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When Euijoo had first seen Nicholas in class, he came home to his shared apartment with Yuma and immediately told him that he was in love.
"The fuck? With who?" Yuma asked.
"I don't know his name, but he's the hottest man I've ever seen."
That was last week. Now, said hottest-man-ever is right in front of him, flashing him a flirty smile.
(OR: Nicholas runs a kissing booth. Euijoo keeps coming back for more.)
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04 Apr 2026
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It’s not a date night, or an anniversary, or a Sunday morning when they can spend hours wrapped around one another with nowhere else to be. This is not intimacy for the sake of it, or to while away boredom, or to celebrate. Tonight, they are trying to create.
euijoo and nicholas decide that it's time to expand their family.
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- Part 3 of philosophy of love
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03 Oct 2025
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Yudai knows how to handle domineering, controlling, asshole alphas. He doesn’t know how to deal with one who seems determined to show him kindness in a world where kindness is in short supply.
yudai just wants to take care of his little brother, until a quiet alpha changes all of his plans.
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- Part 1 of philosophy of love
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02 Oct 2025
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Harua doesn't have to think about it that hard. It's summer, he doesn't want to study, and a hot guy just asked for his number.
“Yeah, sure,” he says.
That's Harua's first mistake.
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01 Oct 2025
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06 Sep 2025
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Anton Lee is not exactly the guy for casual relationships. He's more of a hopeless romantic, will-serenade-you-at-your-window kind of guy. But it's been a while since the last time he had sex, and he's starting to question his own expectations.
Maybe they're too high. Maybe he's dreaming too much. Maybe there's nothing wrong with having sex with someone you barely know once or twice. Maybe it can be really fun and nice and totally not weird. Maybe he can let go of his fears just this once and grab Lee Sohee by his waist and kiss him and fuck him until he forgets he has the ability to think.
Wouldn't hurt to try, right?
Right?
Right?
Someone please say “yes”, because Anton really needs some validation now that he has no idea how or when he got home from Shotaro’s birthday party and why exactly he's letting Lee Sohee suck him off in the middle of his living room.
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- Part 1 of Casual?
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01 Sep 2025
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It comes out of him before he can stop it. “I wanna have a baby with you.”
Nicholas freezes for half a heartbeat, then his mouth curves into something soft, disbelieving. His voice comes ragged. “I know you do.” He leans down, kissing the corner of Euijoo’s mouth. “And we will, once we move into a bigger place.”
Euijoo claws at his back, shaking his head, desperate. “But that’s in like—months,” he pants out. “I want one right now. Wish you could—fuck—wish you could just give me one.”
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01 Sep 2025
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“Wonbin hyung. You’re supposed to support me.”
“If sucking dick is your passion, I support you. Of course I do! Just… not when it’s Sungchan’s.”
Anton opens his mouth to protest about this for the nth time, but Wonbin beats him to it.
“He’s probably uncut,” Wonbin blurts out. He nods his head, eager for Anton to understand. “And what if he has a small dick, baby? You only deserve the best,” he insists.
Or,
Anton really wants to suck Sungchan's dick. And Wonbin really doesn't want him to.
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26 Aug 2025
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Sungchan is staring up at the ceiling of their dormitory when he says, very pointedly, “One day, I'm going to get my heart broken by a volleyball player.”
Shotaro pauses in the middle of the room. He stops. He stares. He knows him. “…And you’re just gonna let it happen?”
They both know this. “And I’m just gonna let it happen.”
He nods, “Cool.”
Sungchan nods back, “Cool.”
The one about dreaming, grief, and a volleyball player named Song Eunseok.
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06 Aug 2025
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Nicholas has spent his life keeping people at arm’s length. To him, packs are messy, and alphas are untrustworthy.
Then he meets Euijoo. A friendly, patient, and infuriatingly persistent beta - or so Nicholas assumes.
Against his better judgment, Nicholas lets Euijoo and his pack get closer.
Maybe letting a bit of warmth in past his cold exterior isn't as bad as he thought it would be.
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- Part 4 of Warm On A Cold Night
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01 Aug 2025
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Nicholas and Euijoo break up. Euijoo considers his life in these post-Nicholas times.
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20 Jul 2025
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EJ held the door open for Nicholas, and his heart beat a staccato rhythm against his ribcage, bruises in the shape of EJ’s name staining him black and blue from the inside out. Euijoo, Euijoo, Euijoo.
euijoo and nicholas are phd students. nico has a crush. euijoo is oblivious.
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- Part 1 of epigenesis
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09 Jul 2025
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Anton Lee has spent his entire life knowing exactly who he is—a dedicated athlete, a future business major, and someone who is definitely, absolutely, straight.
Then Wonbin happens with his oversized plaid shirts and how he somehow worms his way into Anton’s life without even trying. That sends Anton spiraling into a full-blown sexuality crisis, complete with avoidance tactics, misplaced anger, and a spectacularly dumb realization that maybe, just maybe, he’s been head over heels this whole time.
Or: Swimmer Anton almost the entire semester, one near fistfight, one heartbreak, and a whole lot of gay panic to realize what everyone's known from the start.
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05 Jul 2025
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Before he could do it, Euijoo speaks up. “Have we met before?”
He retracts his hand that’s reaching to grab the white napkin by the plate to look at Euijoo. Nicholas is sure Euijoo has a face he won’t ever be able to forget if he’s seen it in passing or somewhere else. Beautiful smile, upturned lips, tanned skin that makes him look like he’ll probably make Nicholas sweat under the blanket if they’re pressed up against each other because he just seems to exude warmth.
“No.” Nicholas says, he’s never been more certain about anything in his life. “I don’t think so.”
“You look—” Euijoo trails off, “very familiar.”
“If this is a pickup line about how I’m the man of your dreams, I’m going to walk out of this restaurant right now, Euijoo.”
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in which euijoo and nicholas fall in love. for what feels like the thousandth time.
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05 Jul 2025
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26 Jun 2025
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01 Jun 2025
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It’s easy, in the end. Sung Hanbin is easy. He flushes at the slightest compliment; he snags into Zhang Hao’s orbit like multiple boys have before him and spins there, starry-eyed. The problem is that Zhang Hao likes him. He is kind and funny and smart and cute, cute, cute and so easy to talk to it’s kind of alarming. They have the exact same taste in food, in media, even in cute room decorations. Zhang Hao regrets wasting three years not knowing him.
Zhang Hao thinks he might be in trouble.
Or: Zhang Hao has never done anything halfway, why should falling in love be any different?
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23 Aug 2024
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The word on the street is that Park Gunwook and Seok Matthew may have something going on.
But no one really knows, rumors are just rumors, after all.- Language:
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08 Jul 2024
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Taerae received an offer to participate in a dating show, but he must bring his ex along. The ex who he still has feelings for, the ex who he regrets breaking up with, Gunwook. Naively hoping that this would be a heaven's made chance to fix their relationship, or at the very least, a closure.
Basically Taerae-Gunwook EXchange / Transit Love dating show setting AU.
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18 Jun 2024
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Jiwoong is laughing his beautiful laugh, all the while Hanbin is burying his face on his lover's neck. He missed him. They haven't been alone for a long time.
"You found me." Jiwoong says,
"There's no way I wouldn't have. You told your team to tell me where you'll be." Hanbin mutters against his boyfriend's neck. He feels him shiver. "Though I think I'd still find you any other way."
"Because you are Sung Hanbin."
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Just Jiwoong and Hanbin being whipped for each other. Or Hanbin paints flowers for what he feels for Jiwoong.
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01 Jun 2024