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    Hollander’s nails are clean and trimmed, his knuckles a little reddened. From the cold, not a fight, of course. Shane Hollander would not be one of those types of guys.

    Ilya wonders what it would take to make him one.

    or: Ilya needs to be touched. Provoking other players into hitting him has always been the easiest way, has always worked. Until Shane Hollander.

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    24 Jul 2026

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    “This might have been a bad idea.”
    “You think so?”
    “Hollander’s pissed.” Marlow said, stating the obvious.
    “No he’s not.” Ilya answered easily. “He’s just nervous.”
    “About what?”

    “About asking if he can watch you fuck me.”

     

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    Ilya and Marlow have been hooking up for years - though it was never personal (until it was too late).

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    18 Apr 2026

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    breaking my #strict hollanov rule to bring marleau into the fold
    Ch 14

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    When allegations against a youth coach begin circulating online, most of the league treats it like a joke.

    Ilya Rozanov laughs along with everyone else. Nothing bad happened to him, at least that’s what he's always believed.

     
    Or, a look into Ilya Rozanov’s childhood and how it shaped him.

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    14 May 2026

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    Ilya csa case with his coach :((((

    Ch 15

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    In late October, Ilya picks up some kind of freakish Canadian flu that dogs him into November.

    It is the weirdest shit. He has to duck out of practice because his nose starts bleeding twice in one week and he wakes up in a hotel in Columbus with another one that leaves stains on the pillow. On the flight back to Ottawa, Hazy drops into the seat next to Ilya midflight and asks, "This isn't, like, a cocaine thing, right?"

    Ilya laughs so hard it's probably a little rude.

    They have a plan. Ilya's body has a different plan.

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    19 Jul 2026

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    Ilya pregnant babbyee first year centaurs love love love
    Ch 12

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    Shane Hollander wasn’t stupid. He knew his body was changing. It was hard to ignore the imperfections that made him question if he truly had any control left and made him unable to look at his body without feeling disgusted, but he wasn’t pregnant.

    He couldn’t be.

    He was an omega. Ilya was an omega. It was impossible. Biology didn’t work that way.

    However, he learned far too late that impossible didn’t mean much to Ilya Rozanov.

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    Shane Hollander doesn’t realize he is pregnant until he is giving birth and, despite only giving birth to one child, he somehow ends up with two.

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    16 Jul 2026