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  1. Public Bookmark 7

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    18 Jun 2026

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    30 May 2026

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    “Okay, give me five minutes. This patient will not take long.”

    Luca nods in thanks and scurries off to busy himself in the meantime. Ilya huffs another sigh, shaking his head as he finally pulls up the digital chart.

    Shane Hollander
    Age: 27
    Height: 177.8cm
    Weight: 88.5Kg
    Temp: 36.6
    BP: 118/75

    -Patient presented with syncope, nausea and vertigo.

     

    -shane hollander comes into ilya rozanov's ER, two months after they had a wild one-night stand)

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    29 May 2026

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    25 May 2026

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    The sound Shane makes now is not a whine or a whimper. It’s the sound of an omega. It’s the sound of an omega in distress.

    “Did he just—” someone says from behind him.

    “Shit, Marleau, did you just bitch Shane Hollander?”

    --OR--

    Shane gets hit hard enough to trigger a traumatic omegatisation, which sends an entire stadium of alphas into frenzy. Ilya needs to get him off the ice, away from the danger, and onto his knot.

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    23 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander always had a strategy. He had a strategy for winning the Cup, a strategy for managing the press, and a strategy for keeping his relationship with his rival-turned-boyfriend, Ilya Rozanov, strictly in the dark. He really was good at managing it all… Right up until the moment a medical impossibility turned into a positive pregnancy test, and the only man Shane ever loved asked him to do the one thing he couldn’t: tell the truth.

    Five years post-breakup, Shane is technically winning. He has the trophies, the privacy, and their brilliant daughter, Airi. And he is perfectly co-parenting with his ex, Ilya Rozanov. The rules are simple: minimal contact, polite text messages about their daughter, and absolutely no acknowledging about their past.

    Until Yuna Hollander decides to intervene. Suddenly, the ocean Shane put between them is gone. Shane’s new strategy is simple: survive seven days with Ilya without falling apart.

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    21 May 2026

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    “Jesus, I’ve never seen Hollander this pale. Look at his lips, they’re fucking white —”

    “Whoa, dude, are you okay?”

    “Roz, I would get that bag ready if I were you…”

    “Is he even awake? It looks like he’s lights out, or about to be —”

    -

    Or, Shane has an ear infection and is stuck on a plane. His willpower will get him through it. (No it won't.)

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    17 May 2026

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    It was a joke. It was supposed to be, but when Shane looked at Hayden with those deep, endless, brown eyes, Hayden felt a surge of something so visceral, he carried it for years.

    One day, he finally got the offer to indulge in a fantasy he never expected to come true.

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    Hayden Pike wants to get Shane Hollander pregnant. One day he gets the chance to try. Under supervision.

    After he gets his chance, Hayden finds himself questioning his own self and what he really wants.

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    03 May 2026

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    Shane's new suppressants come with some interesting side-effects. Ilya reaches out for reinforcements to help his husband through his heat.

    Shane's 'No Threesomes' rule goes out the window, but not without prior discussion.

    (Or an exercise in writing 15k+ of smut.)

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    Chapters:
    5/5
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    02 May 2026

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    2014: Ilya Rozanov shocks the world and breaks Shane Hollander’s heart by disappearing without explanation, and without a goodbye kiss.

    2024: A devastating injury forces Shane to retire early, so he moves to a small town to coach girls hockey and figure out what the hell to do with the rest of his life.

    When recently divorced Ilya Rozanov walks into the rink with his twin girls, Shane has to decide if he’s brave enough to risk a second chance on a broken heart, and a rekindled romance with the first and only boy he ever loved.

    ***

    “So.” Ilya cleared his throat. “Should we tell the girls their Papa and their coach used to date?”

    “We didn’t date. We hooked up a few times, then you disappeared.” Shane looked away to hide his heartbreak as he lied, “It doesn’t even matter. It’s not like I loved you or anything.”

    “No, of course not.” Ilya tried to smile through a lie of his own, “I didn’t love you either.”

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    28 Apr 2026

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    Hollanov A/B/O

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    24 Apr 2026

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    **COMPLETE!**

     

    “Then I’d suggest an alpha assist,” Shah had told him, handing across some pamphlet with a company logo on, “It’s the safest option.”

    She’d said it like it was commonplace, normal. Maybe it was, for other people.

    “Can’t I just... wait it out, like I normally do?”

    Shah had sighed at that, her cool, medical professionalism being tested by the limits of Shane’s stubbornness. “You train, right? You do macrobiotic with high protein? This is the same thing – keeping your body in peak physical condition.”

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    Shane has been sitting out his heats alone for years, denying himself. Then the Metros medic suggests an alpha to assist him...

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    09 Apr 2026

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    Shane Hollander has spent years building a quiet, careful life for himself and his daughter. He just focuses on work, parenting, and keeping Yuki safe in a world that has not always been kind to omegas like himself. Everything changes the moment Yuki slips away from him at a crowded public event and is found in the arms of star hockey player Ilya Rozanov, who handles her with a gentleness that leaves Shane unexpectedly unsteady.

    What should have been a brief, awkward encounter becomes something far more complicated. Yuki adores Ilya on sight, and Ilya keeps showing up, offering small kindnesses, sending messages that turn into late-night conversations, and slipping into Shane's life with a warmth that feels dangerously easy.

    Shane, who promised himself he would never rely on a stranger, let alone an alpha, finds himself drawn to the one man he should not want.

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    07 Apr 2026

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    Nothing feels right or good. Not the weight of his pads or the glide of his skates over fresh ice. Not the crispness of the rink air or the roar of a sold out Montreal crowd. Not his teammates’ triumphant shouts when he sinks a goal or cool water in his throat after a hard workout or well wishing texts from his parents before every game. It’s all just… faded.

    Grey.

    Empty.

    Shane doesn’t know how to bring color back into his life. Not when he leeched it out himself with every step he took away from the only person who has ever truly, honestly seen him.

    • • • • •

    After Shane walks away, his life falls apart one piece at a time.

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    Chapters:
    15/25
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    03 Apr 2026

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    After the most traumatizing experience a young Omega could survive, Shane Hollander is left with the conviction of being entirely broken, and the perpetual fear of Alphas. All except for one.
    Ilya Rozanov, for all of his brash cockyness and fuckboy reputation, has never been perceived as a threat from Shane. He's the one Shane instinctively seeks refuge right after what happens to him. And he's still the one he comes back to every time he needs stability.
    Years passes, and their rivalry becomes a friendship so deep none of them could think of his life without the other anymore. It would be so easy to give in and cross that thin border between them, finally acknowledging their mutual attraction. But Shane still think of himself as something less because of what they did to him: why Ilya would want to bond with a broken Omega, when such an amazing Alpha could have anyone he wants? And Ilya is so caught up in his supportive friend role, that the mere idea of overstepping and risking to scare away Shane, it's unbearable for him.
    It needs for them five years, a pup yearning from Shane, and a bold offer from Ilya, to finally cross that border.

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    Chapters:
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    31 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander is hockey’s closeted golden boy with everything to hide. Ilya Rozanov is a professional Dom with everything to lose and an expired visa.

    Through their arrangement at a discreet Montreal kink bar, where NDAs protect secrets and sessions are charged per hour, they discover the most dangerous thing isn’t being caught—it’s wanting more than those hours allow.

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    Chapters:
    14/?
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    Comments:
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    20 Mar 2026

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    09 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander loves two things: hockey and his infuriatingly clingy husband.

    When Ilya slams into an unexpected rut on the ice, Shane’s the only one who can get him home before things turn feral.

    What starts as a very intense, very ill-timed rut turns into late-night guilt, broken pride, and an impossible wish for a family Shane will never be able to carry—
    until a specialist, an ultrasound, and a tiny heartbeat say otherwise.

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    Comments:
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    08 Mar 2026

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    my alpha x alpha hollanov au. i am inordinately proud of this name.

    series order:
    1. bad idea, right?
    2. j'n'ai qu'une envie (c'est toi)
    3. **IN PROGRESS as of april ‘26**

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    08 Mar 2026

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    07 Mar 2026

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