12 Bookmarks by awkotacogf
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shane: ok so ur an intruder and you sneak into my house while im sleeping on the night of my birthday and torture me sexually for hours
ilya: shane-
shane: and you fuck my mouth and cum in it then duct tape it shut so i have no choice but to swallow it
Series
- Part 3 of fucked up and evil
- Part 13 of HR Porn (with a little plot)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 9,902
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 1
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- 162
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Bookmarked by awkotacogf
06 Jul 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
This may have been the hottest most fucked up thing I’ve ever read 🔥 🔥 🔥
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found connection (baby i can't stop calling you) by aquilanovae
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Jun 2026
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Shane calls a phone sex hotline and gets Ilya crooning unspeakable filth in his ear. It kind of devolves from there.
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Ilya is a college student in Boston working on the side as a phone sex operator, Shane is still a hockey player. They have toe-curling, dirty phone sex and end up falling in love along the way.
Series
- Part 1 of 1-800-i-love-you
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 131,243
- Chapters:
- 10/10
- Comments:
- 1,290
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- 5,876
- Bookmarks:
- 2,083
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- 139,083
Bookmarked by awkotacogf
01 Jul 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
Deliciously sexy, heartbreaking, and healing all at the same time. One of my absolute favorite pieces of writing
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Yuna’s entire body aches, and it would appear that her instincts were right— Rozanov is small, and he’s vulnerable, and he’s tired, and he needed somewhere safe to rest.
And Yuna can’t help the weird sense that she’s honoured— her home was somewhere for Rozanov to go, even if she and David knew nothing about any of it, even if they still don’t, Shane knew it would be safe for Rozanov here. Shane told him to come home.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 9,378
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 757
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Bookmarked by awkotacogf
05 Jun 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
This fic feels like safety and a warm hug with a cup of tea seated on the couch with a blanket over you. With a little bit of sadness aching through you.
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love you ‘til my lungs give out by scarlettroses
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
16 Jun 2026
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Weeks later, when the news finally breaks, the headlines will call it a “catastrophic brain injury”.
They’ll analyze the hit from every angle, trying to find just what went so wrong. It was clean, it was legal… and yet it somehow slammed Shane Hollander into the ice hard enough to end his career.
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or, another take on shane’s injury in episode 5 being much, much worse.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 27,070
- Chapters:
- 5/5
- Comments:
- 1,081
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- 5,876
- Bookmarks:
- 1,469
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- 64,342
Bookmarked by awkotacogf
31 May 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
This is the best post-injury fic I’ve ever read. The accuracy with rehab and recovery post-stroke made me feel so seen as an OT in rehab and made the small victories feel even sweeter. This aches in the best way
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Please Don't Take My Wisdom by hematoma47
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
26 May 2026
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Dykstra: Today is the day!
Hollander: Remind me why Ilya and I are the ones taking them?
Bood: You and Roz already handle Luca’s doctor’s appointments anyways
Bood: It was only a matter of time.
Chouinard: That fact is still crazy to me.
Harris: Mom and Dad taking their kids to the doctor!OR
The Centaurs rookies need to get their wisdom teeth out. Why not together and all at once? Oh also Shane and Ilya are responsible for them. Mostly Shane.
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- Part 4 of Ottawa Centaurs Gone Wild
Bookmarked by awkotacogf
29 May 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
Laughed so much my stomach hurts and I’m legitimately crying.
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the comments are a dumpster fire by trickysnail for irrationalpie
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
15 Apr 2026
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To the two users who flirt with hockey statistics in the comments of every post, please get married and leave the rest of us alone.
(Or: Five times Shane and Ilya ran into each other's burner accounts online.)
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sandcastles (all the pleasure, none of the burden) by prettyshadow (theaujasmin)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
21 Feb 2026
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“H’rder,” Shane whines into his mouth, not even trying to interrupt the kiss but speaking pathetically muffled and slurred around Ilya’s tongue.
Ilya knocks their foreheads together, smiles.
“Nooooo Ilya, not before the game, Ilya,” he whines, a sweetly mocking imitation of Shane, “and now look at you, mhm? Why should I ever listen to your complaining, baby, when you’re gonna be such an easy, perfect slut for it anyways?”
Or: Shane plays four-dimensional chess to get Ilya to fuck him even when he tells him no, for Shane-typical control freak reasons, in Shane-typical convoluted ways, with Shane-typical unawareness of this being a sex freak thing. Ilya provides, of course.
Series
- Part 1 of quantum mechanics
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 7,423
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 544
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- 11,106
- Bookmarks:
- 2,752
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- 131,930
Bookmarked by awkotacogf
27 May 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
A beautiful, sexy character study in how Ilya lifts up the rock that is Shane to see all the little bugs underneath in his soul
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contingency plans by anincompletelist (soldouthaz)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Feb 2026
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Shane's eyes squeeze closed again. “We had reason to put rules in place. Protocol. If ever—if it got to a place where, if he was ever feeling like he might—"
Hayden’s body understands before his mind catches up. His blood runs cold for a second, stuck on the scrunch of Shane’s face, the clench of his fist, how desperate he’d been to see Rozanov—Ilya—just now. To make sure that he was okay. Here, in person.
Not hurt. Alive.
“Oh,” Hayden hears himself say distantly. “Oh, fuck, Shane.”
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or, Ilya needs a place to go, and Hayden's happens to be the closest. It turns out to be a good thing.
Series
- Part 1 of all lights turned off can be turned on
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 8,339
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 9
- Comments:
- 475
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- 18,646
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- 3,706
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Bookmarked by awkotacogf
17 May 2026
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Ilya tsks. “Yes, I give a shit about Marleau. If it was anywhere else… I wouldn’t be able to call and threaten his new captain. But it’s you.”
Shane breathes that in. There’s something complex in that sentence that he can’t even begin to unpack. But it’s you.
“I’ll take care of him, Rozanov. You have my word. I look out for my team.”
Ilya sighs softly. “I know you do, Hollander.” His voice is different now. The jig is up. He hesitates but forces the words out of his mouth. “I’m glad it’s you.”aka
Cliff Marleau gets traded to Montreal and suddenly Shane's teammates with Ilya's best friend. Right as they adjust to the new dynamics, Ilya gets traded too. Shane and Ilya decide to see what it would've been like to flirt and fall in love in front of their team, in front of their friends.
Series
- Part 1 of play for the same team
- Part 3 of ilya_and_pasta completed fics
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 17,513
- Chapters:
- 6/6
- Comments:
- 389
- Kudos:
- 3,335
- Bookmarks:
- 757
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- 32,016
Bookmarked by awkotacogf
04 May 2026
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Marrow, Ilya, Shane, Hayden, and JJ all on the metros. One big happy family, Ilya & Shane get to have a crush on each other, and a supportive coming out. I cry. This is so cute.
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Shandry's Third @shaneybaby
uhhh so im on r/shanehollander rn and some guy is claiming to have cloned shane’s dad’s phone and uploaded it to the internet?? has anyone else clicked on this link will it give me a virus if i do
7:03 P.M. | 12 Jan 2018 | 135.1k retweets | 232.1k likes
Shandry's Third @shaneybaby
okay I googled his dad and he’s a 52 year old forensic accountant who thinks fashion peaked with ralph lauren polo shirts. am I enough of a hollander simp to risk my laptop just to look through the phone of his dad who acts like sandals and bermuda shorts are a risqué choice. yes.
7:04 P.M. | 12 Jan 2018 | 137.1k retweets | 235.9k likes
Shandry's Third @shaneybaby
oh my god his password for everything is ShaneHollander24. pov you love your son so much that it compromises your bank account
7:04 P.M. | 12 Jan 2018 | 143.7k retweets | 250.7k likes
Shandry's Third @shaneybaby
HOLY FUCK
7:19 P.M. | 12 Jan 2018 | 337.1k retweets | 413.3k likes
- Language:
- English
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- 71,911
- Chapters:
- 7/?
- Comments:
- 4,776
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Bookmarked by awkotacogf
29 Apr 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
Maybe one of the best fics of all time, entire range of human emotions will be felt
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i need you to calm me (to do what you taught me) by Selective_attention
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
25 Feb 2026
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“You’ve been good boy so far,” Ilya spoke softly, staring right into Shane’s eyes, “And what do good boys get?”
Shane’s eyes left Ilya’s and traveled down his body until they were locked on the obvious bulge in Ilya’s joggers. “Good things,” Shane breathed, forcing his eyes back up to Ilya’s face.
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Or, Shane has a rough day and Ilya gets him out of his head.
- Language:
- English
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- 4,109
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- 1/1
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Bookmarked by awkotacogf
29 Mar 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
“Da, Ser” Hollander- INJECT IT INTO MY VEINS!!! And the breath play was so hot 😭
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Bookmarked by awkotacogf
23 Mar 2026