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    healing (or something like that) by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    30 Jun 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov was not an alpha. He was not a beta. He was not an omega.

    Ilya Rozanov was nothing.

    And Shane Hollander was everything. And that's why Ilya could never have him.

    (Or - A story about recovery, reclaiming identity, finding peace, and falling in love. Starring my favorite soulmates, Ilya and Shane.)

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    02 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 98

    Net Positive by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    03 Jul 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has a plan.

    He and Shane are stupidly, disgustingly, almost offensively in love. They want a family. They're ready for the next impossible thing.

    Just one problem: Shane has two good years left on the ice, and while he wants a baby, he is not ready to be pregnant.

    Ilya is.

    Ilya is thirty-seven, retired or close enough to taste it, and in possession of what he considers several important advantages: excellent genetics, Olympic hips, and an undeniable talent for getting exactly what he wants. He would thrive being pregnant. Shane would thrive managing the logistics.

    Ilya offers to carry.

    Is simple. An easy workaround. Two alphas, one rare compatibility loophole, a spreadsheet, and a baby at the end of it.

    Unfortunately, nothing about Ilya Rozanov has ever been simple.

    And that is before the cravings, the hormones, the Jackie Pike alliance, and Hayden Pike’s dawning horror that Shane Hollander may be winning the husband Olympics.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    Flight Risk by

    Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    01 Jul 2026

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    The look on Shane’s face, even blurry and partially obscured by smoke, confirms everything Ilya had been thinking. He can hear an awful, keening sound, and realises with a shock that it’s coming from him. And fuck, it only serves to make Shane’s face crumple even more.

    I have never been in a plane crash. A singular plane malfunction, in anyone’s lifetime, even someone who flies as much as him, is an anomaly. Two? Two fucking crashes? Those odds aren’t even worth calculating. Almost impossible. 

    He can hear Sveta’s voice in his head, Russian, sweet and warm like the honey tea her mother used to make for him: You don’t need to tempt fate, Ilyusha, she already has such horrid plans for you. 

    Or: The Centaurs’ plane crashes. Again. Shane has to decide what’s worse— Almost dying, or actually surviving.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    Modal verbs by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    02 Jul 2026

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    Hayden stares, the sight in front of him not quite computing.

    There is the couch. There is Shane on the couch. There is Shane on the couch, sleeping on his back with one arm wrapped securely around the waist of another person sleeping on top of him. The waist of another man sleeping on top of him.

    A man.

    As in, not Boston Lily.

    As in, not a woman at all.
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    Or, a prank goes awry and Hollanov is outed even earlier. At least everyone can agree that it’s still entirely Hayden Pike’s fault.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    Good Enough by

    Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    02 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander is an extremely wealthy Alpha who's trying to find an Omega and settle down.

    Ilya Rozanov is an Omega just trying to survive.

    When the two are matched, Shane is excited to finally have a family to care for.

    Ilya just hopes he can be good enough to keep him and Luca safe.

    Featuring:
    Alpha!Shane
    Omega!Ilya
    Omega!Luca Haas (Ilya's biological son in this)
    So much angst guys

    All the bad tags (abuse, rape, etc) are from Ilya's life before Canada and before Shane

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    25 Jun 2026