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Ilya Rozanov's Book Club by scriptiodaemon (alwaysindoubts)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
19 Jun 2026
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as reaction to David Hollander's tweet about books he mentioned over time, Ilya decides to make his statement (because remind we when he could stop from doing it) and post his opinion.
poor Shane, but Harris is even poorer (because Shane Hollander is a menace too), everyone else is having fun. well, maybe not people who got offended by Ilya, but when did he care?Series
- Part 3 of smart cookie Ilya
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Секс-ЛГБТ-инструктор из НАТО by alwaysindoubts
Fandoms: Импровизаторы | The Improvisators (TV 2016) RPF, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Jun 2026
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Давайте представим, что во время инкогнито поездки в Россию со своим женихом Илью Розанова пригласили сняться гостем в пилоте нового ютуб шоу "Громкий вопрос". Илья и его настроенный до миллиметра гей-радар давно подозревали кое-что, но когда он впервые увидел актеров вживую, сомнений не осталось. И он не может отказать себе в желании свести еще одну явно страдающую пару дураков.
А Шейн, а что Шейн? Он вздыхает и вписывается в авантюру будущего мужа.Этот фанфик является спин-оффом к фанфику "Закрывая гештальты", но можно читать и по отдельности.
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- Part 2 of hollanov in russia
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5 times when Shane realized how smart Ilya is + 1 time when the world did too by scriptiodaemon (alwaysindoubts)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
23 May 2026
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Everybody thinks hockey players are stupid. Having an accent certainly doesn’t help.
Ilya Rozanov never bothered correcting people, but it wasn’t his job to fit their expectations either.
He wasn’t hiding it, it just wasn’t important, and he wasn’t the type to show off (oh, Shane would laugh at that, but for this specific aspect it was true).It just never came up. Until it did.
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- Part 2 of smart cookie Ilya
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Dr. Rozanov by scriptiodaemon (alwaysindoubts)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
13 May 2026
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Even after many years together (and only a month before the wedding) Rozanov can still surprise Hollander,
or when Shane finds out that Ilya has a PhD.Series
- Part 1 of smart cookie Ilya
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Getting Closure by alwaysindoubts, scriptiodaemon (alwaysindoubts)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Apr 2026
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Ilya Rozanov loves Shane Hollander to the moon and stars, and his proposal makes Ilya the happiest man in the world. But he realizes that after the marriage he'll definitely never be able to visit his mother's grave again. Shane Hollander is being a very good partner, so he suggests they secretly fly to Moscow together, so Ilya could get closure with his part (and truly wants to understand Ilya better). And Ilya agrees,
or the adventures of the almost-married Hollander-Rozanov family in Moscow.The work is written in both Russian and English, all the dialogues are written in the language in which it occurs. Yes, Ilya sometimes addresses Shane in Russian. And viceversa. And many of them sometimes jump back and forth. For me this is important because language is an important part of consciousness. But do not be scared, every phrase has a translation!
Recent series
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smart cookie Ilya by scriptiodaemon (alwaysindoubts)
Fandom Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
19 Jun 2026
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hollanov in russia by alwaysindoubts
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV), Импровизаторы | The Improvisators (TV 2016) RPF
13 Jun 2026
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i drew a heart (around your name) by rozsonata
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Jun 2026
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WELCOME TO THE NAYBORHOOD!!
i am Shane i am 7 i live in the house with the blue door
mom said give you a gift so here is drawing!!
i draw every day almost every day
do you like drawing?Ilya and his family move from Moscow to Ottawa when he is seven years old. The boy next door draws him a welcome gift.
Or childhood friends Hollanov told through doodles and notes passed between them. Growing up is hard. At least they have each other.
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25 Jun 2026
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Hudson is definitely not jealous after a video circulates from the YSL Paris afterparty.
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- Part 3 of Unintentionally in Real Time
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24 Jun 2026
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Totally Real Canadian Boyfriend™️ by hermacology
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Jun 2026
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Ilya Rozanov, captain of the Boston Raiders, has a boyfriend. A definitely real, suspiciously (and boringly) handsome, conveniently offline, consistently unable to meet up in real life boyfriend.
Who lives in Canada.
Unfortunately for him, absolutely no one believes him.
The more serious Ilya gets about his Totally Real Canadian Boyfriend™️, the more concerned his teammates become that someone either needs to call MTV and get him on the next episode of Catfish or that he's slowly losing his mind.
Shane Hollander is, fortunately, very real, very sarcastic, and increasingly delighted that an entire NHL locker room seems to think that he's a government psyop to distract Ilya from his game.
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- Part 1 of they haven't connected shit
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24 Jun 2026
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The Ultimate Guide to Writing Smut Fic by QuinnAnderson for kali_asleep
Fandoms: Original Work
05 Sep 2013
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A comprehensive guide to writing both queer and het erotic fiction, written by published novelist Quinn Anderson. Includes lists of sexy words, references, and some general writing tips. Please feel free to use without credit.
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Some can't stand homophobia.
Some can't stand the Voyageurs.
And some can't stand the dynasty that the Voyageurs inadvertently created when they ran Shane Hollander out of town for being gay.
So when news of why Shane Hollander signed in Ottawa alongside his husband comes out, 31 teams take it upon themselves to get back at the Voyageurs for all that they’ve done.
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- Part 2 of Be Gay, Get Even
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21 Jun 2026