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  1. Public Bookmark 41

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    John couldn't remember a time when Paul didn't have the best arse he'd ever seen. Probably from when he started looking at Paul as more than everything, as limitless possibilities.

     

    John fucks Paul in the arse during the filming of Help!

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    06 Jul 2026

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  2. Public Bookmark 16

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    paul questions his sexual urges about john after living with him a while. after relentless obscene teasing, they decide to fuck, just to try it out.

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    13 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 9

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    “Are you dead, Paul?”

    John heard the echo of his own breathing at the tip of that question. The hand holding the joint froze before it reached his mouth.

    “It doesn't really matter anymore, does it?”

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    08 Jun 2026

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    01 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 25

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    Scott is in a slump. He’s in a slump and it’s annoying. He’s tried everything: running extra drills; going back to basics; increasing his cardio interval training; changing the way he tapes his stick; daily affirmations; and, in desperation, following a YouTube tutorial to learn to juggle, hoping it would further hone his hand-eye coordination. (It didn’t.)

    So when he complains to Carter, and Carter says he definitely has a solution, he is ready to listen.

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    17 Mar 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 14

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    Ilya and Shane have overcome one of their biggest hurdles and finally admitted to each other that they love each other. Yay! But love is an emotion nonetheless, and can bring up other, less positive ones. Ilya doesn't expect to be dealing with them after Shane says he loves him. Because that's a happy moment.

    Right?

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    10 Mar 2026

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    He feels fizzy, fizzy, fizzy, like a soda can that’s been shaken and cracked open. There’s so much pressure building inside his chest that he can’t possibly keep it all inside. He laughs, just a quiet giggle at first, and then it becomes something louder. Something brighter. Something that bursts out of his chest and cracks through the echoing silence in the bathroom. He has to cover his mouth with his hand to stifle it.

    Shane feels happy. Truly, deep down to his bones, happy.

    He almost can’t believe it.

    (Or, the first night at the cottage.)

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    07 Mar 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 19

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    The problem was that the new object of his affection was Herbert West. Not that he was a man as Dan had had more than his share of experiences with them. Not that they were roommates and hooking up would make this awkward. No, Herbert was more likely to reject Dan outright for lack of interest in sex at all.

    And he was also the literal definition of a mad scientist, his pursuit to conquer death all consuming. Herbert simply did not have time for anything else.

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    04 Dec 2025

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    Jim's five the first time he coughs up a flower. Years later, he'll think that it was a long time coming.

     

    For those who aren't aware (because I'm not sure how common the Hanahaki trope is): Hanahaki is a fictional disease that entails flowers blooming in a character's stomach and/or lungs as the result of unrequited love. Typically, the character either finds love that is requited or succumbs to the disease and DIES.

    This is Hanahaki with a twist.

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    17 Nov 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 9

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    A long overdo conversation between Jim and Spock a few days after the events of The Motion Picture

    Familiar yet unknown. Just like his ship. That’s what every evening with Spock felt like after Gol. What playing chess with his friend -Did Spock still consider him a friend? Could he call him that? - What playing chess with his first officer felt like.  Everything was the same. Their movements almost choreographed. And everything was different.

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    22 Sep 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 9

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    Jim and Spock are at a diplomatic dinner where Spock ends up consuming too much chocolate. The result? A very uninhibited Vulcan who stirs up some interesting emotions in the captain.

    Just a random oneshot that is probably not canon compliant.

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    11 Sep 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 32

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    Set after Star Trek V: The Final Frontier, Spock enters pon farr while distant from Vulcan and in the middle of a fight with Romulans. Jim cannot bear the idea of losing him again—he will do anything in his power to save him.
    Angst, sex, and an overwhelming amount of love.

    ---- Sneak Peek ----

    Jim took off running.
    He had been here before. Running to reach Spock after he had given his life to save the Enterprise. Arms holding him back, telling him it was too late. Spock’s hand against the glass that parted them.
    “Spock.” Pain and anger crept into his voice. He put a hand on Spock’s knee and felt him shiver. “You don’t have to face this alone. I would give my life for you if I could, and right now, this is what I can do.” Spock’s eyes remained closed; he gave no sign he’d heard. “It is illogical to die when there is a way to survive."

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    11 Sep 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 46

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    Together after V’Ger, Kirk and Spock must give voice to the feelings both have denied.
    Originally published in 1981 in the print fanzine “Cheap Thrills” #2

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    23 Aug 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 10

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    At his own birthday party, Jim Kirk gets the most unexpected gift: Spock confesses his love. Between music, laughter, and stolen glances, something begins that neither of them is willing to let go.

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    29 Jun 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 7

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    When Jim's struck by a migraine on their day off, Spock decides to employ some old healing techniques passed down through his human side.

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    24 Jun 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 5

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    “Jacobi… what are you doing?”
    “Hmm, this?” He adds a little pressure to where he’s idly rubbing the inseam of Kepler’s pants, about halfway up his thigh. “Oh, nothing. Just passing the time. Unless you'd prefer a game…?”
    He trails his fingers higher, and pulls them back. Kepler shifts almost imperceptibly.
    “No… distractions.”
    “Pfffft, like having you pester me with a billion silly questions isn’t way more distracting than th-”
    Kepler clears his throat. Jacobi rolls his eyes at him and, very deliberately, puts his hand back.

    Jacobi gets creative to pass the time on a boring stakeout.

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    04 Jun 2025

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    Based on this prompt: Kirk buys a gift for Spock but decides not to give it to him because it's too valuable, they're only friends/work colleagues and it might embarrass Spock. He can't give it to anyone else, because the gift is something ideal only to a Vulcan. But Spock finds it anyway.

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    11 Apr 2025

  18. Public Bookmark *

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    AU where everything is the same, but when Vulcans find their soulmate they sense it through their pheromones. These pheromones are, well, incredibly insistent. Spock's pretty sure he's immune to them until he meets one James T. Kirk. Really this is just an excuse to write sexually-frustrated!Spock who's pretty much DTF from the get-go.

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    12 Mar 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 24

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    Spock is so happy he can’t contain it: Jim kissed him! They’re going to be together and get married once this mission is over and his whole life has been changed for the better!

    One small problem: Jim has no idea it was a kiss.

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    12 Mar 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 53

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    Real world setting where Bdubs is a tattoo artist.

    Etho and Bdubs have strayed in and out of each other’s lives for the past twelve years, and despite harboring feelings for each other, have never been able to turn their friendship into something more. It’s not until Etho comes to Bdubs to request a tattoo from him, that they’re pushed closer to the truth: what’s between them might be more than platonic.

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    24 Dec 2024

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