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  1. Public Bookmark 59

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    In 2007, Shane Hollander pathetically falls in unrequited love. It’s the biggest mistake of his life.

    In the years that follow, it becomes almost easy to pretend Ilya Rozanov never really existed at all.

    In 2014, Ilya Rozanov signs with the Toronto Guardians. He's determined to make Shane remember exactly what he once felt, but seems to have forgotten the many ways in which he ruined Shane Hollander's life.

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    08 May 2026

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    Ilya and Shane met in 2007 when Ilya came to Canada but things went south and they meet again when Ilya joins the NHL in 2014. 2007 and 2014 plots being told simultaneously.

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    Shane was fourteen the first time a number felt like safety.

    The nutritionist worked out of an office in Kanata, framed certificates, a calm voice, laminated charts with columns. She explained it simply: fuel in, output required, timing of each. She said it was a starting point.

    Shane took notes in the margins the way he took notes on everything—completely, past what was required. Yuna had found the nutritionist herself, sat beside him, and took notes too.

    Like mother, like son.

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    Or: Shane’s system works until it doesn’t; Ilya notices first.

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    28 Apr 2026

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    Fic centered around Shane's disordered eating and his relationship with Yuna which results in two very difficult fights. Has some lovely writing and motifs.

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    "You are a twenty-four-year-old man who just won the Stanley Cup. You have a quilting room. You have a design wall. You have little bins. With labels."

    "Organization is important."

    Or the 5+1 of Shane Hollander's grandma hobbies

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    12 Apr 2026

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    Shane who has stereotypical grandma hobbies. Also its a bit au.

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    ”It’s not bad” says his mom, carefully. “Very Canadian, sponsors are happy about that.” That, and not much else, he can tell. A loon is neither masculine nor impressive. A disappointment, to those who hoped he’d have something like a wolf, himself included. His dad tries to bake him the traditional settling cake, in the shape of the new adults’ daemon, but his cake decorating skills aren’t great, so it mostly looks like a grey football. And Shanes’ strict diet doesn’t allow for cake.

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    Shane Hollander, the soul he didn't choose to have, the boy he didn't choose to love, and the life that, despite all odds, might just end up worth living.

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    10 Apr 2026

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    Daemon au of heated rivalry wherein Shane has a loon daemon and lots of... I'm just going to summarize it as self-hatred

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    There’s a sign in front of Shane. It says Welcome to Scott Hunter and Kip Grady’s Happily Ever After in a cursive font that makes Shane think of Etsy. Shane’s stomach churns. He briefly squeezes his empty ring finger. He feels, all at once, like he might cry. Instead, he swallows, and breathes, and pastes a smile on his face, and marches his ass down to Scott and Kip’s fucking wedding of the century.

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    31 Mar 2026

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    Fic where Shane and Ilya weren't outed to anyone ever and instead were secretly married in 2017. Things come to ahead at Scott and Kip's wedding. Alternatively sweet and heartbreaking.