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    How’s your shift going?

    Traitorously and because Buck was a glutton for punishment, his eyes slid up from his phone and scanned the bay until he spotted Eddie jumping out of the ambulance with the fluid ease of someone getting comfortable in his surroundings.

    But what was he supposed to say? Gee, Maddie, not great, to be honest. My dom partner ended up showing up at the one good thing I had going for me and I’m just waiting for my friends to realize I can’t compete with Mr. Perfect. He’s also pissed at me for some reason and it kind of feels like we broke up a few hours ago and I don’t know why. But it’s fine because eventually my boss will fire me again and none of my friends will want to hang out with me anymore.

    That felt like a lot.

     

    aka Buck and Eddie handle working a shift after their first scene

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    “What’s your face doing?” 

    Buck makes an affronted noise, shooting Eddie a look. “My face isn’t doing anything.” 

    “Yes, it is.” 

    “No, it’s not.” 

    “Yes, it is.” 

    “Eddie. It’s not.” 

    “Yes, it–” 

    “I’m horny,” Buck blurts. Instantly, his face flushes, body going warm with humiliation. Eddie’s eyes go comically wide. 

    Or: Buck's really trying to keep it in his pants. Eddie's not exactly keen on letting him do so.

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    Oh, alright, cool.

    Cool, cool, cool. Neat.

    That is a photograph of Eddie Diaz's dick.

    It's just there. On the screen. In his hand. In high resolution. His best friend’s dick is in his hand. Well, wait — the photo. The photo of the penis is in his hand. Eddie’s dick isn’t in his hand. That would be absurd.

    It’s just a penis. Buck has one of those.

    So does Eddie, apparently and it’s… Buck has seen it, absorbed it, and every thought he's ever had has been replaced by a high-pitched tone and the image in front of him, which is — and this is the last coherent observation he'll produce for the foreseeable future —

    Big.

    Genuinely, impressively big.

    Buck closes out of the photo and locks the phone so hard he's surprised it doesn't crack in half.

    "Maddie say anything?" Eddie asks.

    "Yep," Buck squeaks. Like a mouse. A giant, shocked mouse that has just seen its best friend’s erect dick.

    "You okay?"

    "Great. Y-yep. So great. I-I'm just really— the sunset was really— it's very— yep."

    "It’s yep?"

    "Uh-huh. Very yep."

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    Stumbling upon your straight best friends' nudes is fine. Buck is fine. Everything is fine.

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    And then everything winded down, their friends decided to turn in and head home. Him and Eddie were the last to leave, and he–

    He stumbled out of the bar right beside Eddie. He–Oh god, he threw himself all over Eddie. He flirted. He–he told Eddie that–

    Buck’s hand stills, the toothbrush lying on his tongue with dead weight, uncomfortable and somewhat annoying, but Buck can’t even think about that because he fucking told Eddie that he dreams about them kissing.

    What the fuck?

    What the actual, horrible, unholy fuck?

    Buck has to leave.

    He needs to find a deep, dark hole to climb inside. Bury himself so that he can never come out.

    He can never see Eddie again for as long as he lives and that’s such a terrifying, heartbreaking, impossible thought, but that’s the way it has to be.

    He told Eddie he dreams about them kissing.

    or, a night of drinking leads to buck confessing his feelings to eddie and they are both very stupid about it

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    He feels like shit when he's hungry, and he plays better when he's empty. The cold air doesn't touch him as much. The floodlights turn silvery-soft.
    And he likes eating. Keeps his hands busy, mouth busy, mind busy. Something to chew through, putty in the ears.
    Go until he can't anymore. Cycle it back out. Be ready.

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    OR: Buck's had on-again, off-again bulimia since he was 14.

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    Title from Psychic Friend's "We Do Not Belong".

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