aintafraidtodie
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- Original Work (1)
- Mayhem (Band) (1)
- Dir en grey (1)
- the GazettE (Band) (1)
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The world was no longer the same. The cities, the countries were completely different from what they were some years ago. Minds continued to be manipulated, but also in an odd way for today's society.
It is in this scenario that Toshiya and his friends will begin their life's Mission. One or two may not survive. It may be that your whole community will be destroyed. Everything depended on themselves. And the help of some who lived far above their heads. Far beyond what they could imagine.
But it is after a failed attempt to execute the Mission that Toshiya will need to review what is really important.
Why he was still alive in the City of Light.
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- Part 4 of Chaos
- Language:
- English
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- 6,459
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- 2/?
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It was the little moments that mattered. Who really made it all worthwhile and helped him not give up on staying there. There in that hug, in those words... in that love. The love that was so nourished between them was changing; consuming only leftovers. Crumbs of years together, years of being each other's world.
Before, he'd wondered why she smiled like orange, and how her eyes could be as red as amaryllis. So shiny and from another planet, but still so her. Now, he wondered why everything looked so gray.
Could it be the bombs outside? Or would it be...Series
- Part 3 of Chaos
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 1,655
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 1
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Stop what you are doing. Look around. Breathe deeply. Close and open your eyes. What do you feel? What do you see? Who's around? Do you hear the birds' noise? Or your own breathing? And what about what you ate this morning? Have you scheduled your next night out with that friend?
Because there are things that we don't even realize before the worst. They go unnoticed in our routines. In the rush of our lives. But come on, think about it. It can’t be that hard, right? Realize how lucky you are.
And do you know why?
Well, you are still alive.
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- Part 2 of Chaos
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Three young guys looking for the right vocalist for their recently formed band, end up discovering not only that they are capable of creating a new concept for music, but also what is darkness.
The real darkness.
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- Part 1 of Chaos
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Chaos by aintafraidtodie
Fandom Dir en grey, Mayhem (Band), Original Work, the GazettE (Band)
17 Feb 2022
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- 15,589
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- 4
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Changbin throws his head back in the circle of light under the streetlight, drunker than he looked in the semi-darkness of their tiny studio, and Jisung feels his emotions suddenly overflowing, lavishly laced with alcohol and euphoria.
After all, Han's always been desperately brave when it comes to really important things.
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Changbin sees Jisung everywhere he turns.
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Changbin (THE town baker) and Jisung (new cook on the block) are constantly competing. How could they not, when their bakeries are basically across the street from each other? This time though, they're competing to see who gets to run this years' concession stand at the Annual Holiday Cheer Festival, the biggest honor for the town's local businesses. However, the town board blindsides everyone by revealing Baked to Perfection - a big money corporate bakery - as the stand runners instead of any of the town's local bakeries.
The two decide to put their rivalry aside to take down the Evil that's entered their town... aka sell more than the Big Corporate stand.
Through snow storms and burnt buns, half baked plans and snow fights, the two grow ever closer - and maybe cider isn't the only thing brewing this holiday season...
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A seagull soars overhead. Waves crash against the dock. The ocean breathes. Changbin waits.
“I had a friend named Changbin once.” Jisung’s voice cracks halfway through the sentence. His chin wobbles. “But he—he died.”
Changbin holds his gaze, watching as recognition dawns over Jisung’s round features. Timid, careful, desperate. Ages of heartache in a single look.
“I had a friend named Jisung,” he says softly. “He died, too.”
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or: childhood best friends changbin and jisung were inseparable until one tragic night tore them apart. when jisung returns to town years later, desperate to cure his writer's block, changbin's double life as a mermaid hybrid becomes harder and harder to hide.
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“Hyung… I need you to fuck me.”
For a full three seconds, Changbin’s mind refuses to process the sentence. It hangs in the air, absurd and impossible, like a fragment of a dream that has bled into reality. He almost laughs. It must be the punchline to some elaborate, sleep-deprived joke. But then his gaze drops from Jisung’s flushed, determined face to his hands. They are trembling, a fine, constant shake that betrays the steel in his voice.
So, this is not a joke.
The air leaves Changbin’s lungs in a soft, soundless rush. “What?” The word is flat, disembodied, the only one he can manage.
Seo Changbin has been in love with his best friend Han Jisung for years. So, when Jisung asks for hands-on lessons in intimacy for his novel, Changbin agrees (for the sake of art and friendship, of course).
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- Part 1 of of neighbours and fiction