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26 Apr 2026
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oh, this is warm and wonderful and luminous and loving
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Operation O Canada, or The Hollander-Rozanov Method of Soft Launching a Marriage by robbinscinquefoil
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 May 2026
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“Can’t hang out tonight, Hayd. I have plans.”
“Bullshit,” Hayden responds. “You never have plans.”
Objectively, this used to be true. Nowadays Shane has many, many plans, between his nightly plans to look at Ilya’s penis through Skype and his various long-term plans laid out helpfully in his notebook, Canva (For Ilya’s sake. He is a visual learner), and more recently, Excel. Shane loves that excel sheet. He’s colour coded it.
In 2017, Shane Hollander spirals and proposes to his boyfriend of 4 days (or 7 years, or 9 years, or not his boyfriend at all, depending on how you look at it), which leads to a lot of plans, weird theories in the Montreal Voyageur locker room, some Twitter drama, and Ilya Rozanov entering his WAG era.
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- Part 1 of Operation O Canada
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25 Apr 2026
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a sound is still a sound around no one by dykeries
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Feb 2026
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Shane lifts one eyelid again to look at Rozanov. His eyes are red-rimmed. Like he’s been crying. “Why…why aren’t you in Boston?”
Rozanov’s brow furrows. “Why would I be in Boston?”
“You, you’re captain. Raiders. Boston.”
The room is silent except for the beeping of monitors.
In 2023, Shane takes a bad hit on the ice. When he wakes up, the last thing he remembers is a tuna melt.
There’s a lot to get used to.
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Everything Shane has ever done has resulted in something else. People would call that karma, or physics, but Shane knows better. There are moments he’s sure he has the ability to control everything with a right or wrong thought. And there are moments of clarity where he knows this isn’t true.
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22 Apr 2026
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unfathomable. truly, truly wild. amazing. aching. painful. gorgeous.
He can feel the tears soaking his face as Ilya starts fucking into him with his whole self, Shane is the safest he’s ever been. His head swims with a peaceful nothingness. If he feels himself drooling, it no longer matters. It’s no longer disgusting. There is no disgust where he lives, joined to Ilya, dissolving into him.
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So much of their conversations are Ilya waiting for an answer, and getting the one he had already predicted. Shane likes that he still waits.
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Shane and Ilya had mutually agreed to keep their whatever-they’re-doing out of Sochi. It was an easy decision to make: this was bigger than any MLH rivalry and definitely bigger than a few hotel hook-ups. There was no room for distractions, not with Olympic gold on the line.
So it’d be really fucking great if their daemons could get on the same page and stop trying to cause an international fucking incident.
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- Part 7 of my heated rivalry anon fics
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Bookmarked by assuringlynerdy
19 Apr 2026
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i am losing my mind. i am rending my clothes. i am climbing onto my roof and screaming at the top of my lungs. this fic... this fic!! it is so gorgeous, so blisteringly insightful. the daemon world building is so rich and layered, and ren and sima's personalities are so well-defined and honest. and oh, oh, the amount of aching, perfect character analysis that comes out of having these external souls... it's astonishing. it's perfect. the ilya of it all, in particular, bowled me over without warning and without mercy, just: ow. and also: yes.
ALSOOOOO the way shane touching sima felt warm and golden, and ilya touching ren felt icy cold and free.... the way shane's love is rooted in honesty and ilya's in protection.... im gonna lose it, possibly, definitely.
what an absolute, utter joy to read. i would give anything to read this again for the first time; i am already so excited for my first reread. what a joy.
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It’s Rozanov. And Shane just wants—he’ll figure that part out later, alright. The wanting is enough to justify the reaching. It always has been so far.
He supposes he is lucky in that regard, but only the kind of lucky that people who survive shipwrecks are: fortunate but ruined all the same.
Ilya should probably warn Hollander about the way he loves, just in case. His love is the deep, prevailing kind. Buyer beware. / Everything, he wants to say. He wants to say, I think I am afraid of everything, all the time.
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Operation Get Roz a SAP by dntat for Lanabean
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
18 Apr 2026
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Bood: And what would this person need to get Roz to settle down?
Roz: must be most beautiful person you have ever seen
Roz: very funny but does not know they are funny
Roz: and suck dick like their life depends on itOr: The Centaurs know that Roz is sad, and probably a little lonely. So they do their best to set him up with someone who matches his specific list of requirements. What they don't know is that their captain has already found that person.
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16 Apr 2026
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truly a work of HTML wizardry. very sweet and cute and lovely!!
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Alligator Bites Never Heal by flawlessassholes
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
19 May 2026
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12 Apr 2026
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The Swiss National League doesn’t care about the legendary Hollander-Rozanov rivalry. When the MLH can’t negotiate with the Hockey Players’ Union in time to prevent a hockey lockout at the start of the 2015 season, the Zürich Lions jump at the chance to sign both Shane and Ilya to short-term contracts. For four months in Switzerland, they share a team, a line, a house, and a bed.
Then the lockout ends in January, and it’s time to go back. Back to different countries, cities, lives. Beds.
Reentry is harder than expected.
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- Part 8 of my heated rivalry anon fics
- Part 1 of homegrown
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Bookmarked by assuringlynerdy
22 Mar 2026
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good lord. absolutely, unspeakably enchanting. truly wonderful. (spoilers in the quotes)
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“You wouldn’t ruin it, we’d clean it out,” Shane mutters, but he sits back down. Well, he pushes the loose blankets further into the crease between Ilya’s body and the couch first, tucking him in. Then he sits down, as if that was a normal thing to do and a simple thing to survive.
Ilya has to focus very hard on the thread of their conversation so he doesn’t do something very stupid, like beg for more. Beg for another soft touch, another glimpse into the great well of tenderness Shane Hollander is capable of bestowing upon people. Ilya feels strung-out, desperate, starving, aching for more, for again.//
Ilya knows he’ll be smiling if Ilya looks over at him, so he doesn’t. One of the things you learn if you live with devastation at your doorstep long enough is what’s survivable and what must be outrun at all costs. The way Shane smiles at him sometimes, crinkled eyes and exposed teeth and a scrunched up nose—this afternoon, that feels like it falls wholly into the second category.
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Fuck, Shane doesn’t want anything more in the world than he wants Ilya to hold him and never let him go. But Ilya’s never going to do that. He’s never going to ask Shane not to get on the plane. He’s never going to grab at his hand and stop him from leaving the house. He’s always going to let him go, because he thinks that’s what Shane wants or what Shane needs, and so he’s going to do it for him and pretend it’s easy, and then he’s going to—to paint his kitchen yellow and get drunk in a noisy, sticky Californian club and tell everyone but Shane that he misses him.
When Shane had forced himself off the neighbor’s stoop, back in Zürich, after the lockout ended and all the rubble of it had begun to settle in his brain, he’d realized he didn’t even have the keys to the door. He’d run out without them. But when he’d tried the door, it’d been unlocked. Every light in the house was off, and the door to Ilya’s bedroom had been shut tight.
But the front door had been left unlocked. So Shane could come back.
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“So,” Ilya says, dragging the word out. He’s swiping at non-existent crumbs on the counter, avoiding his eyes. “You have dinner at parents on Christmas, yes?”
“Yeah.”
Ilya nods. “I can house-sit while you are away. Make place pretty, if you have decorations. Make it less boring.”
Shane’s eyebrows fly up. “What? You don’t want to come with?”
Finally, Ilya looks up at him. Hesitantly, he asks, “You want me to come with?”
Frowning, Shane says, “I– yeah. Yeah, of course. You think I invited you here just so you could spend Christmas alone?”
Looking away, Ilya shrugs. “I am intruder here, Hollander. You have family. I do not. Makes situation… difficult, maybe. You forget the world thinks we are rivals.”
“Not difficult,” Shane says immediately. “You want to come, you’re coming.”
Or: Ilya's in Montreal alone during the week leading up to the Winter Classic. Shane doesn't let him spend Christmas alone.
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- Part 4 of ejo + hr
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Bookmarked by assuringlynerdy
22 Feb 2026
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losing my mind about it maybe a little i think
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“Alright, the shirt is going to have to come off,” Shane says, sliding back. “I can cut it off you or you can take it off yourself.”
After a lengthy pause in which Shane is unprofessionally lost in those glittering eyes, the firefighter grabs the hem of his shirt and begins to lift. He stops almost instantly with his elbows crossed over his face and his chiseled abdomen right there for Shane to gawp at, holy shit.
The pained noise the man makes jars Shane back into motion. “Right, okay. My turn,” he mumbles, smoothing the fireman’s hands back onto his lap.
or, emergency medicine au where they fall in love one small disaster at a time
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A Fierce and Blazing Thing by Annwolfe87
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 Jan 2026
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In the days leading up to the first time Shane Hollander faces his old Montreal team with the Ottawa Centaurs, he kinda goes through it. Maybe a lot of bullshit built up over the years. Maybe now that he's finally in a place to deal with it, he starts to.
Featuring my beloved Centaurs taking care of their own, a couple of very early mornings, a minor meltdown at practice, a slightly bigger meltdown at a barbecue, and one Shane Hollander finally coming home.
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20 Feb 2026
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absolutely incredible. poetry!!! poetry.
“I just don’t know how to do this,” he said.
“That is because it is new,” Ilya said, breaking into a wide smile. “And you have not gotten to do all your Shane things yet.”
“My Shane things?” But now Shane was smiling a little too.
“You know, you study, you practice, you visualize the win. It worked for your backhand, it worked for blow jobs. It will work for this too.”
“And what am I visualizing this time?”
Ilya’s expression softened into something more serious. “Being happy,” he said. “Being free. Being safe.”
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You, I Always Need You by hollano_ov
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
10 Feb 2026
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Shane really isn't looking for a relationship, which is why having Ilya around is nice. No strings attached, only great sex. It's a win all around.
The only problem is that Ilya is way, way too nice to Shane's stupid cat.
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the secret society of stick handlers by gurlsrool
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
23 Apr 2026
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The queer NHL players (begrudgingly) unite via group chats in the face of social media scandals.
These stories take place on a (slightly loose) chronological timeline and make the most sense when read in order. However, they're all independent stories/scandals and can be read as standalones.
All stories take place post TLG and include spoilers for the books.
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It's all Canadian Vodka's fault by FriPie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Feb 2026
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In the early hours of Saturday, the Hockey world was ablaze with the news that Ilya Rozanov was dead. Killed in a tragic car accident leaving behind a slew of devastated fans and a grieving husband still reeling in shock.
The news also came as an incredible shock to Ilya when he awoke that same day, hungover and bleary, but very much alive.
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without changing a part of me by gurlsrool
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
31 Dec 2025
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"We could have some fun tonight. You, wearing my clothes…”
“Shut up,” Shane says, annoyed by the thrill the words send through him. Life would be so much easier if he wasn’t wrapped around Ilya Rozanov’s finger—or fingers is probably more accurate.
Or: 5 times Shane didn’t plan on stealing Ilya’s clothes, +1 time he absolutely did
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18 Feb 2026
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Pike and Boiziau, Amateur Detectives by gurlsrool
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
07 Feb 2026
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Usually, Hayden can accept that Shane's private life is none of his business. When he’s at home waiting on four kids hand and foot, it’s not like he's filling his days making deranged cork boards connecting Shane to every gay man in North America.
But on the road, he has nothing to occupy his time besides the occasional Skype call and cable TV. It gets harder to ignore the fact that Shane’s swapping sweet nothings with a man he still won’t let himself talk about.
Or: After the cottage, Shane comes out to his teammates but swears that he doesn't have a boyfriend. Unfortunately for him, Hayden and J.J. don't believe his lie for a second.
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18 Feb 2026
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Provider by Moami
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Yuri!!! on Ice (Anime)
05 Jan 2026
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“You can't buy me everything that I look at for more than two seconds.”
“Is not two seconds,” Ilya says. He has already added the protein bar to his shopping basket and is in the process of putting in ten-packs of the other flavours. “I only buy when you look at least three seconds. That is when you want to have.”
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hollanov bottom prep <3 by bisexualbuckley
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
09 Feb 2026
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hollanov fics but we talk about bottom prep a bunch <3 yay <3
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Bookmarked by assuringlynerdy
14 Feb 2026
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Mingyu gets drunk and posts a desperate personal ad on Seungcheol's behalf. Someone answers it.
Bookmarked by assuringlynerdy
14 Feb 2026