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who I am, not who I was by anyone__but_you
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Jul 2026
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The Japanese language only has two verb tenses; past and present. If one is gone and you can't seem to place yourself in the other, how do you move into a future without the dream that always led you? Shane Hollander has lost hockey; the ability to play and the access to his memories, nine years of accomplishments documented in stark contrast that he cannot seem to see past and find who he was.
Right now, he finds himself on a guided hiking trip everyone claimed would be a good idea, if only a goal to focus his rehab on. Shane doesn't believe he will find himself somewhere in the Canadian wilderness, but the outrageously flirty, forward Russian guide that keeps him upright through every stumble is at least a welcome distraction from the emptiness looming ahead. One foot in front of the other, one step at a time. Sometimes, we don't actually need a direction to start moving.
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or; Shane has lost hockey and his memories. Ilya is a hiking guide and more than happy to help him explore… the Canadian wildernessBookmarked by arbv87
11 Jul 2026
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Crawling back to you. by yourethemoon
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Jul 2026
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I want to wake up to you tomorrow. If you don’t want that, that’s okay, but give me my agency, Ilya. Believe me when I say I want you or let me try to pick up the pieces without you.
Five months ago, Ilya walked out of Shane’s life and their marriage. Shane has been trying to pick up the pieces. A late night phone call could either unravel everything or be the start of a new beginning.
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- Part 1 of Crawling Back to You
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06 Jul 2026
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“He thinks you like me. ...Do you like me?”
"...You are difficult to not like. It is very easy to fall for you."---
Ilya thinks Shane Hollander's boyfriend is an asshole, and he doesn't think that just because he's head over heels in love.
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03 Jul 2026
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Where do we go from here? by Gidgit2u
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
09 Jul 2026
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Immediately follows the fight on Boxing Day, where Ilya tells Shane to leave. To please go home.
After seeking advice from a trusted friend, Shane returns to make things right between them.
Truths will be revealed, exposing the cracks in their relationship that Shane hasn't seen and Ilya hasn't wanted to reveal; forcing hard conversations and even harder decisions.
Is love enough to keep them together? If so, what needs to change? Will anything stay the same?
The biggest question Shane asks himself as they wade through years of miscommunication and hurt is 'Where do we go from here?'
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03 Jul 2026
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unknown number by broadley
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Jul 2026
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Shane sees his ex at a cafe and texts what he thinks it’s a dud number to look busy, little does he know it belongs to Ilya. Shane uses the thread to use as a reminder for stuff he has to do. Ilya enjoys reading what this mysterious man does until he gets a text at 3am.
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30 Jun 2026