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Pedro está exausto de se perder em hotéis caros e garrafas de vinho, tentando preencher o vazio deixado por João Vitor. Entre o cheiro de cigarro e o brilho cínico de São Paulo, ele se vê preso em um ciclo de culpa e saudade por alguém que mentia mal, mas que ainda possui o único corpo capaz de desarmá-lo. Quando o cansaço emocional cede espaço ao tesão incontrolável, uma ligação de madrugada prova que, embora a confiança tenha se quebrado, a conexão entre os dois é um vício que nenhum deles está pronto para largar.
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'Cause only those I really love will ever really know me by actuallyadisaster
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Feb 2026
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Shane thought he was made to be lonely. No one ever told him that, exactly, but for him to be a successful hockey player he couldn’t have much more than that. It would be greedy and he should accept this fate. But some people just never seemed to follow his flow.
Or four times people told Shane he didn’t need to be alone and one time he believed it. -
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Harry Potter loved romcoms as much as he wanted to live one, with tracklists, grand finals and all of that cliché. He just hadn’t expected to fall into the biggest cliché of all times: the fake dating trope.
Or five times where Ginny and Harry pretend to date each other and that one time where they didn’t need to.
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The Great Pretender by lady_st4rdus7
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Jun 2026
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Ilya Rozanov is in love, closeted, catastrophically lonely, and apparently incapable of referring to Shane Hollander in present tense.
The Centaurs come to a- given the circumstances- reasonable conclusion.
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Five times the Centaurs thought Ilya Rozanov was mourning his dead wife, and the one time they discovered his wife was actually Shane Hollander.
Shane, for the record, is alive and really confused.- Language:
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13 Jun 2026
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The Very Normal Hollanov Anniversary Tweets by AStarkForAllSeasons
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
12 Jun 2026
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After launching the Irina Foundation in the fall of 2018, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov seek to affirm their newly-announced friendship and get people used to the idea that there’s more to their shared history than is commonly known. They decide that they’ll reveal new details about noteworthy moments in their shared past on the 10th anniversaries of those events.
Chapter 1: First Meeting (Dec 2018)
Chapter 2: Draft Day (Jun 2019)
Chapter 3: CCM Shoot (Jul 2020)
Chapter 4: First NHL Face Off (Oct 2020)
Interlude: The ESPN Documentary (Nov 2020)…
(Or: 5 times Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov tweet about a 10th anniversary before the public knows about their relationship, and 1 time they tweet about a 10th anniversary after being involuntarily outted).
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12 Jun 2026
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10 Jun 2026
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Ilya Rozanov vs The Unintended Consequences of Woke Hockey by Sagebrner
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
02 Jun 2026
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Forester (Admirals🔛🔝)
So the true way to combat the Bisexual Russian Terminator isn’t with homophobia...
It's actually with even more gay
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You're a goddamn genius.----
The NHL rookies have joined forces to strategize now that two of the greatest hockey players of all time are on the same team and Ilya Rozanov must suffer from the unintended consequences of making hockey more woke.
Mainly, the way everyone keeps implying that they want to fuck his husband.
or: a group of rookies unionize and employ chirping as a form of psychological torture against a one Ilya Grigoryevich Rozanov.
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09 Jun 2026
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Cassandras of the Internet Age by OtherWaysHome
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 May 2026
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@Rozanov81:
Ok internet, I have announcement.
I am getting married in 2 weeks.
So we are going to play a game, ok? I give you one clue every day, we will see if you can guess
#SecretRelationship #ILoveYouJane
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With each new daily clue, the Hollanov fans only get louder. Each clue lining up perfectly with a certain Canadian hockey player.However, they still cannot convince anyone. If anything, their overflow of online excitement might make it seem less believable.
Ilya notices the plight of these modern Casandras of the internet age and, of course, decides to make it worse.
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Told through snapshots from twitter, Instagram, the Ottawa WAGs group chat and Ilya’s journey into the depths of Reddit to find r/HollanovHQBookmarked by actuallyadisaster
08 Jun 2026