashbacks from his childhood, bottling up of emotions and the pending choice that he will one day have to make, takes a bigger toll on him then he likes to think. One day it just all becomes to much.
Diluc is starting to catch up on the changes Kaeya is starting to show, but brushes them off. Will he be able to catch the severity of the situation before things get worse, or will it be to late.
!!!NOT A SHIP JUST TWO BROTHERS WORKING OUT THEIR PAST MISTAKES!!!
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“You won’t tell him, will you?” he asked. Desperate in a quiet way he wouldn’t usually submit to. But Balinor regarded him with kindness and respect, bowing his head.
“You can keep your secrets, but remember that Merlin keeps his own.”
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29 Nov 2025
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Arthur turns and rushes towards him with a strong urgency. He shoves Merlin's shoulders, hands shaking with his desperate violence. “Dear Gods, don’t you ever just listen.”
Merlin catches himself before he falls ungracefully to the hard floor. “What is wrong with you?!” Merlin shouts this, done with holding back.
“You!” Arthur yells back, hands dramatically gesturing at Merlin. “You are what’s wrong,” Arthur begins, getting in Merlin's face, “you are supposed to only be my servant. Even if a terrible one at that. But somehow–somehow,” he wrenches, voice the replica of having given it your all, “I’ve never been so thoroughly corrupt.”
Merlin draws back, shaking his head, hurt. “What’d you mean ‘corrupt’?”
(Or, after a quest that nearly went wrong, Merlin confronts Arthur with his feelings, leading to many more finally being confessed.)
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11 Nov 2025
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After Merlin's magic is discovered by Arthur, he understands the king's need for some time apart. But the loss of the king's trust is a bitter pill to swallow, and even more so the loss of his love. Forced to wait until Arthur is willing to deal with him again, Merlin begins to realize that the loss of Arthur's love isn't just emotionally painful, but physical as well. He hasn't been able to breathe without pain since that day in the forest. And his cough is producing flower petals, a sign that something much worse is going on. Merlin isn't stupid, but he without options. There's no cure, and even if there was, it's definitely not pressure he's willing to put on his love. Merlin is content with his decision.
Arthur isn't.
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13 Oct 2025
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Didn’t want to be emotional, does that make me a coward? by goopygunkyguy
Fandoms: Merlin (TV)
23 Mar 2025
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In the land of myth and magic there are soulmates, the one magic type Uther can do nothing about. Whenever half of a soulmate pair gains a permanent scar it paints itself onto the other's skin with lighter lines and the pain is shared for every bump, even if just for a moment.
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Merlin has quite a lot of scars and has done quite a lot of bumps, Arthur has never seen his scars but he’s there for most of the bumps - he’s even caused some. So why is the way he found out from Merlin’s incompetence and falling straight into his table?
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24 Jul 2025
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The First (and last) Biannual Tournament of Notor by LilyTheNinjaGirl (latibulehiraeth)
Fandoms: Merlin (TV)
29 Jan 2025
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Merlin is excited to travel with Arthur for a tournament. However, servants are treated very differently in Notor than they are in Camelot. Merlin finds out the hard way and Arthur... doesn't react well.
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24 Jul 2025